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Greetings and welcome! Thank you very much for coming to see what this is all about. Here, you will learn so much...you will possibly laugh, cry, rejoice, become angry, whatever your reaction to these pages please know that I want to hear from you. I welcome your suggestions, encouragements and criticisms...a few prayers wouldn't hurt either. This site and my time put into it is a labor of love and pain. I can't say it any more clear than this...I miss my children...I am dying to touch them, smell them, hold them...CPS says that I cannot. It is my hope that you will bookmark this site so that you can follow my story and keep yourselves posted as it unfolds. The pop-ups and ads are annoying I realize this, but the source of this site is free and the ads are posted in exchange for traffic...I need EVERYONE to see that we do not live in a free country afterall. That our constitution is completely ignored and there is no such thing as due process. I recently quit my job so that I could embark on this mission...so please don't let the ads annoy you.

I started this website as something new to learn and enjoy. I thought I would utilize my spare time away from being a wife and mother to keep up with the onslaught of ever-improving technology and being a writer at heart, I thought I would keep abreast of the newest tips and trickery of story-telling via the instancy of the internet.

My mission was simple enough, learn web-editing and do a little writing, read a little poetry while I expressed my love for Literature and The Arts. Perfectly innocent hobbies between sock-finding, lunch-wrapping, peacemaking and nurturing.

But then something horrible happened CPS came and my children were taken from me. Now, I am using this site as a means to reach out to the world so that it can know my story, but most of all, I am also hoping it will be a means of which I can reach out to my children...I know they are out there...somewhere.

When I started putting this site together, I did so with the intention of it becoming just exactly what I had named it a creative arts ezine, striving to unravel the frustrations of HTML and web-editing, hoping to one day master all the stuff that came next---Javascripting, 3-D, Flash animations, etc. But now, instead, I am mastering how to wage and hopefully win, the biggest battle of my life...to get my children back.

If not to get them back to at least be able to speak to them on the phone. And because I am on such an exacting mission I decided to turn this site into my campaign headquarters, my office, my bedroom, my home...maybe a place where I will be able to speak with my children since I am not allowed contact with them at all. Since I did not have the heart to tear down what it was originally intended to be, since this is going to be my "home" I will leave the decor and do my best to campaign around it, if need be I will start melting pages to keep the fires of my battle going.

It is my hope that this "campaign" will not go on forever and I can return this site to it's original state so I will leave all of the existing pages and not deactivate any of the original links...besides, scrolling these pages will help all who visit get a taste of who I am, see what I am about.

Hopefully, it will become clear that all I ever wanted in life was to find a way to live in peace, to allow others to have theirs, to learn what the universe has to teach me and to grow in love...I found that peace and that love in the man I now live with. For him, I searched my entire life...I never gave up, I knew he was out there and I knew I would some day find him. When I did, my life changed...everything about it.

I knew it was going to change, but what I didn't know was how veangeful and disgusting my ex-husband was going to be, however long we were married, although I thought he was immature, selfish, and at times, unkind I never, EVER in my wildest fantasies thought he could be as malicious, calculating and vile as he has demonstrated himself to be for no other reason than to punish me for falling in love with the man of my dreams and leaving him.

A spoiled, demanding child-of-a-man who knew only hatred unable to get along with our neighbors, or anyone that came into my life to distract any part of me from him including members of my first immediate family, including my aging mother, who in good faith loaned him the money he always sent me to go ask for, whom he never even tried to pay back.

Now, I am blessed, I get to face my future not in dread not in fear but to embrace with love, peace and understanding the rest of my life blessed with the pleasure of sharing it with my soulmate and forever leaving behind a man that knew only hatred. I did not leave my children...I left an abusive husband

Here, I will keep ALL information pertinent to CPS, how they were used to ruin my life, the lives of my children and what I am doing to fight them. I will keep notes here on my progress, I will journal my inner-most feelings---basically I am letting the entire world in on my personal suffering. It is my intention to get this out to every corner of the earth...I know it won't be easy and I am taking on a huge task...a task well worth the rewards please be patient...Rome wasn't built in a day the pieces will be assembled on a daily basis so don't forget to bookmark and make it your logon ritual to visit, to see what's happening now.

I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW about legal injustice, unconstitutionalism, what to do about it and how to keep it from happening to you. I also want you to meet my children and me, I am their mother. And this is our story. Peace and love to you.