Megumi was washing linens in the back of the compound when one of the
women found her.
"Takani-sensei," the woman was out of breath, "Obaasan
begs you to come and keep Shinomori-san from going out."
"Kiiko-san," she
put her soap down. "The men watching Shinomori-san should be able to keep him
there."
"He got past them!" She gestured frantically, "Obaasan thinks you
might be able to talk some sense into him."
Megumi followed reluctantly;
the tone of Aoshi's voice before she was forced to sedate him was too fresh in
her head.
Okina's plan had consisted of placing several men to both tend
and "restrain" Aoshi should he try to leave again before he had recovered. The
scene that greeted Megumi looked like the aftermath of a small battle. Men were
scattered all over the courtyard, either knocked unconscious, or quietly nursing
bruises and the like.
Okina glared from his position between Aoshi and
the street. Obaasan stood off to the side, anxiously watching Aoshi. When
Obaasan spied Megumi, she looked relieved.
"Doctor," Obaasan inclined her
head, "Aoshi-san means to go out."
"Aoshi-san," Megumi stepped between
Okina and Aoshi, who was busy rewrapping his trademark coat around his body,
"You are still not well enough to go out for long."
He brushed past her
and continued towards the entrance that would take him to the street. Several of
the Aoiya staff who were milling around watched as Megumi, with Obaasan at her
heels, followed after him, trying their best to keep up with his long
strides.
"Aoshi!" she clasped his arm.
He stiffened at the sound
of his name. Then, he shrugged her hand off. "My health is not your concern any
longer, Takani-sensei. I do not care what happens now."
Megumi was struck
by his sudden formality. "Shinomori-san," she said more softly, "To the people
here, you are what remains of the heart of the Aoiya. Your health is their
livelihood. Would it not be best to wait a little longer?"
He turned then
and gave her a cold stare. "You always counsel waiting, but that counsel always
costs too much."
Megumi took a step back, her breath caught in her throat
as if he had just hit her.
"Do whatever pleases you, finish your work,
but take care that I do not see you, Takani-san."
At those words Obaasan
gasped, "Aoshi-san!"
As he disappeared out into the street, Obaasan and
Okina exchanged a glance and with a nod of acknowledgement, Okina disappeared as
well.
"Okina will keep an eye on him," Obaasan turned back to Megumi. "He
knows that when Aoshi-san is like this, he can not be reasoned
with."
Megumi simply looked away.
"Megumi-san. What Aoshi-san
said...He didn't mean that," Obaasan said aloud, not only for Megumi's benefit,
but for those who had also been standing in the courtyard watching the entire
scene.
"No," she turned back and gave Obaasan a chilly smile, "I think he
did. In his mind, I am more to blame than anyone for Misao. She was the entire
reason for my coming here. I was here to relieve her of the burden of caring for
them. I was here to tend to her if she fell sick. I failed to take care of the
sole treasure of Shinomori-san. I should have found her earlier. Instead, I let
her die!!"
"Megumi-san!" Obaasan led her away into one of the rooms. "You
can not talk that way, it is completely wrong. You did not make her sick. You
did not choose for her to continue to work even when she knew was sick. You did
not know or could not know what she was doing while you were trying to save
Aoshi-san himself."
"It doesn't matter, Obaasan." Megumi shook her head,
"Shinimori-san was right in some ways. My cautious ways meant I did not get here
in time to save Misao-chan. I understand why I am now dead to him, and why I
must leave."
"Meg -- "
"Obaasan. He and I are fated to be this
way. Leave it at that." She raised her hand, as if to stop anymore discussion on
Shinomori-san the man. At this point, she could only speak of him as her former
patient. "He will come back sick, Obaasan. He was already winded when he left.
You know now what to do with this illness. There is nothing more I can teach you
or your staff and clan. It is clear that I will be more useful
elsewhere."
Obaasan looked at the resolute expression in her face, then
nodded reluctantly. "I will gather your other things Megumi."
Megumi
nodded, and then automatically returned to the courtyard to tend the bruises of
the men who Aoshi had easily defeated. Thankfully he wasn't at full strength or
had really intended to hurt them; not one required anything more than a few
bandages. She then found Kiiko and returned to look over each of the recovering
patients one last time and carefully dictated notes on when to give each of them
their medicine.
With that, she found she had nothing more to do. Like any
good doctor, her bags were alreadly mostly packed. She only had to gather the
herb- flower mix that she had discovered here in Kyoto from the
storeroom.
"Megumi-san," Obaasan and several of the women stood with the
horses when she brought her final things down. "Our thanks to you for coming. I
can only apologize for the way in which you have been treated today."
"It
was no matter," Megumi responded with a smile that didn't quite reach her eyes.
Better that she smile and try to ease their guilt, than bring more tension
between Aoshi Shinomori and the Aoiya. She bowed to each of the ladies. "I am
thankful for the opportunity to have stayed here and have been some help to
you."
Obaasan pressed a bundle into Megumi's hand then, looking rather
unhappy. "For you during your journey. I am sorry it is not a banquet as you
deserve, but we will share one someday. Please, send word when you have
arrived."
"Obaasan-san," Megumi's eyes watered slightly as she smelled
the food, wondering how Obaasan had found the time to make it for her. She
stepped forward, touched by the woman's motherly concern, and allowed Obaasan to
hold her. "If something changes, please send word to Aizu. I will find some way
to help you."
"May the winds favor you, Megumi-san!" the ladies all waved
as Megumi mounted her horse.
And in a manner more elegant than her
arrival, Megumi rode out of the Aoiya and back towards Aizu, her heart
weary.