This is Goodbye
It's all over now
I'm sorry guys
I'm sick of the pain
I'm sick of the lies
I'm so friggen tired
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of screaming
I'm tired of crying
I'm done with the hurt
I'm done with the trying
I'm done with my life
I'm finally dying
I don't mean to hurt you
By slitting my wrists
But I need to leave now
And kiss death on the lips
Now I won't have to suffer
It's just for the best
I'm sorry to say
That I failed life's test
I really will miss you
Those who truly loved me
But now I must go
It's my time to leave
I'm sorry for the trouble
I put all of you through
That's another reason
That now I must leave you
So I'm leaving now
I love you all
And when you find me dead
Don't let a single tear fall
For I'll always be with you
Deep down in your heart
So we never can be
Honestly apart
As I pick up this knife
And slit the skin
As I drown in my blood
Committing this sin
Just go on with your life
Remember my mask
Look ahead to the future
Don't dwell on the past
I'll finally be happy
As happy as can be
I won't be dead inside
I'll finally be free
No one will be able
To hurt me deep inside
And soon it won't matter
How many tears I cried
I'll never have to feel
This pain that's deep within
I won't have to hurt myself
By mutilating my skin
So you should be happy
That I found this sanctuary
All these burdens on my back
I'll no longer have to carry
The hurt is almost gone
I'm almost rid of this pain
Through my death
Many things you will gain
You won't have to worry
About the pain that I feel
You won't have to debate
If my feelings are real
Tell my love I still love him
The one who means everything to me
But he needs to move on
So I'll let his heart free
So as I lay here dying
I just want you to know
That I'll love you guys
Even after I go
So these are my final words
As I lay here and die
I love you all
And this is good-bye
Alyssa