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December 3, 2000 ~ Wow, I've let more than a month go by. I don't think that's happened yet. No good. Oh well. So.... I've been home one more time. Stuff here's good. I'm pretty settled I'd say. Not that it isn't still really weird sometimes. Going home last time was so nice that it made coming back here kinda crappy. It'll be weird coming back after winter break. I can't fucking wait for winter break. It's bad. Three weeks left though. I've got so much work to do inbetween, but oh well. That's exciting. I've got my winter term thing all figured out, and I'm pretty excited about doing that. Hopefully I won't suddenly decide that I hate my idea and just be screwed. Well, Clarke came to visit me this weekend, which was really cool, and odd. We had a good time though. He managed to come on a very eventful weekend. Went to the Queer Party last night. Good stuff. It was really fun, rather strange. So yeah. I'm completely exhausted right now, out of lack of sleep for the last few days. I've got so much work I should be doing right now, but it's just not happening. Oh well. So yes, things are going pretty well. I'm feeling good about things. Still weird about the future and all, but yeah. I had some interesting thoughts during the party which kind of play into that, but I know that it's what I want. So that's very strange. Ah, back to my old ambiguous self. So, what else. Ah, astranged friend business. Makes me sad. Makes me angry. That tends to be the pattern. I forget that it's sad most of the time, then I have periods of time when I realize that. Things that remind me of stuff. No good. But I don't know. It just seems really silly, even though it's a big deal. What else. Every time I hear any violin, I wanna cry. Time for me to start playing more. It's crazy how it effects me now. Insanity. Alright. Well, maybe I'll read the Odyssey. Ooh, I had the scary thought that I might end up a Classics major a few weeks ago. Freaky shit. What else did I just remember.... Hmm. Ooh, got to see my brother over Thanksgiving break. That was really cool, but way too short. So once again, winter break will be good. I miss people way too much. Crazy crazy shit. The end. BTW, this update came into being, cause Eileen's guestbook got fixed today, and she updated, so I kinda got inspired. I'll update again when mine starts working again. Sign it anyway though, cause I can still read them. Heh heh heh. Bye!

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