I hold this powerful tool in my hand,
the shine from the blade catches my eye.
I have the power to end it all, rite here, rite now,
but there's no use, Im already dead.
The pain killed me,
the tears drowned me
and my heart bleed to death, from life,
the thing i never asked for.
When I was young I never knew,
the pain other could give you.
I never knew I would cry over a guy or wanting to die.
I never knew my friends would betray me and just leave me to lay there...alone.
I never knew my parents would be the ones who make me bleed, cuz there used to be there when i was in need.
Im running out of hope,
there's nothing left to live for.
Im alive on the outside and yet everything is dead inside.
~sara~