My Ruin- A Prayer Under Pressure Of Violent Anguish
MORNING PRAYER
Last night I had a dream
I was drowning again
You grabbed my hand and pulled me to safety
As I looked into your eyes
I saw my saviour
The person that I knew had been there all along
Just waiting for the chance to kill me
We kissed and my mouth started to bleed
Then all my teeth fell out...
I hate it when that happens
BEAUTY FIEND
It's true I'VE GOT DEMONS INSIDE ME
And sometimes THEY NEED TO SPEAK
MY DARK PLACES make me feel UGLY
My LIPS are GLOSSED but my HEART IS WEAK
I'M DISEASED
As seen on TV
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
FOR NOT BEING PRETTY
or sexy
But GOD NEVER BLESSED ME
Here's what you'll find
Next time you UNDRESS ME...
WOUNDS
I'm
BRUISED...
Watch me bleed
I'M YOUR BEAUTY
Watch me bleed
BEAUTY FIEND
Once again
WITHOUT PERFECT TEETH
I begin
The dream as I SLEEP
SOON I'VE SINNED
MY SKIN is still THICK
MY MOUTH AS ALWAYS
IS BRUTALLY HONEST
At my CALMEST
I'm tired of explaining
How it FEELS
TO BE EXPLOITED
And RATED
Number ONE, TWO or SEVENTEEN
FUCK what they print in THOSE DAMN MAGAZINES
SCARS
WOUNDS
I'm USED...
Watch me bleed
I'M NO BEAUTY
Watch me bleed
BEAUTY QUEEN
Watch me bleed
I'M YOUR BEAUTY
Watch me bleed
BEAUTY FIEND
STUCK INSIDE THIS MASK OF MINE
There's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come SUCK ME DRY
Don't touch me
DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME
Don't touch me...WHY?
Can't you see BEYOND MY SKIN
SIZE, my SHAPE, my ASS, my TITS
I am not your PRETTY FACE
I'm just a girl
THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!
Watch me bleed
I'M NO BEAUTY
Watch me bleed
BEAUTY QUEEN
Watch me bleed
I'M THE BEAUTY
Watch me bleed
BEAUTY FIEND
Why can't you see BEYOND MY SKIN
SIZE, my SHAPE, my ASS, my TITS
I am not your PRETTY FACE
I'm just a girl
THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!!
Stuck inside this mask of mine
THERE'S NO PLACE FOR ME TO HIDE
Won't you please come suck me dry
DON'T
DON'T FUCKIN TOUCH ME...PIG!
STICK IT TO ME
It doesn't matter what I SAY
Doesn't matter what I DO
I DON'T REALLY GIVE A FUCK
About you
Nowadays it's all FAKE
Put some MAKE UP ON YOUR FACE
Look just like a FUCKIN chick
In LIPSTICK
There is nothing here for me
DRESSED UP in your NEW DISEASE
HOLLYWOOD is FULL OF SHIT
I will NEVER sell my soul
I would rather be myself
YOU...DO WHAT YOU'RE TOLD!
STICK IT TO ME
I know you want to
STICK IT IN ME
You know you're going to
STICK IT TO ME
I know you want to
STICK IT IN ME
You know you're going to
Take a picture if you need
WHILE I BLEED
What makes you think...
THAT YOU KNOW ME
Dinner and an INTERVIEW
But I'm not a fan you
At least....I tell the TRUTH...
Damned if I DO, damned if I DON'T
Damned if I WILL...if I WON'T STAB
ME IN THE BACK
And buy me one more DRINK
SUCK MY TRUST until I'm FUCKED
THEN YOU CAN SAY YOU FUCKED ME!
STICK IT TO ME
I know you want to
STICK IT IN ME
You know you're going to
STICK IT TO ME
I know you want to
STICK IT IN ME
You know you're going to
You're so sneaky
With you're surprises
You're so sweet
Underneath disguises
I can't wait
For you to criticize this
Don't think I don't
KNOW HOW BIG YOUR KNIFE IS
STICK IT IN ME
I know you want to
STICK IT TO ME
You know you're going to
STICK IT IN ME
I know you want to
STICK IT TO ME
You know you're going to...
you don't know me like I know myself
what makes you think you're special
you don't know me like I know myself
YOU CAN GO STRAIGHT TO HELL!
HEARTSICK
Late night catechism speaks me to sleep
A lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast
I can't remember how I got my last scar
THE BIBLE TELLS US JESUS...
WAS A ROCKSTAR
A prayer under pressure
Of violent ANGUISH
A prayer under pressure
Of violent ANGUISH
Early mourning exorcisms keep me awake
Seven stars surround me as I burn like a saint
I can't remember why my knees are so sore
THE BIBLE TELLS US MARY...
WAS A WHORE
A prayer under pressure
Of violent ANGUISH
A prayer under pressure
Of violent ANGUISH
There once was a GIRL and she SUFFERED from sickness
Her MOUTH was DISTORTED from RAZOR SHARP KISSES
TRIED to PRETEND it was all in her MIND
But I KNOW her VOICE...when I hear MINE
GOD are you listening? I hear you in my room
As hot as the MOON on the TENTH day of JUNE
There's no sleeping for me, I'm LOOSING MY FAITH
LOVE is not safe in a world filled with HATE
HEART SICK
I'M SICK
Still SICK
MY HEART IS SICK
ROCKSTAR
I feel
The skies open wide
I see your blue eyes
When worlds collide
You're by my side
It's hard to lie
Sometimes
I've cried...
Wished it was me
WISHED IT WAS ME WHO DIED...
I can see you in the sunshine
I can feel you where I stand
I can see you in the bright lights
I can feel you hold my hand
LET YOUR LIGHT SURROUND ME
IN LOVING MEMORY
LET YOUR LOVE SURROUND ME
SHINE DOWN ON ME
SHINE ON ME
Something...so deep inside
me Binds me with you...
Told me a secret
Swore that I'd keep it
Someday my friend
We'll meet again
So until then...
I'LL KEEP OUR SECRET SAFE
I can see you in the moonlight
I can feel you when I sleep
I can see you on those dark nights
I can feel your arms around me
LET YOUR LIGHT SURROUND ME
IN LOVING MEMORY
LET YOUR LOVE SURROUND ME
SHINE DOWN ON ME
DOWN ON ME
ROCKSTAR.................
We will always be bound
We will always be DOWN
We will always be bound
We will always be down
I FEEL YOU WHEN I SCREAM YOUR WORDS
I AM JUST A GIRL THAT HURTS
FEEL ME WHEN I SCREAM THESE WORDS
I AM JUST A GIRL THAT HURTS
I feel you when I scream your words
I am just a girl that hurts
Feel me when I scream these words
I am just a girl that hurts...
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl...
THAT HURTS
SANCTUARY
DIS...HONEST
You came with your first kiss
Blue eyes sold me your HEAVENLY PRESENCE
Something was SUFFOCATING me...I couldn't breath
Had no idea that you would ever DECEIVE
I tried to BELIEVE all the things that you TAUGHT ME
CHRIST LIKE IMAGES OF TRUTH...they straight got me
Now watch me DROWN IN SADNESS
My lungs gasp for air cause I let you STAB THIS...
HEART...and rip apart WOUNDS that exist
Deeper and darker
than any words I could SPIT
ALL IS SHIT
And it will NEVER be well
Because the fires that burn
Are my never ending .... HELL
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD?
Your faith is lost
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD?
Get off your cross
GET OFF...
BRIDGES
Connect each other for necessity
LIFELINES SCAR MY HANDS like the rest of me
Asked me to TRUST you and yes I tried to
CONSTANT APOLOGIES caused me to lie too
Tried to MEDICATE MY HATE with YOUR MAGIC
How could something so SWEET end up so tragic
RESURRECT me from this abyss
IN DEATH EVERY BODY FUNCTION FAILS TO EXIST
false commitments TONGUES twisted with RELIGION
a HEART SHAPED ROCK of the same size incision
OBSOLETE
with no RELIEF or RELEASE
just INSOMNIA filled nights
Of never ending...SLEEP
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD
Your faith is lost
IS WHAT YOU CALL GOD
Get off your cross
Split a piece of wood and I am there
Lift a stone and you will find me
ARE YOU STILL SCARED?
SANCTUARY
SANCTUARY
SANCTUARY
There's no SANCTUARY
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL.....GOD
Is this
Is this
Is this WHAT YOU CALL LOVE
Get off
Get off
Watch me
Get off
Get off
Watch me
Get off
Get off
Now watch me fall...
I swallowed all your lies
And they felt good going down....
DEATH BE NOT PROUD
MISS ANN THROPE
You're so pretty when you lie
Love songs always make me cry
I don't think you have a choice
There's no truth left in your voice
Remember when we used to laugh
Just try to forget all that
Wear my heart upon your lips
I hope that it tastes just like shit
JUST CALL ME
MISS ANN THROPE
JUST CALL ME
MISS ANN THROPE
You're so pretty when you die
Love songs always make me cry
I don't think you realize
There's no blue left in your eyes
Remember when we used to sing
Just try to forget those things
Fill your hole inside with dirt
I hope that it fuckin hurts
JUST CALL ME
MISS ANN THROPE
JUST CALL ME
MISS ANN THROPE
JUST CALL ME
MISS ANN THROPE
JUST CALL ME
MISS ANN THROPE
YOU HAVE LEFT A TRAIL OF DECEIT
ASSAULT AND FLATTERY
BLASTING THROUGH MY WOUNDS
IMPRISONED ME
IN GOD AND POETRY
A RITUAL TO MEND MY ANGRY HEART
A BREEDING GROUND FOR YOUR UNTRUTH
IF GOD CREATED MAN IN HIS OWN IMAGE
THEN FUCK YOU...
ASHES TO ASHES
Dust to dust
MY HATE FOR YOU
Defines my lust
BRIDGES TO BRIDGES
You're nothing to me
WELCOME WORLD
Miss Ann Thrope
ASHES TO ASHES
Dust to dust
MY HATE FOR YOU
Defines my lust
BRIDGES TO BRIDGES
You're nothing to me
WELCOME WORLD
Miss Ann Thrope
CUNT
Fuck
CUNT
Fuck
MISS
ANN
THROPE
MISS
ANN
THROPE
HAEMORRHAGE
LETTER TO THE EDITOR
You believe everything you read
You believe everything you read
You believe everything you read
CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT THE FUCK I READ...
SCREAM...things that I believe
FRIENDS...Became my enemies
THINK...before you speak
DON'T...think you know me
My heart is an empty hole
Hands wanna wrap around your throat
Legs bruise everywhere you walk
Mouth spits all the shit you talk
So keep talking
Keep talking
Keep talking
Keep talking...
FIGHT...I say what's on my mind
LIES...words you hide behind
BE...careful what you say
STAY...stay the fuck away
My heart is an empty hole
My hands wanna wrap around your throat
My legs bruise everywhere you walk
My mouth spits all the shit you talk
So keep talking
BREAK...
My heart is an empty hole
My hands wanna wrap around your throat
My legs bruise everywhere you walk
My mouth spits all the shit you talk
IN A WORLD OF LIES
I FIND MYSELF ADVISED
TO JUST PRETEND I'M NICE
AND NOT TO SAY WHAT'S ON MY MIND
BUT IN A WORLD OF SHIT
I THINK YOU'RE JUST A BITCH
WHO COULDN'T FUCK OR SUCK MY DICK
CAUSE I'M A CHICK
DON'T EVEN THINK I GIVE A DAMN
I SAY THESE THINGS BECAUSE I CAN
Honesty is the holiest disease
Honesty is the holiest disease
Honesty is the holiest disease
Honesty is the holiest disease
HONESTY
HONESTY
HONESTY
HONESTY
LET IT RAIN
I like the way you make me feel
Syrupy and clean
You have a strange effect on me
Loving every scream
Baptize this thing that burns
Every time you bath me
If I confess too many sins
WILL YOU STILL SAVE ME?
RAIN
RAIN
RAIN
LET IT RAIN
As beautiful as a scar
There's nothing quite like you
I cut myself on your lips
Let you lick my wounds
So southern is my saviour
So sick inside my head
But if I let you rescue me
WILL I BE LEFT FOR DEAD?
RAIN
RAIN
RAIN
LET IT RAIN
LET IT RAIN
DOWN ON ME
LET IT RAIN
DOWN ON ME
LET IN RAIN
DOWN ON ME
LET IT RAIN
LET RAIN........RAIN!!
The skies illumination comes from the city below
And I can taste every inch of your kiss
Every inch of your soul from over here
Do you feel faith or do you feel FEAR?
POST NOISE REVELATION
It seems you're always searching for a NEW RELIGION
Drown yourself in ABSOLUTION to excuse your SINS
Nowadays it's easy to be swayed
By images portrayed
CAN I BE A FAN OF YOU…
BABY?
So full of shit
YOU MAKE ME SICK
POST NOISE REVELATION
Cult of my frustration
POST NOISE REVOLUTION
Is there no solution?
It seems you're SUCKED into the scene
Of what the latest rage is
Force fed MTV the new DISEASE
That is contagious
Videos with that cost a million bucks
With fakes degrading ladies
CAN I BE A FAN OF YOU...
Baby?
So full of shit
YOU MAKE ME SICK
POST NOISE REVELATION
Cult of my frustration
POST NOISE REVOLUTION
Is there no solution?
WHAT SEEMS TO BE THE CANCER?
I don't know the answer
SOMEONE NEEDS TO TELL ME…
What they're tryin'a sell me
WHAT'S THE FUCKING CANCER?
I don't know the answer
SOMEONE NEEDS TO TELL ME...NOW!
DO YOU LOVE ME
EVENING PRAYER
THE WAGES OF SIN
HOLD MY HEART HOSTAGE
MY MOUTH IS STILL CRUEL
MY SKIN IS IN BONDAGE
MY BODY IS SCARRED
FROM LYRICS I'VE CARVED
BRUISES I'VE HEALED
LIPS THAT I'VE STARVED
WOUNDS I'VE REPLACED
WITH LOVE AND WITH HATE
THE TRUTH SET ME FREE
BUT MY FAITH WAS RAPED
I'VE BROKEN MY SILENCE
LIED TO MYSELF
SPOKEN IN VIOLENCE
BEEN SOMEONE ELSE
SCREAMED AT MY DEMONS
PRAYED TO MY GOD
BEGGED FOR FORGIVENESS
MY ROOM IS STILL HOT
MY WAR
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