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December 15, 2001 ~ Wooo updating. And only cause I'm pissed and other people haven't yet. What wonderous motivation. It's reading period, the funnest time of the year, and people are being goddamn obnoxious. I should make sure I don't only update when i'm pissed. That could become quite annoying. Anyway, lots of stuff due on monday. Then two finals, which isn't too bad, but one of those is Greek and that frightens me a lot. I really feel like I should have started studying for that a week ago. Ah well. Hopefully I can get all this stuff done tomorrow and then start studying monday. We'll see though. So why am I pissed? Cause I'm being ignored. By somebody who shouldn't ignore me. And somebody who's being rather hypocritical too I'd say. Or at least contradictory. Don't apologize for something if you're just gonna keep doing it. Then it's just really pointless. Why feel bad about something you're just gonna keep doing? That's pointless. I say, apologize and stop it, or just be a fucking asshole if that's what you'd rather. Goddamn. Of course it's the stress of both the situation and the times, but not totally. I've been sitting here in a violent stupor for a bit too long and it's making it really hard for me to do work, so I guess that's why I'm doing this. And I kind of need a break from working. Thought I don't have time to take one. I'm gonna be going to a midnight service mighty soon. But oh well. But really, who wants to be in a relationship where you don't even know how somebody's day went? Or when they can be so distracted or into other things that they don't have time to say hi. That's what I say. Ok, I'm done. Onto other things. Hmm, now I don't know if I mean other page things, or other content for this thing things. That sentence didnt' make sense. I've gotten to the point in revising for my portfolio where I've worked on all the stuff I think is worth revising and the other stuff that I still need to fill up the required amount of space I really hate and don't want to work on. Ugh. Oh well. Things here are generally good though. Aside from too much work. I saw Weezer last weekend and that was really fun. And despite whatever any unloyal snotty indie-wannabes here may say, they kicked much ass. And there were plenty of old-school fans there. Ugh. Sorry this is so venting and horrible. I want break, and vacation and Christmasyness. I'm excited about my winter term project, but I'm thinking it'll be a lot of work to get anything together that's at all impressive, so that's kind of scary. Cause I know I'll just end up being very lazy. I'm just very frustrated in general. Frustrated frustrated frustrated. Ok, the end. Sorry. Byebye.

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