Physical Love
I always thought
That when I said I needed
Physical love
I meant
Hugs
Kisses
Holding hands
Being held
Being wanted
But right now
The physical love
I need
Is physical pain
Sharp objects
Love my body
They love
To slice my skin
Pain is my lover.
My life long companion.
Pain will stay with me
Forever.
And I accept that
And I need that
So give me
The physical pain
That I love
And need
And that loves
And needs
Me back
Alyssa