Just so you all know, my life isn’t always this exciting. Normally were all just sitting around the fire roasting marshmallows and twinkies. You didn’t actually believe that, did you? I sure hope not. The truth is Im sick of this little pathetic life of mine! I want to get out of Tulsa, and never come back, but at the moment that doesn’t look like its going to happen anytime soon.
“I need to go somewhere” I said aloud to myself still sitting on the floor in shock. “I know I’ll spend the night in my house. Im sure that Bobby won’t mind.”
So, I grabbed my night clothes and a change for tomorrow. Slowly, I opend my bedroom door and creep down the hall to the front door, hoping not to see Isaac or Zac. Thankfully I made it over to my house, and to my suprise found Taylor sitting on the couch in the living room.
“Taylor,” I started to sat out of breath because I ran all the way to my house, “what are you doing here?”
“Isaac called me. I know everything that happened and I feel really bad and so does Ike. He wanted me to make sure your alright, he knew you wouldn’t talk to him” With that said Taylor motioned for me to come take a seat next to him on the white couch.
I am really starting to feel bad about the way I’ve been treating Isaac, but lets save that for another time.
“That was really sweet of him, and sweet of you to be here.”
“Haley, there’s nowhere else I’d rather be.” Alright, I am getting worried here Taylor’s never talked to me like this before. This better not be part of Zac’s big plan!
“Im sure there is. You can leave if you want.” I said starring down at my hands.
“Look at me Haley.” he said grabbing my head and making me look into his blue eyes, “I only want to be here, with you tonight.”
This but me in major panic mode. Okay, so I am used to guys acting this way, but there’s just something different about him.
“Don’t be so tense, its just me Taylor” he said grabbing my hands and placing them against his cheek. I quickly pulled my hands away. I just couldn’t do this something was holding my back, and that something is Isaac Hanson!
“Taylor Im sorry, but I just really need to be alone tonight.” After saying that I jumped up and ran up the stair case to my familiar safe bedroom away from all the Hansons who cause me so much heart ache!
Dear Journal,
Today was definitely a day for the record books of the worse day possible. First, there
was the Zac experience where he wanted to do bad things to me. Then, the person that
saved me was Isaac, whom I have no respect for. Next, Taylor shows up in my living
room sweet talking me, when is this all going to just end! I hope soon. I need a vacation,
a long one to the Bahamas! Its late and im tired, night!
I woke up the next morning pretty late, for me at least. Luckly it was a Sunday which means I have one day to settle down for school tomorrow.
“No Hanson today!” I said to myself as I walked down the stairs into the kitchen. To my horror sitting at the kitchen table was Taylor.
“Taylor, I really think that you should leave”
“Im not going anywhere until I know that your okay.”
“I’ve never been better. Now get out of my house!” I screamed opening the door in my kitchen that leads to the back yard.
“Taylor i think you should leave our house,” said Bobby walking into the kitchen. This was the first time I was actually happy to see my brother.
“Why should I?” asked Taylor walking up to Bobby.
“Because my sister has had enough trouble from you and your family to last a whole lifetime, and I think that she should stay here from now on.”
“Thats not up to you! Its Haley’s decision.” Taylor said turning to me, “So, are you going to stay here or come back to my house?”
Why do they always put me in situations like this? A part of me really wants to get away from them, but there’s another part that really needs to be near them, especially the two oldest ones!