All the pains in life leave me no choice.
My choice is cutting.
My outlet.
My savior.
No one undestands
no one cares
my arms are scarred
] along with my soul
I feel suffocated
I can't breathe
The mental thoughts cloud my mind
Death is so sudden yet to me scary and I still want it.
It's the only way to get out.
Drag the blade a little deeper along my wrist
I think "I am finally leaving this terrible world!"
The I wake up it's only a dream.
I am alive with no one to care.
Unsure of myself
Wondering what I will do next.
My wounds are healing but my scars will always remain
-Kellianne