-did you really love me?-

You grew onto me like a mushroom weed
I didn't want to untie that knot
I couldn't it was impossible
Touching my fire over you was too hot

I sit on the wicker chair in my front yard
Looking across the lake
I see you with another girl
All my head does is shake

I actually force myself
To smile through my pain
Are you really that dense?
I'm too hurt to go through this again

Let me ask you something
And I want you to be sincere
Are you telling me the truth or lying to me?
It's your knife bringing my heart to tears

I want to question you again
Why are you playing me around for a fool?
Don't deny my accusation
You're in over your head in a pool

In a tub of tears and heartache
I'm in over my head as well
My body is dried up
I feel nothing no more

Can I ask you one more thing
Without the answer I cannot sleep
Did you really love me?

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