help me
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: nothing (with regards to games) song- You are the Way to Begin

I had a good entry that was almost ready to go here, but I lost my work on it when my browser went AWOL- hence, I was a little irate.

-sigh- Where do I start? It has been awhile since I tried to say something here, and it seems that I've become more active on deviantART than I am here (to me, that's understandable since I have things that I can get done there- it's an art community, and there are people who I want to comment on their art and look up and what not :)

Anyways, I'm still hunting for a job
and I see that a new Starbucks is opening up near my house, so I'm going to see about working there -granted, it isn't my first choice for a summer job, but it doesn't look bad- at least, not to me (I really don't understand why there are people who dislike Starbucks, I mean- it is just a coffee shop for crying out loud...)

...

murrgh~

Well, now I'm trying to hunt down a news article on DA on what a commission is, but I can't seem to find it (maybe it's because I'm just going through the general news articles- anyways, I know that it's taking me awhile to find) I'm happy to have found the link to the poll on commissions: http://poll.deviantart.com/193/ but it doesn't make me happy to see that the general population on DA hasn't been commissioned yet T^T -sigh-

cuttage
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I really should be filling out job applications now, but I want to go oekaki instead *laughs at self* ah! and I keep forgetting to check my e-mail...

(wow, look at this- I think I finished a decent entry! :heart: )

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

I just run out of time all the time

swift wings take me away (just some URLs, sorry! )
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I lack the time to write a journal entry proper on here, but I am doing quite well in the real world offline- I've been sticking to my fast, and finding more time to pray- somehow, it feels like my heart has been healed by things that have gone by though the past few days have been hard, and have had their own sorrows

still, I am happy.

Thank you for praying for me.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

busy like a bee! -kinda...
Now Playing: FF7! Final Fantasy Seven, and more ff7!*
*as for the music that I'm currently playing, it's: Hide as played on [Spirit fm]

I think that my most recent entry (as of this posting) on my artistic journal on DA does a pretty good job of explaining why I've been away...

but I like using this blog for storage of stuffus, so I'll be doing that. :heart:

...

first off, I think some thank yous are in order since there have been a few people who visited my DA page *feels loved*

I visited a few of them, and found that JayAxer has some interesting work like: Orochi Iori wow.

I visited Kuro-tan because of Itachi-W on DA
and http://narcotizedfear.deviantart.com/ also

the unfinishedness!
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I'll be doing more when I can later.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

moving forward with more persistance...
Mood:  hug me

edit: this is originally from 9 May 2005 16:48 EDT and I don't know if this will show up with that date since I've posted it today (5:16p Eastern May 23rd) -I'll be editing this more too, but I just want to get it online first of all- sorry!

moo.
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Anyways, when I started this entry I had run out of time intially and left it rather short -sigh-

the first thing that I did when I got online again was to show my little brother some links I had gotten through my e-mail recently for job opportunities

then I went to Google to see if I could get more
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also, I have been an avid reader of American Artist for a few years now, and I just discovered that my library has a subscription to this wonderful publication. :heart: after I looked at some of the recent issues (Dec '04 and March '05 respectively) I found the website: My American artist.com

I ended up doing some music testing and here is what I had to say for a few new songs:

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fight on my weak heart...
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Beatles- Hello Good-bye...

today, I sat outside for many an hour trying to sell things with a bit of my little brother's help as I had taken part in the community yard sale earlier

and went through a lot
-me tired now.

-sigh-
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and now... to get FF7! (or die trying?)

-Daiko~
(pray for me...)

got to get going!

short library time and all you know.
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-Daiko~
(pray for me)

going out~
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: To Sir with Love (stuck in my head)

be back to fix later, cuttage-d for now
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...yeah.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

time to go! (eep.)

cut quickie post.
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ohmigooses, MT is now looking good.

no matter how hard I try to chase after my yesterdays,

I still can't keep up, but I still want to try~

cuttage of doom! ('cause it's unfinished :heart:)
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yeah, no time for more today.

-Daiko~
(pray for me)

(-myuh, muyh-uu~-) recharge!!
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: (can't remember title of-nevermind): A moment in time(?)

ah, things are going better for me, and though I have lost a little time yesterday by doing a lot of "nothing" I think that I really needed that for healing... mental healing- recovery of sorts

-myuh- Anyways, I didn't login to DA today (which saved me a lot of time :heart:) and so was able to do other things instead... like read manga *wind blows* ah, silly pathetic me (-joking, don't take that seriously here!)


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Housewife Power!!

uh, right- Anyway! I do seem to be doing well :heart:
I am now in my second day of clinicals (at a nursing home...) for my CNA course- so that means... in a few days, I'll be able to take the state test and possibly become employed- YAY!!

I LOVE clinicals (me so crazy)
-and I'd love to go on, but it's about time for me to go home soon (past that actually, since I stranded myself in the college library by hanging out online and reading manga for hours- bad Daiko, BAD! o.o... ooowowowooooo! ...yeah.)

-that's it for now?

-Daiko~
(please pray for me...)