Kevin kissed over the ridge of her ear, his uneven breaths rasping
in her ear, "Raegan, we have to stop or I'm not going to be able to."
He went to move his hands, but Raegan's covered his, holding them
against her. Her eyes sparkled and a blush has worked it's way up to her cheeks,
"I don't want you to stop."

    Kevin looked at her, she had never looked more beautiful to him than
at that moment, then her words sank in.  His eyes looked deeply into
hers, looking to find if she understood what she was saying.  She smiled
softly, "Kevin?" He blinked, "Do you know what you are saying?"  She nodded, "I'm
saying I don't want you to stop.  I'm saying that I want you to make
love to me."  She said it in the simplest terms possible and it filled
Kevin's body with a desire for her that was so strong, he was powerless
to stop it.  It literally took his breath away.  He was so quiet that
Raegan immediately started to fear that he didn't feel the same.

    She bit her lip, "Kevin?  Are you okay?"

    He leaned forward and kissed her forehead, "I'll be right back."
Without another word, he stood up and went upstairs.  She could only
stare after him in shock.When he was gone for a few minutes, she let all of the emotions that
were spinning wildly through her take over.  "He doesn't want me.  I was
so stupid to think he would.  Why would he want me?  He doesn't want
me."  She pulled her knees upto her and leaned her forehead on them,
indulging in the tears that were pricking the back of her eyes.

    Through her tears, she didn't hear Kevin come back down the stairs
and he stood at the doorway to the room, staring at her.  The next
second he had his arms around her, her head on his shoulder.  He stroked
her hair, "Raegan, what's wrong?  Did you change your mind?  If you
aren't ready, we can wait." She lifted her head from his shoulder, "B-b-but, I thought you
didn't want me.  You just left!"

    Storms filled his grey-green eyes as he winced and shook his head.
'Kevin, you moron!  You made her cry, you made her think you didn't want
her!  Way to go, Rico Suavé.'  He took Raegan's hand and held it up like
she was stopping traffic.  He positioned it right infront of his face,
"Raegan, I want you take this hand and smack it into my forehead as hard
as you can." Raegan looked at him in confusion, "Why?"He smiled at her,
his Kentucky accent showing through as he spoke.
"Because I'm hopin' that it will knock some sense into me.  I went
upstairs to make everything perfect before I brought you up there.  You
know me when I get a mission in my head.  They don't call me Train for
nothing.  In my focus, I forgot to tell you that.  Raegan, I want you so
much.  I just want it to be perfect for you."  He closed his eyes and
braced, "Go ahead, smack me. Hard."
        She lowered her hand and took his head in both her hands placing a
soft kiss on his forehead.  He smiled and stood up, holding his hand out
for her.  She took it and he pulled her up from the couch, leading her
upstairs.  He walked up behind her, doing everything but keeping his
hands to himself.  He would pull her to him every couple of steps and
turn her around, kissing her.  The kisses started as small ones at the
bottom, but by the time they had reached the top stair, her body was
pinned against the wall by his and his tongue was exploring her mouth
like he was mining for gold.  Before she knew what was happening, her
feet left the ground and she was cradled in his arms as he kissed her
deeply.  He walked past her room to his.  He pushed open the door with
his foot and carried her inside.