Why am I not "normal"

I wanted to tell you sooner
I knew that you would care
You would tell me that you love me
And lighten the burden that I bear

But you never really expected
Something quite like this
I told you how I loved
A bloody razor kiss.
Now you think that I'm a freak
I see it in your eyes
You wonder why you never saw
Through so many lies

You ask me why and wonder
What this really means
And why I can't be "normal"
Like all the other teens

You try to come and chat
Just like it used to be
But in your eyes I see a wall
Seperating you and me

I wish that I could take it back
I wish I had never told
To have it back the way it was
I would sell my soul.

Kelsey

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