Things went alright today
I think I'll go enjoy a play
On my way there I caught the stares
So I returned home anf fled up stairs
They see the scars and hate me
For feeling some kind of pain
All it does is hurt me
Will I ever be the same?
What was I before I started?
What was I before I began?
Just because my skin I parted,
Does that now mean to all I sin?
I had a horrid day today
The pain has come and is here to stay
I need the release I find in my old friend
A soothing cut, the blood runs out, its all the same in the end
I love this and I hate itThe scars that I show
But mostly I just need this
Only my blades edge knows
-Jennifer