Old Journal Archives
November 15, 2003
--->
10:30pm - I got all the links working and the new design
on every page. Man that took a LONG time! And while I was
doing that I took the liberty of updating the
What's New page and I
added/removed a few items from
Jodi's Top Picks. Enjoy. 9:00pm - I updated the
Monthly Stuff today for
November.. finally 8:00pm - Today I created the new layout for my page.
I'm quite proud of myself! But I owe a HUGE thanks to Dan for
helping me with it, because without him it would still be the crap of a
page it was before. Hopefully I will get to updating some of the
other things on this wretched page. November 16, 2003 ---> 10:15pm - Well I got back to campus and kinda didn't do
much. Mostly watched some TV and got started on a poem. My
internet is acting up - I think it is the god awful network we have at
school. My AIM and ICQ won't work! Internet is my life...
and I am going nuts right now!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just kidding, hopefully I will be ok, though. I am watching Queer
Eye for the Straight guy right now... what a weird and funny show!
And trying to tune out some other noises that can get quite
bothersome... (Hint: Laughter is not always the best form of
enjoyment! It can be rather annoying sometimes). Ok, I think
this entry will let you know how weird of a person I truly am. I also
decided to make this a daily journal and the
What's New page (which was just
updated!!!) will be a weekly (or so) sum up of random things in my life.
However, I am sick and feel awful!!! So I am going to go lay down
in bed and finish queer eye! 11:35am -
You are too funny. Ahh, just kidding.
That is a link to Jokes, Quotes, and Other Deep Thoughts. Some of
it is actually pretty funny if you ask me. But you wouldn't ask me
so it doesn't matter, right! So anyway, around 12 I am going to
head back down to San Marcos and get some homework done, but knowing me,
I will get distracted and not want to do homework! 12:20am - I think everything is finished and correct.
If not I am sure I will figure it out soon! I also added a poll
(see below) about your thoughts on school. I got a little bored
and wanted to create a poll... mostly to see if anyone ever comes
to my site. But hey, it's all good! November 17, 2003 ---> 10:45pm - I got my phone call! YA!!!!! My
dad got me a USB Floppy Drive for my laptop so I can actually view the
pictures I take with my digital camera cause it puts the pictures on
floppy's. I had taken pictures of our dorm room during Halloween
and created a page of The Dorm Room at Halloween.
Kim and Kelley decorated for Kim's party and I took pictures. So
go ahead and look at the pictures. 10:15pm - Man this is a bunch of
Funny Crap. But you all knew life was full of crap, right?
Okay, so maybe it isn't. But that link has a few funny pictures on
it. Most are from Dan
and the others are from Insane
Pictures. Just wanted to give proper (somewhat) credit for the
pictures. Today was an okay day. Actually, class was quite
boring, but somewhat productive. I got a B (85) on my speech and
an A (98) on my outline (for the speech) so I am happy about that.
I also got to watch Pirates of the Caribbean again! YA ME! I
love that movie - Thanks babe! I can't think of anything else that
is new for the most part. Except that I am waiting for a phone
call... that doesn't seem to be coming. Oh well. Perhaps I
will be going to bed sad, without my phone call. Or maybe
something happened and the phone call will be delayed a little while -
and then I can go to bed happy! Okay, I guess that adds to how
weird and insane I truly am. But hey, it's all good right?
Ok, good (assuming you said yes). Just thought I'd ask.
Tomorrow is my day off from classes (except for my one 7:00pm class
(Math!) so I will be working all day on homework and studying. And
I am still having a lot of trouble with AIM - it is very frustrating -
but perhaps good for me as well.
November 18, 2003 --->
3:30pm - I made the Journal Archives page. All
you have to do is click the date of the journals you would like to view. I
will still keep the updates posted on here for a while.. just so you know!
I did a lot of homework this morning, and I am going to get back to doing that.
I also cleaned the bathroom today - YIKES! It was dirty. And I just
cleaned it a little while ago. I guess that's what happens when you are
the only one who will clean a bathroom. Well I am off to do homework!
Then I have to go to Math class.. Yah me!
November 19, 2003 --->
8:55pm - I made two past pop poems tonight and decided to post them on here for
a while --> Paste Pop Poems. There will also be a
link to them in my art gallery, since writing is an art! And hey, I am
good a writing. The O.C. is on soon, got to love that show!!! And
then I am off to bed. Late!
9:30am - Well I am sick today and I hate it! *cough* sorry about
that. I am so tired and I feel weak... but today is my long day - I have 3
classes today, for a total of 8 hours of me being on campus. Yah Me!
Just kidding. I also want to get more involved with my photography... so I
have to take more pictures, but right now I don't exactly feel like it. I
wish I could have a digital camera like my dad's (possible Christmas pressie????)
Actually, I have a digital camera, my dads old one, but it isn't as good as his
new one (which I love!). Okay, enough of that.... I need to grow up a
little.. possibly save up some more money and go buy the damn camera myself!
November 20, 2003 --->
9:00pm - I also updated My Top Picks - I added two
movies and one book to the lists.
November 22, 2003 --->
2:00pm - If you know me and talk to me, then you know yesterday was a CRAZY day!
But I am over it.
November 24 and 25, 2003 ---> These two journal entries were deleted - sorry!
November 26, 2003 --->
5:15pm - Man my Oral Communications class was a joke! It was one of four
speech days and the professor said we had to go each day - in case it was our
day to do the written response or the response speech. Yeah, I didn't have
to do either. But because I didn't anything to do, the professor asked me
to be the speech timer. I get to hold these little cards and watch the
clock... then every so often (whatever the number is on the card) I told the
card up to let them know how long they have been speaking. Then I have to
tell the professor how long the spoke for. It gets annoying when people
keep talking after you hold the card up that says "STOP." The speeches are
supposed to be about 5 1/2 to 6 minutes - one girl went 7 minutes and 55
seconds!!! Whoa! So now I am just waiting around to go to my
sociology class to turn my ten page paper in. I really don't want to stay
for class!!!! Hopefully we get out early so I don't fall asleep
while trying to drive home! *preps the AC and the radio* Gotta do
anything I can to keep myself awake!
1:10pm - I am basically just waiting around to show my face in my classes today
so I can go home! I have a class at 2:30 and another one at 7:00 and I
have to go to both of them, which sucks! I worked on
My Poems today - I added about 6 poems. I have to leave in about an
hour and I want to eat some lunch - I might not update this stuff until I get
back from Thanksgiving weekend.
November 28, 2003 --->
12:45pm - Ok, that last entry was a little dark. I was just feeling really
depressed last night. I found out though that the guy who hit my dog was
going about 45mph on a 35mph street and struck and dragged my dog a while and
then left. The lady who brought her to the vet saw the whole thing.
And what sucks the most is that it happened right after my mom let her out of
the house and it happened RIGHT where we live. And my other two dogs are
so sad right now. Corona just sits at the back door waiting for her.
It's so sad. My mom is looking online for another dog to replace Kahlua.
I know it sounds kind of mean, but we kind of want to get things back to normal
again, and by getting another dog for the other two to play with might help
speed that process up a bit. Well I am about to go shower cause my
grandparents and aunt are coming over to visit for a little while.
1:00am - Life is frickin' out to get me, I swear. November has ultimately
been the worst month of my entire life. Someone told me this was a test,
to see how much I can handle. Well, NEWS FLASH! I can't handle
anymore. So why the heck is God throwing more crap my way? Please,
someone do tell me, because - to be honest - I really need to know. Today
someone hit my dog with their car. They were going about 40mph and as far
as I know took off. Another lady took my baby to the vet and called my
mom. The vet said they think she had internal damage and it would cost
$1,600 just to go in and check. And there was a 50/50 chance of her having
internal damage. I was out with some friends and I knew I couldn't handle
going down to the vets to see her, especially in this condition. My dad
and my brother were kinda leaving the decision up to my mom, which sucks.
I didn't know what to tell her either. My mom decided to have her put to
sleep to put her out of pain. But what about me, what about my pain.
Can't someone put me to sleep too? Can't someone put me out of my misery,
end my pain? Please! I am begging someone. Well I am off to
bed, hoping I won't wake up tomorrow. Hoping to run away from everything.
But I know what won't happen. Things just couldn't be that good for me
now...
November 30, 2003 --->
9:40pm - Well yesterday my mom and I went out looking for puppies. That
was depressing (1) because we wanted to take them all home and (2) because most
were pit bull or rot and my dad won't let us get one of those because they are
known to be bad behaving dogs. My brother wanted a pug really bad, but my
dad just laughed at him. My mom and I wanted a lab. Then my brother
suggested a Great Dane. So this afternoon we went to L.A. (near USC in the
ghetto) and saw 2 little Great Dane puppies. Since we wanted a female, we
only looked at the female pup. She was so cute. Her dad was there
too and he was HUGE! And the guy told us her mom was even bigger than the
dad. So we know the pup will get big. So to make a longer story
short.. $500 later, we were able to take her home. She had a blast playing
with my other two dogs. Although Chardonnay (my dog) didn't want to have
much to do with the pup. So far we haven't named her yet, but I will let
you know as soon as I know! See the pictures below to see the new pup!!!
And below those is Kahlua =-(
NOTE: I removed the
pictures from this page to save space!
December 02, 2003 --->
4:10pm - I just registered for my classes. I didn't get exactly what I
wanted, but for a freshmen I did pretty good! I am signed up for 5
classes, Political Science, History, Philosophy, Intro to Literature, The
Writing Process Literature, and I am trying to crash my math class. The math
class will be Monday and Wednesday at 4-5:15pm. I will then be taking 18
units - yay me.. it will keep me busy! See the
Monthly Crap page for the schedule.
2:35pm - My brother wants to name the puppy Chi Chi - and I don't like that!
My mom and I want Bacardi or Kamikaze or Martini. (We name all our dogs after
alcohol incase you couldn't tell!).
1:45pm - I updated the
Monthly Stuff for December! and I
also updated the What's New / Journal Archives page.
December 03, 2003 --->
9:20am - I have a speech today at 2:30 and I really don't want to do it!
Oh well, I have to! I also will be going home this weekend - leaving
tomorrow after Math. There is the Belmont Shore Parade this Saturday that
my friends and I want to go to, however I heard it is supposed to rain on
Saturday so I don't know if I want to go. I just want to go home to see
(CHI CHI) the puppy. God I can't stand that name. I am going to have
problems calling her that!
December 04, 2003 --->
11:40pm - I got to Long Beach around 10 and played with Chi Chi for a few
minutes. I am off to bed now.. and as you can see (hopefully) that the
layout is on all the pages now and everything is correct. There is one
error though and right now I am too tired to fix it - the link for
My Treasures is incorrect on the Navigation system,
so please click the link I just provided! Thanks!
2:45pm - You may have noticed that the layout has changed again. There
were some problems with the last one not wanting to "rollover" so I got rid of
that. Plus I made a few new sites/links so I had to update that too.
And HUGE thanks to Dan for helping me with that (again!). I know there are
still errors and stuff on the other pages because I am still working on them,
but I wanted to get the main page up and running. Sorry for the
inconvenience.
December 06, 2003 --->
6:50pm - I forgot to mention that on the 4th I removed some photos from the
Photography page and My Pictures
page - mostly just to cut down on the size of my page and remove unneeded
pictures. And today I fixed a few things on
My Treasures as well as added a great quote from
Jack Sparrow (Johnny Depp) which goes great with the page!
December 07, 2003 --->
10:15pm - "Hey team." Back at school now and wishing I were back in Long
Beach. I can't find happiness while I am here, unless I am in class, which
I know sounds really weird. But, that is the true reason why I am here in
San Marcos, to go to school! These apartments just suck, that's all.
I can't wait until the end of the semester (2 weeks away) and then I get to go
home for a month. My brother isn't too thrilled about that, but what can I
say? We had some sibling bonding time this weekend and it was nice.
On Saturday he went with me to Seal Beach to hang out with my friends (he only
went with me cause he was technically grounded and couldn't go out with his
friends, but mom let him go out with me, which was better than just sitting at
home doing nothing). Then today we made Mozzarella Cheese Sticks - and not
to mention the mess in the kitchen! "Good times." "See you out
there!" The lovely (and oh so funny - if you know what I am talking about)
quotes come from good ol' Liz @ University of Redlands! Go Liz (and let's
not forget Janet, Corey and Russ!)
December 08, 2003 --->
5:40pm - Today, so far, has been pretty uneventful. Went to class, had
lunch and did some homework, then went to my other class, then came home and
then did some laundry and worked on my essays. What a fun day!
December 11, 2003 --->
2:15pm - It's been kinda crazy around here. My English Portfolio is due
today so the last couple days have been devoted (kinda) to getting that done.
The cool thing about the portfolio is that it's our final in that class, so I
don't have to sit and take a long boring test!!! In my Ethnic Studies
class we have an essay to do for the final and in Oral Communications we have a
take home final - basically answering 5 short essays. So basically I just
have 2 finals - Math and Sociology. And my sociology teacher is dropping
our lowest test score - and I got B's on the other two tests - so I can
basically fail the final and still get a B in the class!!!! YAY ME!
Well I gotta go turn that portfolio in soon.
December 14, 2003 --->
9:40am - HEY TEAM! Thursday after Math I decided to go home (Long Beach) cause I
really didn't want to stay in the dorms all weekend. I don't have class
Monday and finals start on Tuesday - but I don't have one on Tuesday.
Wednesday at 11:15 I have to go drop off my Ethnic Studies Take Home Final -
which was an essay. Thursday from 6:00p-8:00p I have to take my Math
Final, and Friday from 6:00p-8:00p I have to take my Sociology final. Then
Saturday at 1:45p I have to drop off my Oral Communications Essay (take home
final) and then I get to go home. My cousin Kyle, my brother Scott, and
Dan want to drive out there Saturday to "check out the scenery" - mainly Kelley
and Kim. Janet wants to go too but may have to work - this will be too
much fun!
December 16, 2003 --->
6:15pm - HEY TEAM! Well Sunday I didn't really do anything, I just chilled
at home. Monday Scott bought me my Christmas present! It's a new
cell phone! Oh yeah! Thanks Scotty! It's a Samsung X427 color
flip phone. He was very generous this year! Now I just gotta be
generous back and get him something good! Monday night I went to Kyle's
and watched Shallow Hal with Kyle and his friend Leanne. This morning I
worked a little more on my papers, cleaned my room up in Long Beach, then packed
and headed back to CSUSM. When I got here I felt really tired and sick.
So I have been kind of lazy - just laying around watching TV and trying to get
some rest. Hopefully I will feel better later this week cause I have
finals!!! Yikes. And then Saturday otta be interesting with Kyle
coming down to check Kelley out....
December 19, 2003 --->
9:15am - Sorry I haven't updated it in a few days - I have good reasons though!
This is FINALS WEEK!!!! That's a good reason right? Well I think so
whether you do or not! I had my math final last night, hopefully I did
good, and tonight I have Sociology. I can't wait for tomorrow - so many
good things are gonna happen tomorrow! Oh yeah baby! GOOD TALK, SEE
YOU OUT THERE!
P.S. I updated
December 20, 2003 --->
9:10am - 5 days til Christmas now! Whoo Hooooo! And I think I did
good on my Sociology final last night - and I didn't even study for 1 minute -
or even 1 second for that matter cause the teacher drops our lowest test score -
oh yeah baby! And I just need to add a few things to my Oral
Communications Take Home Final (essay) and then I am done for the semester!
YAYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Yeah ok anyway, I am insane..
P.S. Yesterday I forgot to mention that I updated
December 22, 2003 --->
11:00am - Back in Long Beach now... How sweet it is to be... HOME! (and
loved by you!) I am all done with my Christmas shopping and wrapping - I
did the shopping a while ago just never wrapped anything. I probably won't
update this until after Christmas.. you all understand, right?
Tomorrow night I have a party to go to with the
Long Beach Ice Dogs at the coach's house.
That should be fun and interesting. Then Wednesday, Christmas Eve I will
be going to my grandma's house (Dads mom) - along with 40 other (boring) family
members that I really don't want to see. But I guess I have no
choice.. Then Christmas morning I will wake up and want to go back to
bed.. but I won't because - HELLO - It's Christmas! Then I will go
downstairs and about 5 minutes later my moms parents and my Aunt Nancy will show
up and then we will all open presents and eat breakfast. Then I will go
get dressed and we will pack up all the gifts for other family members into the
cars and drive over to my grandma's house again.. cause she is having Christmas
this year. Then who knows.... LOL!
December 24, 2003 --->
11:40pm - Well I think I just saved Kyle's life. I guess that's the best
Christmas present I ever gave. No more of this material shit - It's time
to actually make a difference - and I did. I talked to Kyle online and he
was saying some weird shit! Here is the conversation we had - Kyle's
screen name is filled with **'s for privacy
So after we had this conversation I called him and he kept saying he wanted to
die. And he was sorry for everything he did - and told me to say he was
really sorry to Janet. I told him to call his mom and if he wouldn't I
would.. he told me not to (but do I ever listen???). I asked if he wanted
me to come over.. he said no. He kept asking me why I was caring about him
so much - and why I wouldn't let him die... Truth is.. I love him - he is my
cousin.. I mean hello!!!! I told him I wouldn't let him fall through the
cracks and I would be there for him. He didn't seem to care - he was on so
much medicine it didn't seem to matter. I then called my grandma-cause my
aunt was still at her house as far as I knew. I told my grandma I was
really scared about Kyle and he was acting weird and took a lot of medicine.
My grandma seemed to shrug it off.. I think she didn't want to believe me.
I told her to call my aunt and tell her to check on Kyle as soon as she got
home. I sat in my room waiting.. wondering.. scared --- then my cousin Kim
called me and said they think he is going to be ok, but the paramedics took him
to the hospital.. what a wonderful Christmas. And hell, who knows.. the
way my family goes, I could either be thanked for saving him, or yelled at for
butting in and creating a large hospital bill. But I know I did the right
thing and I will never once regret what I did.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KYLE...
Believe me! AND THERE ARE A LOT
OF PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU:
9:20am - I updated Photography Page
8:10am - Even though I said I wouldn't update until after Christmas... I decided
to anyway! Last night I went to the party at Coach's house - for a "Killer
Party" (Coach's nickname is Killer). I also somehow got into babysitting
on New Years Eve - I have no personal life - but hey, it's all good - I need
some cash anyway. And the kids are really good fun kids to hang around.
So I guess that means no parties for me on New Years Eve - which will be a good
thing I suppose. I just wish I could spend it with my Danny. (Sorry
baby).
December 25, 2003 --->
10:45pm - well Christmas is over.. and it was a good day. I even went and
saw Peter Pan - it was ok. I will talk more about my day tomorrow or when
I have time. My cousin David is spending some time with me and my family -
who knows how long he will be here either! I updated my
Photography Page. I will also be adding pictures from Christmas soon -
but I didn't have time today to update them onto the page. Lates
December 28, 2003 --->
11:00am - I did quite a lot of work all my pages today. I removed the
Monthly Stuff and Screen Names page because I really don't need them and they
were taking up space which I could use for other things!
10:10am - I can't believe the year is almost over. A lot happened this
year: I graduated from High School, went to college, moved into the dorms, and
got a taste of what it is like to live on my own. Growing up sucks
sometimes. I can't always be mommy and daddy's little girl even though I
wish I could. But then again, when thinking about it, being on my own is
so much more fun. If only my friends from Long Beach were closer.. or if I
were closer to Long Beach.. heck yeah!!! Cause when I am home and I want
to go out and have a good time.. Mom gives me a curfew and calls me all the
time. She never does that while I am at school - I could go out and
come home at 4am and she wouldn't even know it. But I would never do that
at school because when I am at school I am there to study and learn and get my
degree as fast as I can and get good grades. When I come home for the
weekend.. that is when it is time for me to party and have a good time!
Also, my email address has changed.
December 31, 2003 --->
7:35pm - Yes, I know I said that last entry would be my last.. but this one
truly will. I went to the movies with my mom today and saw Paycheck
(really good!!!!) and Mona Lisa Smile (good). See what I had to say about
them in My Top Picks.
1:00pm - well this will probably be the last entry of the year 2003.
Although, I am kinda upset with my mom right now. She gave me a midnight
curfew while I am here on my break.. which sucks! And even more.. my 17
year old brother has the same curfew as I do! That bites! Then.. she
volunteered me to baby-sit for the Long Beach Ice Dogs Coach (they have 3
girls). Me, being the nice kid I am, said yes... but they still haven't
called.. so maybe I am off the hook! Who knows.. although it would be fun
to baby-sit them (they are such cute kids). And then.. my dad said I was
not allowed to go out at all tonight.. Hello!!! It's New Years Eve.. let
me party!!!! Oh well... I guess it will be another boring night at home
all by myself.
Well I gotta go, my mom and I are going to the movies!!! Later!
January 3, 2004 --->
1:15am - well the new year has arrived and I have, so far, been busy all year!
HAHAHA! Well on New Years Eve I went to Kyle's house with Dan and we
watched a lot of sex and the city on hbo and then went to his friends house to
bring in the new year.. had a little to drink.. went back to his place to watch
a movie and I fell asleep.. right as Janet got there.. Then Kyle went to
drive Dan home and I went to sleep in the bed at Kyle's. Then the next
morning my Uncle Larry was so nice! I went and picked up Dan and went
shopping.. spent lots of money! HEHEHEHEHE and then Kyle and Janet
met us at In n Out (the BEST place to eat in Cali). Then Dan came over to
my house and he and I cleaned all the bathrooms in our house.. nice way to
celebrate the new year, right? Then on the 2nd I went to Target with my
mom and got American Wedding and American Pie (I have the 2nd one already).
Then I invited Dan over to have an American Pie Marathon thing.. but we decided
to go over to Kyle's instead... but we went to lunch first. So Dan, Kyle,
Scott, Janet, and I went to Red Robin in the Cerritos Mall -- what fun!
Then Scott left to go to the hockey game and Janet went home. We then
started the movies and Janet came back to watch most of American Wedding.
Then we were going to go Cosmic Bowling.. but decided against it and I went
home... so here I am... at 1:15 in the morning typing this out.. so I think I am
going to head off to bed. Anyway, I greeted the new year with open arms
and I hope this year is good for me as well as all my good friends and family..
and to those who deserve to have a good year!
January 4, 2004 --->
10:55pm - I updated my
Art Gallery page.
10:00pm -
Lies.. all lies. Do we tell lies to not hurt someone.. to get away with
something.. to gain our desires.. for what? I mean seriously.... all lies
do is get us into more frickin' trouble. We end up worse than we were when
we started. Things get messed up real fast and there isn't anything we can
do... because we lied... that saying, the truth shall set you free.. yeah
good stuff... but only if you use that from the beginning. You lie then
try to make it right.. it won't set you free.. it hurts you more than you could
ever believe.. you don't become free.. you end up trapped and lost... and most
of all hurt. So why do we lie? Because society today has taught us
that lying is ok and it can allow you to get away with something.
Sorry Janet. I wish I could do more
for you
PARENTS SUCK SOMETIMES...
January 5, 2004 --->
5:05pm - I am going to a hockey game tonight with
my mom, Kyle, and Dan. It's the National Japanese Hockey Team against
former NHL players so it should be a good game!
3:00pm - I updated
January 6, 2004 --->
1 more day baby! Oh yeah.. and then Daddy's
52nd birthday is tomorrow too! I am going over to my grandma's at like
noon tomorrow to help her make pizza for dinner tomorrow night. Which
sucks because it is me and Dan's 4th year anniversary (wow that is a LONG time!)
and I won't be able to have dinner with him... that really sucks!
I updated
My Basic Info page.
January 7, 2004 --->
9:30am - I added a few more pictures to
My Pictures Page. It looks pretty
good
12:45am - I love you so much baby, happy
anniversary! 4 years baby!!!!
I did major construction to
My Pictures Page. This page now
has pictures of me growing up, current pictures of me, family pictures, and
friends pictures. ::Enjoy::
January 9, 2004 --->
10:45pm - I went to the ice dog game.. we lost - 3
to 5, but it was a fairly good game.. but the other team, Texas, was pulling all
this crap and the ref's were not calling anything! That guy Nolan Graham
that we met last night ... he is a really good player!!! Even if he does
look like a surfer! Janet's parents wouldn't let her go cosmic bowling and
I don't feel well, I have a sore throat, and I think Nicole is a little sick
too, so none of us are going. So I am heading off to bed in hopes of
getting rid of this horrible cold thing I have. Tomorrow I am going to do
the computer show with my dad... when I go with him he buys me lots of nice
things =-) cool cool
1:00pm - Yesterday I took Janet out so she could
actually see the world as we know it! HAHAHA! We went to the bank so
she could make her deposits, and then we went to the Long Beach Towne Center and
ate In n Out and then went shopping a little.. we went to Old Navy, Tillies, 3
shoe stores, Petsmart, David's Bridal, and Sports Chalet, but didn't buy
anything. Then we went to Seal Beach and watched the sunset.. and had 2 13
year olds hitting on us... that was a little awkward and embarrassing.
Then we went back to my house and called Cam (a hockey player for the Ice Dogs)
and asked if he wanted to hang out.. and he was bored so he said yeah, so we
went over to his place. So we sat and watched tv with Bryce Charpentier,
Cam Breitkreuz, and Nolan Graham... yeah that was interesting but fun.
Return to Archives Main Page January 10, 2004 ---> 1:45pm - I updated
January 11, 2004 --->
9:50pm - I updated my
9:20pm - I got my grades from my first
semester of college!!! Below you can see my grades. My math
class doesn't count towards my GPA or credits earned for graduation... I
had to take that class cause I didn't pass the ELM (Entry Level Math
placement test) cause I was sick that day and I didn't fully realize
that I needed to pass the test. So I had to take Math 51 to
satisfy that test requirement - which is all good anyway, cause I don't
like math and I figured it would be a big help to go over it all again.
Plus, as you can see from my grades, math is my weakest subject
=-) [table removed for space]
12:45am - all I can say is sex in the the
car is too funny with Janet
January 12, 2004 --->
4:10pm - Being sick sucks!!!!
Today I found out when/where I will be moving to (changing
apartments/dorms due to roommate problems and being unhappy there).
Hopefully the new room will be good and I will enjoy it.
January 13, 2004 --->
10:45pm - I've been packing to go back
down to school and cleaning my room - mom wants it clean before I go
back to school (her cousin from Canada will be coming down in Feb. to
visit and my mom wants me room all nice so they can stay in it).
So, anyway, I talked to my new roommate today, Tina, and she sounds
really nice and cool, so hopefully everything will get better! My
mom and I will be driving down to San Marcos tomorrow and we will begin
moving all of my stuff to a new apartment. Then Thursday morning
we will be meeting with a realtor to look at houses in the San Marcos
area. My parents just got a lot of money from selling their cabin
in Big Bear, so they wanted to invest it in something good - which to
them is property - because they seem to have good luck with property.
So they will buy a 3-4 bedroom house for me to live in and have
roommates, and then when I graduate, I may buy the house from them or
they will sell it - whatever seems best at the time... so, again,
hopefully things go well! January 14, 2004 --->
10:17pm - I updated
January 16, 2004 --->
1:15pm - Well the move was successful!
I am so much happier to be out of that hell hole! This new room is
so nice, and NORMAL!!! Awesome! My new roommates are nice
and I get along with them great, so now I know I wasn't the weird one in
my old room. It took my mom and I a long time to move all of
my stuff, but we had fun doing it.
January 18, 2004 --->
8:15am - I had a great day yesterday.
I called my Aunt (who lives 10 minutes away from the campus) to see what
they were up to. My Aunt and cousin were camping with the Girl
Scouts, but David wanted me go come over and hang out with them for a
little bit. So I drove over to their house and we decided to go
play a little tennis for fun at the local park. I hadn't played
tennis in years so it was pretty hysterical. But since we were
just playing for fun it was no big deal.
January 20, 2004 --->
January 21, 2004 --->
January 22, 2004 ---> 9:00pm -
Well as of today my parents have been married for 21 years... amazing.
Also, today my mom and I went to the movies and saw Big
Fish and Chasing Liberty (the
links go to my reviews on them). They were both really good
movies. I also updated my Top Picks Page
with the two movies above as well as Cheaper by the Dozen, which I
saw a while ago with Dan. I think that's about it for now. I
have to get some reading done this weekend!!!
January 23, 2004 ---> 9:30am - I
updated my Top Picks Page again - I added a
few songs. I will add more later but it's too early in the morning
to think!
1:00am - HAHAHAHA. Dan, Leia, Tina, Lily and I got soooo
hyper
and played board games until we couldn't think any more about what the
heck we were doing.
January 26, 2004 ---> 9:45pm - I
think I was a little out of it when I wrote that last entry ... just
maybe... so that's why I edited it! School has been keeping me
busy - lots of reading. Plus I got really sick last night - stupid
Taco Bell!!! Something in it didn't agree with me and I threw it
up at 4:30 this morning... it was quite lovely.. but my baby was there
for me.. kinda... he helped me by being on the phone with me - it really
helped a lot (thanks baby!)
January 28, 2004 ---> 10:00pm
- I don't want to fight with you ... I hate it. But I hate not
knowing how I truly feel either. Is it fake? I don't know.
I am wondering if it is right.. us, I mean. You aren't the
only thing in my life - but you want to be. It isn't possible - at
least not at this point in my life. What is a girl like me to do?
I am so lost... confused... it's all to uncertain - the future. I
want to know... I need to know ... what is happening here. What is
going on between us? Is it an infatuation? Or is it true
love? I find myself doubting our relationship. Maybe I am
growing as a person... maybe I am pushing you away for some reason...
maybe it is all a test...a test I am putting myself through... but I
don't know why... when will I know what is going through my head?
I don't understand. You don't make it easy for me. You tell
me you are nothing without me... it makes it hard for me.. hard in
several ways... I wonder if I am staying with you so you remain the
great person you are... with or without me.. I wish you could only see
how great of a person you are. You say you are better with me...
maybe... but what if you met a nice girl who treated you right... who
loved you back.. the same way you loved them. The way you deserve
everything. Not like me. I don't know what to do. My
thoughts are confusing me right now. I don't know what to say..
what to do. I don't know what I feel anymore. I feel void
right now.
12:45pm
- Well I had a little extra time so I put my poem up on
My Poems page.
12:30pm - I
am on campus right now.. gotta love wireless internet... hopefully it
doesn't get me into too much trouble! I wrote a poem in
Government today so I will add that to my Poems Page when I am done with
my classes for the day. By they way, classes are going pretty
good. I still have three more classes to go to today, but it's not
too bad. Yesterday I had a lot of reading to do. I had to
read 81 pages plus do my math homework on top of that. I also made
a cake for my roommates yesterday - it was so yummmy. Then we all
watched American Idol - we laughed at all the people who suck.. and
cried with the people who Simon yelled at (even though they were
horrible singers). All in all.. this week has been pretty good so
far - just lots of busy work and not too much alone time for myself.
Hopefully this weekend will be good too! After all, my weekend
does start around 6 tonight - which is a little weird. It's taken
quite a bit of adjustment for me to get used to only going to school 2
days. I almost feel lazy for doing important things 2 out of the 7
days of the week... but then again I am busy the other days reading,
doing homework, shopping (teehee), or getting some other stuff done.
Wow, that is a long entry... and I have class in 30 minutes so I best be
on my way! Adios
January 29, 2004 ---> 12:15am -
well I think everything we were fighting about earlier got resolved.. I
hope so at least. I updated
My Treasures Page - added some pictures of my roommates and I.
I hope to update the pictures page ASAP - even though I say that like
everyday!
January 30, 2004 --->
January 31, 2004 ---> 2:45pm -
All my roommates are gone and I am lonely! Eh, it isn't that bad -
I am getting things done. I am reading in between laundry loads
and I went shopping this morning. It sucks cause I can't go
home for another 3 weeks! Next weekend I may have to buy the town
home - yes... I will have to do all the paper work!!! then the next
weekend is Valentine's Day and my parents and brother will be in Las
Vegas (without me!) so I can't go home then either. It all sucks
too much!!!!
8:40pm - "I am so over it. Moving on . . . It's time to change . . . It's time
for things to be right in my life again . . . and it's about damn time."
This is how I feel right now. That quote is what I wrote in my info on
AIM. I am about to make some major
changes in my life that are way over due. It's nothing bad so don't worry.
I just can't write it on here yet because I haven't told very many people.
But if you think you deserve to know
E-Mail Me or IM me on
AIM and maybe I will tell you.
As you can see I re-did the front of my page! You now longer have to click
"ENTER" to get to this page! Isn't that a relief! I hope this makes
it all easier for you!
I also changed all the links cause they were really funky - so sorry about that.
But as of now they are only correct on the home page and none of the others.
I will get that fixed as soon as possible - but until then, use the back button!
Sorry for the inconvenience.
--Friday I went with Kyle and Dan to Downtown Disney so Kyle could buy some
House of Blues concert tickets and then we all went to my grandparents house -
it was Grandpa's 77th Birthday (Happy Birthday Grandpa!!!!). After dinner
(Pizza Hut pizza - not Grandma's homemade pizza) and cake (which Aunt Linda
made) Scott, Dan, Kyle, and I went to Long Beach Towne Center to see "Bad Santa"
- and that is some funny S**T!!!!! Then Scott had to be home by 11:30 so
he went home and the three of us drove around - went to Seal Beach and I don't
remember where else!
--Saturday Scott and I needed to go Christmas shopping for mom and Dan went with
us. Then Kyle called and met us at the Lakewood Mall. We had fun
walking around the mall and making fun of people, oh yeah, and spending all our
money on Mom. Then we all went over to Kyle's so he could drop his car off
so we would just have one car and then went to Denny's and had the funnies
waiter!!! JUAN!!!!! After that we went for a drive to Seal Beach so
Scott and Kyle could find some "Hot Chicks" but there wasn't anyone there so we
went to Huntington Beach -- there's always people there! We parked and
walked around a bit - then went to the pier and Scott and Kyle stood outside one
of the windows of Ruby's to try to talk to some chicks... didn't happen buds!
Then we kept going into Ruby's to get gum balls - I got "Dan" (Orange) and
"horny" (Green) - Pink was b*tch, purple was gay, and I can't remember the
others. So yeah - then we went to Franks house to get Scotts comedy talk
whatever movie - and then went to Kyle's to watch it - and in the car Scott and
Kyle kept teasing Nicole (on the phone) and she got very mad at Scott - like
those Ear Muffs Nicole? Just kidding! So we watched the movie at
Kyle's and then Mom called and told us to come home - I love how I am 19
and my mom still tells me when to come home! So anyway, I let Scott drive
home - probably a big mistake - with his lead food.
So yeah, good talk, see you out there!
Good talk, see you out there!
(THE TWELVE THINGS OF TOMORROW/CHRISTMAS BREAK!)
1) Fall 2003 Semester is over
2) I turn in my last final
3) Janet, Dan, Kyle, and Scott are driving down to see me (oh yeah,
and the campus!)
4) I get to leave this hell-hole of a place for a month!
5) I get to see my baby more often since I will be home
6) Christmas will only be 5 days away
7) I get to go home and sleep in my waterbed
8) I get to wrap Christmas presents
9) I get to spend time with my friends
10) I get to spend time with my family
11) And did I mention that Christmas is only 5
days away
12) And that means New Years is coming too!
Good Talk..................
See you
Out
There
Hope everyone has a happy and safe Christmas and New Years!!! Time to open
the presents!!!!!
G******896: Tonight is the night
cagurl23: for???
G******896: For me to give in
cagurl23: to?
G******896: Life
cagurl23: dont
cagurl23: wait.. do you mean.. you wanna die?
G******896: I cant type need to lay down
G******896: U can call me
G******896: I'm so far gone
G******896: I almost cant see
Grandma, Grandpa, Mom, Dad, Kevin, Kim, Aunt Joan, Uncle Ken, Aunt Deb,
Uncle Bob, Scott, Jodi, David, Kelly, Jonathan, Uncle Lou, Chanel,
Jackie, Mark, Loliane, Uncle George, Tom, Jaynee, Jordan, Steven,
Alison, Uncle Dom, Anne, Hannah, Tricia, Tammy, Breeana, Felicia, JD And
a crap load of other family members that I can't think of right now.
Kenny, Austin, Janet, Dan, Nicole, Joe, Liz, Corey, Kelley, Kim.. and
Madge even if you want! and a bunch of others.
And of course Mom-mom and Aunt Bru
WE ALL LOVE YOU DUDE!!!!
Weird stuff has been going on lately. Janet's Mom is all freaked out and
it's kinda funny, and of course, her mom likes me so much she believes pretty
much anything I say. What screw is loose in her head? Has she even
met me? I guess not.. LOL!
Well I hope things are great for the new year and all that good stuff....
I updated
Sorry, that was just me rambling and doing some thought process crap! It's
all good.
It is NO LONGER wasteofspace@charter.net
-- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --
it is now
wasteofspace@verizon.net
We just have to get over it
I also updated
Tonight there is an Ice Dogs game and I think I am going.. and then Nicole asked
if Janet and I wanted to go Cosmic Bowling so we might do that too. Janet
wants to bring Cam... oh boy!!!! It would be another interesting night if
that happened.
January 19, 2004 --->
9:15pm - Well school starts tomorrow - yay! Yes, and no!
I am excited to get on with my education and get busy... but then again, I am
kinda liking my time off. My new roommates are great and I am so
excited for the new semester! Things are finally turning out right in
my life! I mean I am doing great in school, I got out of a horrible
situation (my old dorm room), moved into a great room with great roommates
which makes me way happier. Plus I have a great boyfriend who I love very
much and hope to one day marry and spend the rest of my life with.
Life's great when you're happy.
7:30pm - I went and had dinner with my roommate Rach, it was a lot of
fun and we went to Cold Stones afterwards! The cookie-dough
flavored ice cream is yummy!!! With sprinkles and brownies,
yuuummmmies. TeeHee. Then we had the meeting with our new
R.A. Eric... it was kinda boring, but whatever... I had to go!
Hopefully I can get to bed somewhat early so I won't be so tired
tomorrow! I also think I am going to drop my history class because
I think I will be too overwhelmed.
11:30am - I went to my first class of the semester - History, which is
the class I may drop - but it seems like a good class that I don't want
to drop - so we'll see! Other than that.. just resting up and
being lazy... cause tomorrow is my busy day - ahhh!!!
10:40pm - Today was a great day! I had my "long day" of classes -
which means I start at 8:30am and go until 5:15pm (which is 5 classes).
I decided to drop my History class for a couple reasons: 1) It's on
Tues/Thurs and I kinda wanted to keep my classes all on Mon/Wed; and 2)
I have WAY too much reading and a lot of papers to do in my other
classes. I have a feeling this semester is going to go well... as
long as I keep up with my reading. In one class I have to read to
page 70 by Monday, and I have to read Chapter 1 in Government and
Chapter 1 in Critical Thinking as well... so I guess that means this
weekend I will be reading! But I am still excited!
I plan on updating the following websites as soon as possible:
(probably done in the order listed)
1) Top Picks
2) Photography
3) Art Gallery
4) Treasures
5) Poems
January 25, 2004 --->
I still want to update my photography and pictures page ASAP - when I
get time!
I love being in love
12:45pm - I added another poem to
My Poems page.
February 2, 2004 --->
2:00pm - My Writing Process class was cancelled - and thank god!
That gives me another day to re-read the material because I didn't
understand it! I worked on the Journal
Archives page a bit - I worked on the page format mostly. I
also added a few pictures to My Pictures
page - a few Family and friends photos as well as a few more photos
of me.. which can be found in the current pictures section.
12:30pm - Well
February is here - ahh the month of love. I love this month - but
only with I am in love - so the last four Februarys have been great!
I put another poem on
My Poems page - yes I know.. another poem - and this one rhymes!
So that means I spent a great amount of time working on it - hey, what
else was I supposed to do in Critical Thinking?
February 3, 2004 --->
2:00 -
Well I have been in a very poetic mood lately - I've even been rhyming!
Hey, that's good for me! Even Matt liked my poems - and he
isn't... let's say an intellectual person... so it means a lot that
people actually think I am a talented writer. And I have several
people who think I am a great painter - so I better get working on my
paintings! I have promised 4 people I would paint them something
for their bedrooms - aren't I a nice person. I am going home
tomorrow night - around 8 and will be back at school Friday evening.
I am going to bring all my paint stuff back to school and get a few
other items I need.
p.s. I love you baby!
February 4, 2004 --->
12:30pm - I swear I am a little poem
writer these days - - - two more poems are added to
My Poems page - as well as some from February 2nd. They
are dated to let you know when they were posted! I am going home
tonight - which makes me happy. I will only be there for a few
days - but it's all good. But man do I have a crap load of reading
to do! It should keep me busy for a few days! I have well
over 100 pages to read this weekend... isn't life fun?
February 5, 2004 --->
12:10am - My brother just asked my mom how much she would be worth if he killed her. How interesting and mean is that! He is so cruel and hateful he puts money before his own mothers life!!! But we all know he was just joking, we can tell by that look he gives. He just wanted a few extra bucks... but hey, go work and EARN the money - don't kill off someone - especially if she isn't worth any money! (Instead - dad would be a better option).
February 6, 2004 --->
2:15pm
- Back at CSUSM - doing lots of reading! AHHHHH!!! It's
boring me to pieces I added ANOTHER poem to
My Poems page. Aren't I special? Teehee.. well go
read it damn it.
P.S. - I can go more than once!!!
February 7,2004 --->
2:35pm - I updated My Photography Page and My Art Page. I've been a busy bee - a busy creative bee rather - even though I hate bee's. So yeah.. anyway! Go ahead and see some of my latest work.
February 8, 2004 --->
10:00pm - Kyle is having surgery tomorrow... and to tell you the truth -
I am kinda scared. I hope everything goes well and nothing bad
happens. Kyle, I am praying for you (even though you aren't a very
religious person). I love you and I wish you the best of luck
tomorrow. You are a great person, a caring friend, and a wonderful
cousin. I just thought you should know that.
February 12, 2004 --->
9:45am - Well I have good news - Kyle's surgery went great! When they went in they noticed a lot of stuff that went wrong with his first surgery and then were able to realize why he was in such pain. They were able to fix everything and he will heal well now - with no more pain! So I am happy for him - because he seems much happier now. And I am going up to Long Beach tomorrow to see him. He is lonely and wants company. Plus my mom left her cell phone in my car so I have to go bring it to her cause she is going to Las Vegas this weekend and wants it. That's understandable... maybe she shouldn't have left it in my car though! LOL!!! Just kidding, she didn't mean to, it fell out of her purse and slid between the seats. Eh, oh well. Looking forward to this weekend though! Teehee!!!
February 17, 2004 --->
9:10 am - I realized I
haven't updated it in a while... been really busy. Valentines went
really well - but I won't give out any details =-) It's my
business anyway - right?
Anyway - I have a lot of homework to do today - math, political science,
writing, and a shit load of reading. Isn't life fun when you are
in college? Actually, it is!
I also might have a new house - if I am lucky I guess. Hopefully
this time they will take my offer and let me keep the damn place!!!
But I do think that this place is a lot better than the one we
originally tried to buy. Anyway - enough yapping... I am
gonna go read!
February 18, 2004 --->
6:25pm - It's raining!!! and my feet are cold! Cause when I left the house this morning it was warm and sunny - but it started raining around 2pm. AHHH!!
February 20, 2004 --->
9:20pm - plain and simple: blah. things have been pretty shitty for me lately.
February 23, 2004 --->
10:40pm - What a weird and busy day. I went to class, which was boring, went to Ralph's to buy food, then started doing some laundry while watching some TV. Then Rach came into my room and said she wasn't feeling well - and when she gets sick, or at least sick enough - she can pass out - so she was freaking out - so I took her to the E.R. - what a joke that place was - and then we left - cause they didn't care about her - and we went to go buy a thermometer and some gatorade so she would feel better - and that took a while since Longs Drug Store was closed - and then Ralhp's was closed - but the guy let us in anyway - so we were able to buy the goods.. and now Rach is feeling a little better. I hope she feels better - it's no fun being sick =-(
February 26, 2004 --->
10:00am - Back in Long Beach again... I've had a very busy week! Been looking at houses to buy - making offers - thinking we're getting a house - and then WHAM! We don't! It sucks! The market is so busy down in San Marcos that it is so hard to find a house - well not to find one - but to actually get it is nearly impossible - or so it seems to us. Our Realtor said if we don't get this one house, she will go back to nursing... well, we didn't get the house, so I wonder how the nursing career is going for her. Hehehe. So, anyway, my moms cousin from Canada is coming down to visit for the weekend. She went on a little cruise to Mexico and then will spend the weekend here before she head back to Canada. So I will probably be pretty busy the rest of this weekend.
February 29, 2004 --->
9:20pm
- I had a lot of fun with my Canadian cousins! We went all over
Hollywood and did the touristy stuff. The photo gallery of L.A. is
to come soon! I also got a house! Finally! So things
are finally getting on track I guess - I just need to start working
harder on school work so I continue to do well in school! I also
changed the format to My Pictures
page - all but the friends section - I'm still working on that one!
March 4, 2004 ---> 7:30pm - I
have been so busy lately! My parents bought a house in San Marcos
- Finally! (as stated in Feb 29ths entry). We had the inspection
today - which went well. Now I just need to work on getting
furniture and roommates! Fun fun fun!
March 5, 2004 --->
2:25pm - I updated my
Photography page - Gallery of Hollywood!
9:15pm - In Love, and
happy about it! I've made some mistakes over the years.. but I
have learned to get over them and learn from them. I have also
learned that I need you in my life, babe. I miss you more than
anyone could ever imagine. I want to spend all my time with you...
and I really wish that I could. One day! Hopefully. I
want things to change.. I wish you were here. Here to spend time
with me. Here to share my good and bad moments. Here to make
me happy. Here to make me smile. Here to help me when I need
you. Here. Just here with me. I just wish . . .
1:50pm - Wow things have
been pretty busy around here. Last weekend I met Dan's Uncle Wayne
and Aunt Robin and their two kids (Sarah and Miles) - they are really
nice. Then I have been swamped with homework - reading and essays
keep be busy most of the time. I updated
My Top Picks page - added several songs
to the Music List and three movies to the Movie List so go check them out!
I also added a new poem to
My Poems
This weekend: Party Time!
March 9, 2004 --->
March 16, 2004 --->
March 18, 2004 --->
11:10am - Boy is this weekend going to be busy!!! I have a
Political Science test on Monday and two essays due next week and
Philosophy and Math homework to do! Better get started soon!!!
I also added three new poems to
My Poems
page. I also updated
My Treasures
page a bit.
March 23, 2004 --->
9:15pm - BUSY BUSY
BUSY!!! That's me! I have been so busy I don't even have
time to sit and give myself a rest. Ok, so maybe I do. Today
Rachael and I went to a BBQ that the U.V.A (University Village
Apartments - a.k.a dorms) was throwing. It wasn't too bad - had a
cheeseburger and a bag of chips and a soda. Then Rach and I went
to Cold Stones - it's become our thing! Spring Break is coming up!
YAY! And since I don't have classes on Thursday or Friday I am
going home Thursday and then going to Palm Springs to visit Rach for her
birthday and then we're going back to Long Beach for some fun on Friday
and then back to San Marcos for some partying! Oh yeah! What
a great spring break. Actually, to you it may not seem very fun,
but for me it is PERFECT!!! Why you ask? Well that is easy -
because I am taking advantage of the BREAK aspect and will be relaxing..
then spending time with the people who really mean something to me.
March 24, 2004 --->
8:15am - I really, really, really want to write a book. I wrote one last year and loved it! And I started writing another story a while ago and never really finished it --- maybe I should =-)
March 29, 2004 --->
10:00am - I am SOOOOOO glad I don't have class today - cause it's Spring Break!!! YAY!!!!!!!! Whoooo hoooooooooo ---- I get time off to relax and .... wait.. did I just say relax? HA! As if I could! My mom and I are working our tails off trying to get things together for the new house. We have gone to several garage sales, the Orange County Market Place, Estate Sales, etc.. to find things to put in the house. It has been a lot of fun though so I can't complain. =-)
April 2, 2004
2:10pm - I just got back from Palm Springs for Rachael's birthday... what a blast!!! I am so tired though --- I think I am going to go take a nap!
April 11, 2004
5:45pm - Happy Easter I have been pretty busy - as always. I have been planning my schedule for Fall 2004, packing some of my stuff to bring back home, getting things ready for the house, all while trying to keep myself sane. It isn't working too well! I got to hang out with Melissa this weekend and that was fun. [Strap-On's are the greatest!] Anyway, things have been going pretty good. I have a lot of homework to do this week as well as do the final inspection on the house and show the house to potential renters and continue packing stuff up. Isn't life fun??? 1 more month until school is out for the summer!!! YAY!!!
April 16, 2004
9:00am - Wow it's been a while. I have been really busy. Right before Spring Break I had to turn in a 10-15 page paper... that was pretty much supposed to be on nothing important - we could write whatever we want.. which sounds nice but it is really hard to figure out what the hell the professor really expects from you. So I was kinda skeptical about the grade I would be receiving because I had no idea if anything I wrote even made sense. Well he loved it! And I got an A. So I was totally stoked! How exciting is that! However, now my ego has grown and I feel I am a tremendous writer - which I may be, but I hate feeling I am this all mighty and powerful thing --- it's all bullshit because we all know one hard hit and I will be down on the floor weeping thinking I am a horrible writer. Well that just means now I have a damn good reason to work really hard on my next essay to get a good grade and prove to myself that I do have talent, large or small, but it is talent ---- and then I will be able to flaunt it. Why you may ask? Because I am one of the only freshmen in this LIT475 class full of seniors and graduate students, who I am sure are fantastic writers. If I can compete on the same level with them, then more power to me! Right?
April 19, 2004
10:30pm - After thinking about what I am going to do for my 10-15 page paper due at the end of the semester -- it as to be self-realization and heroic. What the hell am I supposed to write? I have just found out! I have found out the reason for all my mistakes, unhappiness, problems in life, insecurities, problems with authority, etc. My Mother.
8:00pm - Today was a pretty good day. I didn't have to get up
because Political Science was cancelled. Then I went to all
my other classes and had lunch with Rachael, which was fun. Then
when I came home Rach and I went to Mr. Taco for dinner and then went to
Cold Stones for some good ice cream. On our way home we stopped by
the new house and walked around a little. Then we went back to the
UVA and began our quest to find parking - what a lovely nightmare!!!!
We just sat in the car for about 30 minutes listening and singing to
music and talking about important things. Good times!!!! Now
I am off to do some homework and watch my poor wretched shows.
April 23, 2004
12:45pm - I updated
My Top Picks page - added Eternal
Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and The Punisher to the movie reviews!
I am getting ready to unpack all of my things from the dorm room - which
hopefully won't make my room too messy. Then later tonight: back
to school to sleep and do some serious studying and essay writing.
April 24, 2004
11:30am - I updated
My Poems
- it's about time too! I need to update a few things on here ---
if only I had a day with nothing else to do! Like that would ever
happen. Today is my grandma's birthday - and she is 85, and still
doing extremely well - I am so proud of her. She makes me want to
take care of myself and live that long to see my children and
grandchildren grow up and accomplish great things. Happy Birthday,
Grandma - I love you.
April 28, 2004
8:30pm - I have been pretty busy the last couple days - workin' on
essays, studying for tests, registering for class for Fall 2004 and
trying to figure out who to rent the house to -- too many people are
interested. But it's all fun! I went to the mall today with
Rachael, Tina, and Leia and had fun -- good times!!!!
To see my Fall 2004 Schedule click
here.
April 30, 2004
1:45am - I am finally
getting around to updating some things. Finally.
Things updated: My Basic Info,
My Photography, My
Treasures, and the
Journal Archives page.
