Part 2

AJ woke up the next morning, to the sun rising through the curtains. He turned over expecting to find Roxanne, but was surprised to see that she was gone. He looked around the room. Nothing was different. He went into the bathroom and looked in the shower.

"Roxanne?" He called around the room. She was nowhere. He grabbed his stuff and ran to the front of Vatalini's Inn. The blonde from yesterday was sitting there.

"Hey um can I talk to Roxanne?" AJ asked nicely. She looked up from her book.

"Mr. McLean? You paid your bill last night am I right?" He nodded his head. "Right well then you done until you come back."

"No I want to talk to Roxanne!" AJ raised his voice.

"Well you cant!" A loud male voice boomed from behind. AJ turned around to see a tall masculine man. "Roxanne is on leave and will be back in a few days." He softened his tone down. " I am Xander welcome to Vatalini Inn, if you want another lady we can set you…"

"No I need to speak to Roxanne, please can you give me a number where I can reach her?

"I'm sorry but when she leaves, we don't know where she is. Did she do something to you?" Xander asked.

"Yeah, she made me fall for her." AJ stormed out the door and didn't look back. He got into his car and made his way to the nearest airport. Xander and Zania were stunned by what just had happen.

"Zania, remind me to have a long talk when Roxanne gets back." Xander announced. "One more thing Zania, you hear form her tell me right away." Xander walked off and in the distance Zania heard him shut the door.

"Roxanne you got yourself in some trouble." Zania mumbled to herself.
Roxanne got off the plane and made her way to hail a taxi. A cab came up and Roxanne got in.

"Hilton please." Roxanne asked the driver. Within no time she was at her place. After about ten minutes of patiently waiting Roxanne went in to her hotel room. She rented the pent house, it was huge it was hers too! She smiled and went in to the bedroom. She sighed and thought of how angelic AJ looked when she had left him. She wanted his warmth right next to her but it would be impossible, she stripped and went into her bed, soon afterwards she fell fast asleep.

AJ stomped in to his front door. Through the plane ride home all he could see was Roxanne, all he could feel on him was Roxanne he wanted to scream. He entered his bedroom and caught his breath. He saw a woman with long black hair in his bed. He thought it was Roxanne. He ran to the bed grabbed her and kissed her passionately on the lips. Not really paying attention he felt something different. He pulled back. He saw Mia opening her eyes.

"Good Morning baby." She smiled.

"What the fuck did you to your hair?" AJ demanded.

"Well I thought you would like it?" She looked closely like Roxanne, which angered AJ more.

"I want it out." AJ went into his closet and started undressing. He needed to take a shower and calm his nerves.

"Well how was it?" Mia asked coming into the closet with him.

"It was fine." He really didn't want to talk about it. Mia obviously didn't care much for she changed the subject.

"Well guess what? I have the biggest surprise." Mia smiled hopelessly.

"Well what is it?" AJ asked as he went into the bathroom.

"Amanda Clark is in Florida doing a book signing! She never does and I get to meet her too!" AJ stopped. He looked at Mia. Roxanne flashed through his mind.

"When do we go? When is it? How long do I have?" AJ asked quickly digging for the details.

"We? You always hated her? Why would you want to go?" Mia wondered.
"No! I do! I mean I don't want you to go alone, I have missed you baby." AJ sauntered his way towards her. She came over to him and kissed him. He deepened the kiss with force and Mia let out a deep moan. AJ was surprised as hell, she never moaned when he kissed her. When he pulled back she gasped for air.

"Mm baby I'm gonna send you there more often. You have an hour so hurry." Mia scampered off into the house. AJ would see Roxanne and he would take he heart as she has taken his.

The phone bleared out ringing. Roxanne grumbled as she reached for it.

"Hello?" She asked sleepily.

"Ms Clark?" A person asked on the other line. Roxanne just hummed in response. "Hi, I am David and I'll be your assistant for your stay here. I have called to tell you we need to get going for your book signing. Also…"

"David is it?" Roxanne asked.

"Yes?"

"Where are you Hun?" David let out an embarrassed laugh.

"Actually I am outside your door, but I didn't want to intrude on you so I called on my cell." Roxanne hanged up the phone. She was laughing.

"David you can come in Christ!" David slowly opened her door. Roxanne saw a medium built blonde man shyly open the door. Roxanne smiled at him. "Hi there." She said.

"Hey." He said. Roxanne was confused as to why he was shy. "God, I am such a huge fan of yours you don't even know and when I found out I was going to be your assistant I almost fainted." Roxanne listened to him ramble on. He was gay he had to be. She smirked, and then heard him saw Mia, she snapped back to reality.

"What did you say?" She asked.

"I mean if it's okay with you Ms Clark."

"I missed the last part, the whole thing." David laughed.

"I'm sorry my friend Mia is also a big fan and she loves you so much so I said because you have nothing schedule at this moment that I would try for her to meet you."

"Mia, that's a nice name I would love to meet her. I am kinda naked under these sheets so if you could wait outside I'll be ready in no time." David nodded and exited the room. Roxanne ran into the shower and got ready for her book signing. She really would never do such a thing, but it was the first idea that popped in her head knowing she wouldn't get in much trouble when she got home.

"God! AJ! I can't believe that I'm about to meet her!" Mia was screeching. AJ just pretended like he was listening. But in reality he was searching for any glimpse of Amanda (a.k.a) Roxanne. "Oh David!" Mia yelled. AJ watched David make his way over to her.

"Hey girlfriend." David said, he hugged her then glanced a smile at AJ. " I didn't know you were a fan AJ." David asked.

"Well you know I missed Mia so I decided to tag along I hope you don't mind." AJ shot back. David just dismissed him he grabbed Mia.

"I was in her bedroom and she was a goddess man I almost turn straight at the sight of her. Oh and your hair you look just like her." David glanced down at his waist, his pager was buzzing. "Girl I gotta go but take this key and wait in the room. Amanda is going in there after he signing to relax and talk to you okay?" Mia hugged him tightly.

"I love you so much for this." Mia and AJ made there way into the back room. AJ was surprised at the furnished and cozy it was. Just for some book writer? "AJ look at this place!"

"What I get nicer than this and you know it!" AJ huffed he grabbed a chair and sat his ass down. Mia didn't seem to mind his pissed of mood.

"AJ look this is her bottle oh my god she probably has drank from this bottle!" She was acting like his fans. He leaned back and just waited for his lady to come. After an hour listening to Mia freak out the door slowly opened. AJ heard the lady curse and saw her throw down her bag and fully entered. Before he could do anything Mia screamed.

"Amanda I love you so much." She grabbed Roxanne and hugged her. Roxanne was shocked she thought she had an hour before Mia came. Not being able to see she felt Mia get pulled of. By the time Roxanne got adjusted she looked up and saw AJ.

"Shit what the fuck are you doing here?" She demanded. Mia didn't quite understand that she was talking to AJ and not her.

"Amanda, David said we were to meet you." Mia looked at her hopefully.

Roxanne changed her frown into a smile. She had to play the poor girl. Who would have thought that this was Mia, what a small world?

"I am sorry its just some kid spilled pop into my lap and I was startled that's all. Sit down please I just need to change my pants." AJ watched her as she digged through her bag. Right in front of them she changed AJ couldn't believe it, he looked away.

"AJ, don't be embarrassed, I have told you 100 times that Amanda is not ashamed of herself you can look." Mia comforted him. But what she didn't know is that seeing her half naked brought back the glorious memories of last night.

"I am sorry I should have changed elsewhere." Roxanne apologized. She sat down at the table and waited.

"Okay wow I never thought I would meet you! You don't know how excited I am." Mia rambled.

"Go ahead Hun ask your questions away." Roxanne offered. In the back of her mind she was trying to block out the pictures of AJ but couldn't. This was going to be a long session.

"Okay um well my first question is why don't you publicize more often?"

"With my normal life its just to hard I like to keep my privacy and such other things."

"Understandable, AJ and I oh you haven't introduced each other Amanda this is my boyfriend AJ."

"Hi Amanda it's a privilege to meet you." AJ reached out and kissed her hand. Roxanne smiled timidly. Their gaze locked for a moment.

"Anyway AJ is a backstreet boy and we know how it is with privacy." Suddenly David burst through the door.

"Mia I need to talk to you right now." Before Mia could do anything he dragged her out of the room. Leaving AJ and Roxanne completely alone. There was an uncomfortable silence. AJ was debating on whether to yell at her for using him so emotionally or should he just grab her and kiss her. Roxanne was just sitting there patiently waiting for Mia's return.

"Roxanne we need to talk." Roxanne didn't reply she just sipped at her coffee. AJ moved closer to her.

"AJ don't. What I did to you was unfair and cruel. I am so sorry, I didn't charge you anything. You have been cleared and you have no connections to Vatalini's Inn." AJ was listening to her just shut him out of her life.

"But I want to go back and I want to get to know you and I…"

"Well you cant okay?!" AJ flinched back recalling it was the exact same thing Xander yelled at him when he was asking for Roxanne. Roxanne took a deep breath. She was fighting the tears that threatened her eyes. AJ moved closer and caressed her face. He kept his hand on her face and slowly brought his lips close to hers. He was taken back when Roxanne eagerly deepened the kiss. She wrapped her arms around his neck. AJ was in heaven, Roxanne slid of her chair and pushed AJ to the ground. She was touching him everywhere. "I'm sorry AJ, I should have stayed with you." AJ felt the wetness of tears on his face. He pulled back and sat up with her.

"Its okay Roxanne, you're here now and I am with you. Baby please don't cry." Roxanne wiped the tears off her face. She smiled and looked up at AJ, he was everything Xander was and to top it off he was also unavailable just like Xander. Mia came back into the room beaming. Roxanne got up right away and sat back on the chair leaving AJ on the floor.

"Ms. Clark, David had a family emergency and with me being the only one here, I get to be your assistant until he is available again!" Mia squeaked. Roxanne put on a lazy smile.

"That's great Mia really." She cleared her throat. " Now grab my bags and lets go back to the hotel, I feel really I'll and I wanna take some medicine before the Romance Times comes is that okay?" Even though Roxanne didn't need her permission she asked anyway.

"Ms. Clark anything you want! AJ grab her bags and lets go." Mia ordered.

Roxanne watched AJ do what he was told, she let out a giggle remembering his 3 seconds of domination last night. AJ looked at her warily and moved on through the back way. A big man was at the door. He reminded AJ of the man last night.

"Madame are you ready?" AJ realized it was the man from last night! He tried not to make eye contact with him.

"Yes Mark I am." Roxanne knew that she could trust Mark to protect her.

"The car is waiting for you at your leisure and you bottle of Vodka awaits as well." Roxanne's face light up.

"Oh god Mark I love you!" She made her way to the car and broke out the bottle. By the time everyone was in the car was already on her 5th shot. "Mark you know what? I don't know why Xander doesn't let us drink? I mean its not like were bad or anything? Why do you think that?"

"Um Ms Clark who is Xander?" Mia asked. AJ was wondering how she would answer this.

"He is my master." Roxanne replied. AJ was speechless.

"Your master? Girl you mean to tell me you're in a controlling relationship? How could you I mean your such a strong women." Mia kept on talking and Roxanne kept on drinking.

"Madame you need to slow down," Mark suggested.

"Me? Hun you know I gotta stomach of steel." Roxanne lifted up her shirt. "See steel." She went into a fit of laughter.

"God AJ she is worse than you when she drinks." Mia snickered, AJ just rolled his eyes. "Ms. Clark what are you going to do for dinner?"

"Your going to make it for me Bitch! HA!" Once Roxanne said it she slapped her mouth with her hand. AJ was laughing uncontrollably. Mia hit him in the side to stop. Roxanne put her bottle down and calmed a little. "Mia I am so sorry I had no intention of disrespecting you."

"No its okay Ms. Clark, actually it has always been a fantasy of mine to be your bitch." Mia smiled so innocently. AJ looked at her like he didn't know her. Roxanne raised her eyebrow.

"Really?" She asked.

"Oh my god the way you write you sex scenes its so stimulating, I wish I was a guy at time just to have you ravish me."

"It can be arranged."

"You mean it really?" Mia asked excitedly.

"Oh of course and I'll do you one better." She leaned forward and flashed a devilish grin at AJ. "I can teach you both of you so many things that you will never be un-joined at all." Mia was so indulged.

"What do you say AJ can we please?" Mia pouted. He didn't know what to say.
"Well we don't have to use him Mia, Mark is fine and then you can go home and ravish AJ with what you learned with Mark." Roxanne leaned back and waited for an offer to be accepted. AJ didn't know how to contemplate this all. He would get Roxanne again but with the company of his girlfriend.

"I don't know Amanda, having sex with another man besides AJ it wouldn't feel right." Mia replied. AJ scoffed.

"You just sent me…"

"Don't AJ not in front of Amanda." Mia demanded. AJ hated feeling so weak in front of Roxanne. Before he knew it Roxanne was sneezing up a storm. She starting coughing loudly and she whispered something to Mark. He shook his head. They finally made it to the hotel all the while Roxanne was moaning like she was dying.

"Madame let me get you some medicine?" Mark begged as he brought her to the couch in her room. All Roxanne did was curl up into a ball and nod her head. "Mia could you take me to the nearest drug store and AJ please watch over her, she coming down with something, and I want to get her well before the interview."

"I have no problem Mark, do you mind AJ?" Mia asked.

"No but why don't I go with." Before AJ could finish Roxanne started coughing roughly again.

"Come Mark lets go." With that Mia and Mark zoomed out the door. AJ went over to Roxanne and started rubbing her back to calm her down. Once she heard the door click, she stopped coughing and got up.

"I knew one day those acting classes would pay off." She was dancing around the room. "You want something to drink AJ?"

"Umm no thanks but what' with the act?" She made her way over to him.

"I shouldn't have left you this morning." She whispered. Slowly she sat down and leaned against him, you were so sweet and angelic looking." Roxanne started rubbing his arm. "Your tense turn around let me rub you." AJ hesitated at first but reluctantly turned around. Roxanne started at his neck slowly moving to his shoulders.

"God Roxanne that feel so good." AJ moaned, her hands were firm yet with a feminine touch.

"Talk to me AJ why are you so stressed?" Roxanne moved her hands around to the front his chest.

"I'm stressed because everything that I thought was right has completely flipped on me."

"I'm sorry about that." Roxanne kissed the back of his neck. He moaned in delight.

"Also, I think I may have fallen for someone I cant have." Roxanne was grazing his ear when he confessed. She let go of him and sat back and watched. Finally he turned around to see Roxanne had tears in her eyes.

"You remind me so much of Xander when we were young." Roxanne gave a lazy smile. AJ wanted to hold her and tell that her could be he Xander, but he just leaned forward and kissed her. AJ pushed her down and deepen his kiss, he let his hands roam all of Roxanne's body. Roxanne started un-buttoning AJ's shirt.

"I don't think we have time to finish." AJ murmmed against her neck.

"Yes we do don't worry about it." Roxanne pushed his shirt of his shoulders. "Sit up." AJ did as he was told, Roxanne sat up and pulled her shirt off, leaving her in a red satin bra. AJ felt the fabric of her bra, it reminded him of the satin sheets that were on the bed last night. She reached up and caressed his face. "What are you thinking about?" she asked.

"How extremely addicting you are?" Before Roxanne could reply AJ crushed her lips and starting undoing her jeans. She was loving this, this is everything she ever wanted, to be loved and wanted not by a paying costumer but by a strong loving man. His touch strong but so delicate, the way he moved with her, their body's fit together like a perfect jig saw piece. He stroked her lower stomach and slid into her. So smooth so tight, AJ clenched his teeth to keep himself in check before he ended to early, as he moved forward and backward he never let go and Roxanne gaze. Her eyes held so many secrets, so many fears and so much love. Time stopped nothing mattered more to either of them besides each other's pleasure.

Roxanne's eyes fluttered open, AJ was draped over her body. She smiled and smoothed down his hair. She looked at her watch wondering what the hell Mark did with Mia for two hours, it was obvious she sent Mark to seduce her but she didn't think her would do that well considering he is only to do what his is told by her. She would talk to him later. Carefully she slid out from under AJ and slipped her clothes back on. She heard a light knock, not really thinking about it she open the door widely and her smile dropped.

"Ms. Amanda Clark makes her once in a lifetime appearance at a local Florida book store. Fans made her way over there to see the talented romance novelist.

Interesting Roxanne don't you think?" Xander lifted his gaze from his paper to Roxanne.
"How'd you find me Xander?" She demanded.

"You may think you have full control of Mark but he still has to answer to a higher power…" He pushed Roxanne aside and walked in to her room. "Me!" He roared at her. She flinched at the harshness of his voice.

"I was coming back, Xander there is no need to get your panties in a twist." Roxanne brushed passed him trying to keep him where he wouldn't see AJ.

"My panties in a twist? Woman you know I don't even wear underwear." Xander mocked her. "The fact that you left with out permission or not letting anyone know where you were? How was I to know that some freak kidnapped you for his own pleasures! You scared me to hell Roxanne!" Xander hugged her tightly like he hadn't seen her for years.

"I'm sorry Xander but I had to leave, I couldn't stay I had to leave." Roxanne whispered into Xander's chest.

"Why? Is it because of last night? I can help you through this Roxy just let me help?" Roxanne backed away from Xander.

"I cant its deeper then just a romantic lay okay? It's more than that! I was young and stupid when I agreed to this life! I want to have children Xander I want a husband to love me for me not my capabilities to please him! Plan and simple Xander I just want to be loved!" Xander stepped back he knew this was going to be hard but not this hard.

"Roxy, before you left you took the blood test…"

"Well of course I would, I'm still watching out for myself." Roxanne looked at Xander confused, she noticed his beautiful green eyes turn pale. Roxanne felt tightness in her stomach. "What's wrong Xander do I have…"

"I am so sorry Roxanne, you don't know how sorry I am." Xander rushed over to her as she collapsed on her knees. She clutched on to him, holding him tightly. "You will be fine I will find you the best doctor and we will get your fixed up I swear to you." Both of them were sobbing what they didn't know was in the background AJ was watching to whole thing. He ran to the bathroom and ran into the shower trying to clean himself praying to God that he didn't catch the unthinkable.

"Xander I am so scared what's going to happen? I am going to die?" She choked out, Xander caressed her face, the women he loved was dying. He held his grip over her and just held her, trying to hold every last moment with her. He looked up and saw the scared look up, he saw AJ standing there, and he was scared and helpless not knowing. Xander looked back down and nuzzled his head into her neck.