How can I explain to you how badly I hurt. Mom says "Your just like your dad", while your little brother screams " I hate you". do they honestly think that their words mean nothing to you? If so then they're extremely blind and ignorent. It's a shame that they don't realize that they are one of the main reasons as to why you cut. They say they understand why you feel this way. But they don't and never will. they'll never understand the pure bliss of watching blood trickle out of a wound which you yourself created. They don't understand that whenever you cut, your only trying to cut out whatever it is that makes your brother hate you or what makes you like the father of yours whom you hate. They'll never understand the release of your "Imperfections" through a couple of slits on your forearm caused by a tiny piece of metal so sharp to make you bleed. They'll never understand the need for the feeling of a razor slicing through your smooth, delicate skin. And most of all they'll never understand the pure passion for pain.
Ashley, gemini_beau@yahoo.com