"Black-Dove January"
Chapter 11

(A big THANK YOU to Dani V for writing what I couldn't, lol) LyndsAy :)

    A couple days had passed since the kissing incident. Raegan and
Kevin hadn't really spoken about what had happened. But both of them
knew it would have to be sometime this weekend while Brian and Nick were in
Kentucky visiting Brian's family.
    Raegan kissed Brian and Nick on the cheek and gave them each a
hug as they prepared to leave for the airport. "You be good, now", Brian
told her as he picked up his bag. She smiled. "You know I will." "Take care
of Kevin", Nick said, picking up his bag as well. "I will. You guys have
fun. I'll see you Monday." They said goodbye and then were out the door.
    As soon as Kevin knew Nick and Brian were gone, he turned to Raegan
who was sitting on the couch, watching TV. "We need to talk...about us."
"What's there to talk about?", she asked, playing ignorant. "Don't tell
me you don't know. What happened the other day meant a hell of a lot. I am
sorry if I scared you by saying that I loved you but it's the way I feel."
"Kevin, I love you, too." He was so relieved to hear that.
          He sat down beside her and looked into her eyes. "Then what's the
problem? Why did you run away?" "I was scared." "Why? Of what?" "Of...
of what will happen with us. I mean, there's obviously the age difference.
And the lack of experience on my part. That was my first kiss the other day." He
smiled at her. "I figured that. But Raegan, I.... OK, let me think of how
to put this. Remember that song that you said you really liked? 'If I
Don't Have You'?", he asked. She nodded. "That's how I feel about you." "But
Kevin..won't this affect your career? What will Donna, Johnny, the rest of the
guys, and the fans think? You seeing an 18 year old?" "I gave that a lot
of thought", he said. "And?" "And I decided I don't give a damn what they
think right now.The fans will learn to live with it. It won't do major damage. The
guy salready like you. They'll learn to live. And if Donna and Johnny don't
like it than they'll HAVE to learn to live with it. I am not letting you go."
Tears were in her eyes as Kevin said this. "I love you", she cried, flinging
herself into his arms. "I love you, too", he told her, hugging her
tight.
          Their lips met yet again and this time the kiss was passionate.  Instead
of instinctively pulling away as they had been doing, they leaned closer
together, the kiss deepening.  When they finally pulled away, they were
both rather breathless.  Without a word passing between them, they
leaned back in.  Raegan's hands slipped under Kevin's shirt, almost like
they were out of her control and her fingertips traced his abs.  A half
moan, half sigh came from the back of his throat as his hands slid
under  her shirt.  His fingers slowly caressed her stomach, getting her
used to being touched like this by him.  When he felt the impact his
touch was having on her, his fingers slowly moved upwards to cup her
breasts.  Felt her back stiffen automatically, but when his thumbs
started to stroke across her nipples, teasing them through the lace of
her bra, he heard a soft sigh leave her lips as she shifted slightly
into his hands.  When her nipples had risen into tight crimson buds, he
had to stop himself from the overwhelming urge he had to take them into
his mouth. One and then, when she was crying out his name in need, the
other.  The very thought of Raegan calling out his name caused his body
to make it's own need known to him.  It took every ounce of self control
to stop it from showing outwardly.