8/10/99
I was told I needed to swim across a lake, and I that I had a choice of two paths: a) directly across, which was a shorter route, but the tide would be working against me, or b) a very indirect route, but the tide would be working with me. I had the feeling this was a competition of some sort. Anyway, I chose the "short, tide against me" route and people starting laughing, mumbling that I would never make it. But I did, and I got across in less then a minute. Everyone was amazed, and it was time for me to swim back to where I began. It took longer and was more difficult for some reason, but I still made it back before the other person who took the indirect route even made it to the other side.
7/21/99
The following dream is one of the most disturbing I've had in a *long* time:
Some friends of mine and I knew of a female serial killer that had been frozen many years ago. For some reason I knew this wasn't fair, so I convinced them to help me "unfreeze" her. We found her, brought her back to my mother's house, and "unleashed" her. I started talking with my mom (who actually isn't my mom) about how she would feel if I had sex with my sister (don't have a sister). She started crying...hitting me and calling me a pervert. I was very cold...very unfeeling, and stood there laughing at her while I described to her in very vivid detail what I was about to do with my sister in the hot tub across town. As I was leaving, I kept looking back at her (my 'dream' mom) so I could see her sad, angry expression...I loved it. I left for the hot tub with my sister, knowing that this "unleashed" serial killer would be in the house with my mom all alone. Once I was in the hot tub, I could still see what was going on at my mom's house. She was calling the police - informing them of the killer in her home. A female cop arrived, and the killer answered the door. The police officer pulled out a huge knife, and tried slicing the murderer's torso, which didn't work - no cut, no blood. The killer grabbed the knife away from her hand, and sliced the cop's belly open. She was pregnant with twins, and the doll-like (but very fleshy and bloody) fetus' - along with all of her intestines, spilled to the ground. Again, although I wasn't there, I could see all of this happening - laughing as I was having sex with my sister, and getting a huge kick out of it all. I had such an evil smile on my face...
6/8/99
I was in an intertube floating on a black ocean.  There were three or four building structures popping out of the water in random places.  A huge, monstrous, bloody fish was trying to eat me...it kept coming up through the hole of the intertube.  The air in the tube was running out, so I paddled with my hands as fast as I could to get to one of the building structures.  I got there, saw noone was there, and noticed an island off in the distance.  I started swimming for the island, and I kept feeling that fish brush up against my body.  That's all I remember.
5/24/99
I was camping with a bunch of people.  There were 3 or 4 murders during the previous few nights, and it was said the killer was Jason (from Friday the 13th). Nobody seemed too concerned about it, but I was looking for places to hide so I'd know where to go later on that night.  I heard a scream, and I told everyone that we needed to leave before it got dark.  I saw Jason through some trees as I was packing, so I tried hurrying everyone up.  We started walking toward the car, and I reminded someone to get their mother (who was in a wheelchair in one of the back rooms).  She rolled her mother out of house, and nobody noticed that she had obviously been killed - slumped over and dead in her wheelchair - except for me.  While we were loading up the cars, I noticed Jason in the bushes again...watching.  I got in a car with one person - who was driving, and she didn't even talk about how scary all of that was.   I reminded her of what happened, and she shrugged and said "I'm just glad my sisters are allright."  I reached in the back of the car and picked up a ziplock baggy with 4 lemon drops in it and gave it to her.  For some reason these lemon drops represented her sisters, and she held them close to her chest.  (yeah, I know...)
05/16/99
A bunch of friends came over to hang out. I went to the store to pick up some food, and when I got back everyone was in my bedroom trying on my clothes. I felt angry inside that they'd do this, but I tried acting nonchalant about the whole thing. They were all laughing and having fun as I watched this, and I finally started crying - telling them to please not stretch anything out or get them dirty. They were all suprised, and came over to comfort me and hold me.
05/2/99
A nuclear war had occurred and I found safety in some type of shelter. It was as large as a big city and I had the feeling there were thousands of others like this. I tried asking different officials where my loved ones were, but they had no idea what I was talking about and everyone thought I was crazy. I was so sad...I had no idea where Kai or anyone else I knew was. I tried getting out of the shelter to look for them in others, but when I opened the door I saw more bombs being dropped, and knew I'd have to wait for years before I could go off loooking for them.
03/30/99
I was with a female on top of a skyscraper. We were told by some authority-type figures that we had to find our way through the maze of bushes (like in the Shining) in front of us. We started walking through, and zombies were trying to grab us through the bushes. They made their way through, and started chasing after us in all directions. We got to the end of the maze, which was also the edge of the skyscraper. I told the lady that we needed to jump to the top of the skyscraper next to the one we were on. Even though the zombies were only a few feet from us by now, she refused, saying we'd never be able to jump that far. I jumped and made it to the other building. I took an elevator down to the first floor and walked out of the building. Once outside, a man who looks like the main cyclops from City of Lost Children pulled me into his car and drove me back to the maze on top of the first skyscraper to do it all over again.
03/11/99
I was about 8 years old, living at my mom and I's house in Iowa. I was bent over the toilet cutting my hair, when a witch with green skin and warts on her nose came in and started pulling me. She took me through the living room, heading for the front door. I tried screaming for my mom, who was turned away from me and couldn't see me, but no sound would come out of my mouth. The witch took me outside, and ends with her pulling me down the street, knowing that I would be killed. (I've had this dream several times over the years.)
03/06/99
I was about 10 years old and living at a catholic boarding school.  We had to go to sleep at 7pm, so it was still light outside.  I was laying in bed, crying, when I noticed Sleepy (one of the seven dwarves) was crawling into my bed.  I let him under the covers because I knew he was real nice and would try to take care of me.  I heard one of the sisters walking down the hall, doing her "rounds."  I told Sleepy to hold real still so she wouldn't see him, but she did.  She called my mom, I got in big trouble, and had to sleep in the hallway from then on.
03/02/99
I was at a concert venue a bit larger than Deep Ellum Live with some friends.  The band playing didn't look familiar.  When the show was over, I realized it was Marilyn Manson.  They were signing autographs by the stage, so I walked up there and got in line for Marilyn behind the 2 or 3 people already there. I gave one of my friends a camera, went up to Marilyn, said hello, sat on his leg, and waited for my friend to take the picure...he wouldnt take it - he was waiting for the people in the background to get out of the way.  We waited and waited and I finally said "take the fucking picture."  I asked him to smile for the camera and he said he didn't feel like smiling anymore.  After the picture, a preppy looking girl came up to him.  They gave each other a big hug and kiss, and told each other how much they missed the other. I watched them talk for a little bit, but felt uncomfortable doing do.  I grabbed the fishnet that was covering Marilyn's hand and arm and started moving away, saying I was walking to the store to get cigarettes.  He stood still while looking at me with a confused expression as I was pulling his fishnet across the room. When I got to the door I let go of it.  He turned around and started laughing to his friends - he thought it was just hilarious that I stretched his fishnet that far.  When I got back from the store, there was no one there except the bands manager. I asked him where my friends were and he said they went out to eat with the band.   I was so angry and I started crying.  I looked out the back and saw one of the tour buses starting to leave.   I ran to the front hoping they'd see me walking outside and pick me up.   Soaking wet from the rain outside, I somehow managed to get in the bus, and I realized it was the one for the executives.  Everyone was wearing suits...even the fans that went with them.  Everyone was giving me dirty looks until they got to the restaurant.  I got out and said "fuck this."  For some reason I got a copy of their dinner bill and it was $650,000 for 12 people.