Here I am, I am here alone
No-one cares I cant go home
I have so much inner pain
I want to sleep and never wake again
I selfharm for all to see
Hoping someone will rescue me
I lay and dose but do not sleep
My pain inside just makes me weep
I hurt so much I am in so much fear
I want to die but I should be here
I keep my secrets close to my heart
Now its time the two must part
If I dont say what I need to say
The inner pain will kill me one day
I need to get this out of me
Just to set my heart and soul free
I am not bothered if I should die
No-one will care no-one will cry
I am better out of sight and mind
My heart and soul they will not find
There must be people I have annoyed
But my soul and life they have destoyed
I dont know what I've to do
I leave my fate all up to YOU.
Laura..