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Chapter Thirty:
Something To Tell You


The next day, Sunday, was alot of fun. Just Abbie and I went to the hospital to see Andie. We stayed all day, just the three of us, sisters. It felt really good to spend a whole day together, even if it was in a hospital. We didn't care. And I seemed like Andie was getting better. When we had to go, it was really sad. We hugged and cried for over an hour, knowing I was leaving again soon. Andie was the most sad. She wanted me to stay, even though she knew I had to go. It was 8pm when we finally got going.

"I'll miss you little sis, I love you." I told Andie, hugging her for the last time, in awhile, at least. "Call me when you get home, during the week, ok?"

"I'll miss you too... Fay, of course I'll call you're cell as soon as I get home. I love you." she finished, "Bye Abbie... come see me tomorrow, maybe I can come home soon."

Abbie nodded, as I grabbed her hand. Then we waved as we left her room. I had a good feeling though, I knew Andie was going to be fine.


*11pm; that night*


The four of us were in the airport again. It seems like it was only a minute ago that I got here. I didn't wanna leave, but I also wanted to get back with the girls, and Fox. I was sad and excited as I hugged my parents and Abbie once more, before I left their sight, to board yet another plane, back to New York City.

The plane ride seemed alot shorter than the one going home. I guess because I knew that Andie was ok. I kept myself busy by writing, both in my "diary" and just writing songs that I'd already started. And I spent alot of time looking at pictures of BSB, and the few I had of Fox and his brothers. It almost made my sad. I was just trying to think of what he was doing at that moment.


*Meanwhile; New York City*


"Come on, Fox, you know you want to come out with us! It's our last free night!" Joey screamed, pulling Fox up off the hotel bed it was laying on. He just looked up sadly at her.

"No, I don't want to! And you shouldn't go, either. All you've been doing is partying since Fay's been gone... you don't even care she's not here!" Fox screamed back. She stuck out her tounge at him.

"Soooory... we do miss her, but she'll be back tomorrow. And you haven't had any fun all weekend, you didn't even come to the party! You're so whipped!" Joey laughed at him, turning around to leave. He didn't say anything, so she turned back around, "Oh, we're going out driving with Nick and AJ, just me, Cher, and Marce are going. I don't know where everyone else is." she finished, and then left the room.

A few minutes later, the door to Fox's room opened again, and in walked his brothers, both smiling widely.

"What the hell do you two want?" Fox asked rudely.

"Oh, nothing. We just came to talk." Luke said seriously, sitting down.

"I don't feel like talking." Fox replied.

"C'mon, bro. We know you miss her... we all do. You just miss her more than we do." Tony grinned, as Fox shot him a look.

"Yeah... but we were thinking, and you're really lucky to have her. We're learning to really appreciate chicks, because of you. You fell in love, and you fell hard." Luke laughed, and Tony nodded. "You know, we just usually date chicks, but it's not the same as what you've got."

"Yeah, you're really mature and cool, that you can handle that. I don't think I'll be ready for a relationship like that for awhile yet." Tony told him. Fox smiled.

"Thanks, guys. You'll know when you're ready. I swear, it's the best feeling in the world. You know, knowing that she chose me over a Backstreet Boy. That proves her love for me." he laughed. His brother nodded, agreeing.

"But you won't have to worry about Nick anymore..." Luke laughed, not knowing if he should tell Fox.

"What? Why?" Fox asked immediately.

"Nick asked Cher out, and she said yes... last night at the party. And they've been really... uh... close, since then. Like all day today, they were touching and kissing each other." Tony cut in, tell Fox everything.

"Dammit! He's just using Cher... just to make Fay mad, or jealous, or whatever. And Fay's not going to fall for it... and Cher's just going to get hurt." Fox said, predicting the future. His brothers just nodded, knowingly.

"There's nothing we can do. Cher seems to be really happy with Nick..." Luke said.

"Damn, this is just what Nick wants, too. He wants to get us all mad at each other, and fuck everything up." Fox screamed, "Man, I can't wait til Fay comes back now! She's going tell him off, or something!"

"Man, that'll be awesome, I hope she does." Tony grinned.


*Meanwhile; on the plane*


I fell asleep around, I think, 3am, and woke up again, hearing the pilot speaking over the intercom.

"Good morning passengers, the time is exactly 5:30am, and we'll be landing in approximately five minutes, in New York City, New York. Thank you for flying Skyline Airlines, and have a great day!"

I buckled my seatbelt for landing, and waited impatiently. When we finally landed, I was one of the first ones off. I ran into the unfamilar airport with so much energy. I knew, or at least I was hoping, that Fox was going to be at the airport with Jimmy to pick me up. I knew at least Jimmy would be there. So I was shocked when I found Fox, Luke, Tony, Dare, Jimmy and Trevor all waiting for me. I hugged Dare first. She looked at me weird.

God, how the hell could she tell something was wrong, already? I asked myself. I gave her a "I have something to tell you" look, and she just nodded back.

Then I fell into Fox's arms happily. I kissed his lips gently, loving each kiss more than the last. I was not going to tell him about what Kent did. Because then Fox would beat the shit out of Kent when we got home. Believe me, it wouldn't be good.

"Man, baby, I missed you so much!" Fox whispered in my ear, sending shivers down my spine. But I liked it.

"I know, I know. I missed you too. Thank God I'm back." I whispered back to him. Then I turned around to face the rest of the crowd. "Hey, everyone, guys!" I yelled, hugging Tony and Luke at the same time. Then I hugged Jimmy and Trevor at the same time. It was good to see them again. "Where is everyone else?" I asked.

"Back at the hotel, still sleeping. Joey, Cher and Marce didn't get back until until like 2am... so they couldn't get up to come with us." Dare laughed.

"What where they doing out so late?" I asked, nervously.

"Oh, they went out with Nick and AJ, just driving around." Tony said, giving Fox a weird look. Fox really wanted to tell me about Cher and Nick.

"Oh... let's go!" I finished the conversation pretty quickly. Then I grabbed ahold of Fox's hand and we all left the airport together.

We took a limo back to the hotel we were staying at. Well, I wasn't really, since we were leaving on the bus tonight, after the show. But we went up to our rooms. Marce, Joey and Dare were supposed to be sharing a room, and me and Cher were supposed to. And the dancers had a room to themselves. And so did Trevor, Jimmy and Jamal.

"Baby, I have something to tell you, you wanna come to my room with me?" Fox whispered in my ear. Although I wanted to, I knew I should go talk to the rest of the girls first.

"Um, can I go talk to Cher, Joey and Marce first? I'll come back to your room in a few minutes, ok?" I asked back. He nodded.

"Ok, I'll be here." he finished.

Then Dare and I walked down the hall to the room where me and Cher were supposed to be staying. Dare opened the door when her key, and what we saw we surprising, at least to me it was. It was Cher and Nick laying on the bed, totally making out. I swear my mouth dropped to the floor. They both sat up right away and pulled away from each other, but Nick grabbed her hand and held onto it.

"Um... hey Cher... hey Nick." I said awkwardly, not really looking at either of them.

"Oh hey Fay, welcome back, how was Jackson?" Cher yelled, jumping up. She dropped Nick's hand, and ran to hug me. I hugged her back lightly. I just felt a little weird at the moment.

"It's... just Jackson." I replied, looking at her. "Andie's doing good, she'll be out of the hospital this week."

"Oh good, did you tell her we love her?" he asked.

"Of course I did... she knows." I finished, looking away again.

"Awesome, well we missed you... uh... Nick... you gotta go find the other guys, don't you?" Cher turned back to Nick. He shrugged.

"It's 6am, Cher, they're still sleeping, like I should be." he joked.

"Then go, sleep, ok? I'll see you later." she finished. He nodded and stood up. Nick pulled her close and kissed her lips again, before he left. And Dare wasn't far behind him, knowing that Cher and I had to talk.

"Alright..." I started, after they were gone, "When the hell did this happen?"

"Just... at the party last night. Nick and I, like, spent the whole day together, then at the party he asked me out." she grinned. "You, you don't mind, do you?" she asked.

"Mind? Me? Why the hell would I care? It's not like I like Nick anyway. I have a boyfriend, and I'm very happy with him." I replied, a little rudely.

"Ok, good. Cuz I'm really happy with Nick." she told me.

"Good." I finished, "I gotta go talk to Fox, ok? I'll see you later?" I asked her. She nodded.

"See ya, Fay." she finished, as I left the room without looking back.


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