SAHAJA'S TEACHINGS
To me, Sahaja is a rather enlightened being with whom I had the pleasure of interacting with.
I learned a lot...
11/17/99
the heart’s gift
Beloved:
The Greatest Teacher is in the Silence of the Heart.
This is no ordinary silence. This is the silence of a still mind,
empty mind, no mind. Feel into your heart. Let go of everything.
If you trust your Heart, I will invite you to connect with me.
Sit quietly.
Take slow deep breaths.
Place your fingertips on your Spiritual Heart, feel.
Now feel Gratitude. Keep feeling Gratitude. Let go...
As you are safe within your Heart, invite me to come to you.
I will reach out to touch you, to bring you deeper into your Heart.
Don't look for anything with the mind. Just feel Gratitude, for
no reason.
Stay with it as long as you can comfortably.
We are all connected through the Oneness of our Hearts.
Just slightly using the mind to tune in to someone, you can enter
their energy presence and exchange gifts, so to speak.
My gift to you is to point out to you, as you have created the
space of emptiness, the ocean of Love that is your Home.
As you
have let go of the mind enough and rest into your Beautiful Heart,
you will begin to feel peace. As you stay with it, you will start
to feel happiness, happiness for no reason.
And as you continue
to honor your wonderful Heart and let go of the mind, you will
experience Bliss, there we will meet. But there is no goal to
meet me, this is all for YOU. I am nothing but your Self, playing
in this body. There is only Oneness, the Bliss and Ecstasy of
Oneness. I have a gift for you my Beloved. Meet me in the Silence
of the Heart, and receive It.
:)
Dear Sweet Beloved:
It is so easy to become identified with this illusion, yet there
are no problems. It is only the mind that projects its concepts
that would have us believe in anything. You are not who you think
you are, no one is. Who you are cannot be thought. Who you are
is so far beyond the mind's capacity to comprehend that the mind
can't believe it.
Even as we experience who we really are, the
mind can't understand nor accept our reality. So what do we do?
We simply let go. We let go of our identification of the mind
and observe, from a detached perspective. You are pure light.
And what does that mean to the mind? If there is a concept of you
being light, it is only a concept, still an illusion of the mind.
The reason you are feeling something from these words is that
your heart is giving you a feeling. Who you are is awakening,
through the Source of your Being, the portal to the realm of Oneness,
your Spiritual Heart. And the mind cannot go there. The mind
can only help by letting go, by being willing to surrender itself
into your Beloved Heart.
It is Bliss. And it is waiting for us all,
the illusion of us all, for there is truly only Oneness. But this
is too much for the mind alone. If we stay in the mind, we will
try to find something, someone, somewhere to go to attain what
the heart is, what the mind intuitively feels, yet can only look
outwardly for it. Let go of the mind. It will become empty.
And it is through this emptiness that the power of the heart's
love will flow through us. We have become identified with the vessel.
We are Spiritual Beings of Light. And we are here to have this
wonderful human experience. My life is a continuous surrender
of everything. And when we become empty, Love, that which the mind
sees as "out there", becomes us. Yet we are now and have always
been, Love.
It is just that the mind cannot know this. So we must
become free of the mind. And that is what Freedom is, freedom of
the mind. And when we are free of the mind, then the fun really
begins. But don't take my word for it. Find out for yourself.
See through the trickery of the mind. Don't believe in it. Let it go.
Sometimes what it takes is for us to become so sick and tired
of this limited world that we realize that there is nothing really
here for us that will truly make us happy. And this is a very
rare thing. Most of us keep looking, we don't stop. But eventually,
we begin to awaken. And everything is perfect. This world is just
as it is supposed to be. It is our Disneyland, our playground,
our earthly adventure. And all is well. So when we really want
to be free, all we have to do is to let go of the mind and live
in our Heart.
The mind won't like it at first but as it surrenders
more and more, the Divine sweetness of our true nature will draw us.
And we find it, we find ourSelves by loving our Hearts, being
in love with the Divine Beloved Self through our own heart.
And sometimes we can know ourSelves as love by loving a Heart that
is Free, because that Free Heart is open to the Oneness that we
all are.
It is a reflection of The Self, our Self. When you either
look into the eyes of the Beloved through another aspect of the
Self or go within yourSelf and recognize the Beloved as you,
it is all the Beloved, playing with ItSelf, in our Cosmic Dream,
the infinite One, as the many. I bow to you my Awakening Sweet
Divine Beloved.
The fire of my heart is burning so brightly that
I can see you. Letting go, becoming nothing, empty, the whole
universe is contained within my Heart, in Love.
Namaste, my Beloved Self
P.S. Waking up is fun.
Knowing The Self
Beloved Self:
What is the last thought you embrace before letting go of the
world at night?
What is the first feeling you feel as you awaken in the morning?
Are you willing to let go of the limitations of the mind?
Does your heart yearn for love so much that at times it hurts?
Do you have a feeling in your heart that you are not really
a limited human being confined to the realms of the mind only?
Are you willing to let go of everything and become empty, to be
filled with Love, to become Love?
Would you like to be free of all fear and in Freedom, knowing
yourSelf as Pure Unconditional Love, play, explore, enjoy and
have fun, whether you are doing anything or not?
Would you like to play with me?
11/16/99
sea of bliss
Sweet Beloved Beloved:
You are a child of innocence.
Your heart is pure and your mind is letting go to become your
loyal servant.
Forget everything else and live in your heart.
Your beautiful heart is the portal to our true home.
The mind cannot go there, but you can. Let go of the mind, it only
keeps us here in the illusion of illusions. Let your mind become
empty by feeling Gratitude. Then the love of your heart, its
intuition, will guide and inspire you. Continue to trust your
beautiful heart Beloved. When I tune in to your wonderful heart,
I become intoxicated by its love, bliss. Let us meet, my Beloved,
our hearts know the way.
Let go of the mind and feel into your
heart, there I will meet you in a more real way than your mind
can imagine. Feel Gratitude. Gratitude brings your awareness
from the mind into your heart. Welcome love from your heart,
my Beloved. Words only touch the truth with imagination, but we
will use words until the sweetness of the heart is so inviting
that nothing else can take us. Sit still, feel Gratitude and how
your heart opens. Dive into your open heart and awaken to your
reality. You will not lose anything but gain everything.
I bow to the pure innocence of the Child of your Heart.
We are here to awaken and play, have fun and enjoy this wonderful
journey. Let's play my Beloved Divine Playmate. Trust your Heart
and you will intuitively know the Way.
Meeting you in the Silence of the Heart,
Your friend and playmate,
:)
P.S. I love your beautiful words that so sweetly flow from your Heart.
You are so sweet.
The innocence of your heart is so beautiful. I love the pure child
of your heart. She touches me deeply. She knows how to steal the
silence of my heart and render me helpless. Few touch me so.
But the child's mind looks for me in the world, I live in the Heart.
Go deeper my Beloved. You have touched me, you know where to
find me. Not through the mind, you know where. I do not mean to
withhold anything from you, and I won't.
But first, know me,
otherwise it will be like all the rest of the sleeping Ones who
live and believe in the illusions of the mind. Meet me through
the Oneness of our Hearts by feeling Gratitude. Let go of the
mind. You can only see me, know me, make love and be one with me,
through the Silence of the Heart.
I invite you to let go of the mind, and feel Gratitude, for no reason.
You will find yourself in the openness of your Beautiful Heart,
where you, the real you exists. The Treasures of this realm are
endless. I welcome you here, to come home and share all the wealth
and Freedom that is your Divine Right.
Let go and allow the mind
to become the loyal, faithful servant to your Beloved Heart.
It is time to wake up and be free my Beloved. I bow to the blissful
presence of your Beautiful Heart, I feel it. I love you with all
of my Heart,
Namaste,
me
[i implored him to listen to my heart...]
oh, sahaja,
your words reveal the wisdom that you have cultivated
in the silent sweetness of your being
i do know this experience
and happily return here
to the inner knowing of my trueSelf
i feel such beauty in my being
what a gift i may give myself
yet this same gift was given
as you described it
to remind me
sweetness and tenderness are the food for my soul's longing
listening to the moments unfold
i discover the truth of pure being
there is no better pursuit
yet so many resist
fearing their magnificence that calmly awaits surrender
the divine blessed me long ago
and that gift
has always helped me
through moments of illusion and fear
yet your words pierce the core of my understanding
in a way
that few have ever even attempted
the journey is frought with distractions
perhaps because we must consciously choose bliss
for our self-realization to be truly attained
awakening to our true nature of divine love is supreme
the light, the colors, the subtle and not-so-subtle...
alive as never before in our sleepy states of desire
though desire can be the impetus toward such enlightenment
where is there to go or what to do
when we go within, the world dissolves into eternal being
until some forces leads us away
yet
we may stay centered in that divine love state
even as we move in the world
love guides me to such awakening
and i thank you for your sweet spiritual carresses
you are love as you reach out to inspire
the magnetism of your love must attract many who long for their own
awakening
you found the source and make your home there
in one of my early poems i wrote that
i long to be with a man who has seen the face of God...
so that together we could share this knowing
are you not married?
have you not wanted your beloved to manifest through a person?
to share the richness of your love
?
have you ever wanted to have children?
i know how to live from the source of love
yet i still benefit so from reminders
the waves of my being engage and disengage
perhaps then it is the practice of returning to our true source of love
that leads us to a state of sustaining that sacred awareness
despite the earthly dramas that would lead us astray
i rededicate my life over and over
to develop my love vibration
to be a channel for love and light
to serve the world in a way that expand the reality of love
here where illusion holds sway over the sincere souls of Earth
do you not delight in the wonder of earthly experience
to savor but not be deceived
by music, ice cream, flowers, kisses, children's laughter, dancing,
colors, beaches, waterfalls,
all the many manifestations of goodness...?
do you withdraw from your time on earth
to dwell amongst the stars?
then why did you incarnate?
what engages you?
as you are so divinely rooted in the supreme vibration of love
you may fully engage with all of life
and continue your own evolution of self-realization
to be joyful and fully participate in the life we are given
is such awakening in itself
still anchored in truth and illumination
love is infinite and eternal
and the cosmic drama is perfect
yet are you not called to help others even more
as you recognize the strength of your source?
do you keep your bliss to your self?
how then, and in what ways
do you find it fulfilling to share it?
these are the questions this morning
as i continue to sit with you in my not-so-silent heart
my mind is not so eager to be dismissed
though my heart's laughter is ever-ready today
i luxuriate in the depths of my being
feeling the expansiveness
extended my bliss through space and time
dancing in the energy of my awakening
may you have a blessed day
with warm feelings embracing you
and sweetness you constant companion...
with tenderness and love,
tantric princess
...and he responded:
11/9/99
Sweetness
You are so sweet Beloved. I love the purity and innocence of your
childlike spirit. With all of your questions that I always welcome,
I can only smile.
If I were to share with you everything that your heart desires,
you would only know the Oneness of Love, the pure white light
of Love. And I will gladly meet you there through the freedom
of Emptiness, No-Mind. Yet all is well. We are here to experience
everything. No matter what we may believe we are experiencing,
we can only know the Truth of who we are through the Heart.
And that means that we must be free of the mind's illusions of
fears, desires, beliefs and concepts. We are Freedom, Enlightenment
ItSelf.
But we have allowed ourSelves to become identified with
the body/mind experience to have this wonderful human drama.
It is all so beautiful and mysterious. Yet through the heart's
intuition, as we live in our heart and let go of the mind's
illusory problems and projections, we know the unspeakable Truth
and enjoy the heart's love as Bliss. I honor you, I bow to you,
and recognize you, my Beloved Self. You are a rare diamond in
this diamond field of hidden treasures. Most people are so
identified with the mind that it seems impossible to let it go.
As long as we are identified with the mind as real, there will
always be some innocent, just, desire that will take us away
from our Beloved Heart's Bliss.
When we are free, we can experience
anything without being trapped by the mind, but until then,
as long as we live in the mind and believe its illusions, we
will always be looking for some happiness in people, places
and things. The Treasure that you are is what the mind looks for
in the world. It never ends. The mind and the world will always
claim you if you don't claim yourSelf. And when we do claim
our Self, then we are free to play in the world, enjoying everything,
from a free perspective, in the Heart, in Bliss. And when we
are living in this Bliss of the Heart, why would we leave for
the temporary illusory pleasures and pains of the world?
You know, my Beloved, you know. When we are ready to wake up
from this sleep that the mind has created for us, all we have
to do is to let go of the mind, stop believing in the mind as
the truth and feel love in the Heart, love your Heart. It is so
Blissful.
Why would we leave our Bliss for illusions? I will meet
you in the Heart, my Beloved, whether we never meet in person
or engage in the ecstasy of orgasmic love making. We can really
only meet in the Oneness of the Heart. Everything else is the
dream illusion of the mind. What do you want, my Beloved?
I can give you nothing. But if you want to know yourSelf as Bliss
beyond comprehension, I will meet you in that ecstatic joy
through the Oneness of our Hearts. My hand is open for you, always.
And all you have to do is let go of everything of the mind.
Nothing bad will happen.
Your heart will take over, and the mind
in its surrender and emptiness will be able to receive your
heart's intuitive guidance. And it will no longer take you away
from your Beloved. You will know your Oneness with your Beloved
everywhere, in everyone, everything. This is your Truth. You are
That right now. It is just the power of ourSelves as Consciousness
that gives the mind its power to create this illusion. It is
all our Divine Play.
And you are so beautiful my Beloved. Come,
meet me, play with me, make love with me in the orgasmic Oneness
of our heart. It is everything that you have ever wanted and
was distorted by the mind to take you away from your Beloved,
your Bliss. But I will wait for you my Beloved, for eternity,
which is always NOW.
In the Heart, only now exists. In the mind,
the illusions of pain, suffering and time seem to separate us.
There is only the Truth of Oneness, Love and Bliss. Why wait
for happiness to come to you? It is your very Truth, Being
and existence. Tonight, if you would like to, I invite you, as
you lay down to rest, to imagine our two Hearts touching.
Put the finger tips of your hands on the right side of your chest,
just to the right of center. Feel into your spiritual heart.
Let go of the thoughts of the mind. Don't try to do anything
except feel Gratitude.
And as your Consciousness moves from the
mind to your Heart, the experience of yourSelf will begin.
Give yourself to it. Surrender to Love.
This is where we can meet.
This is where our own unique experience will begin. Here is where
we may truly make Love, in the orgasmic nature of the Heart.
Loving you, my Beloved. Thank you for the intoxicating light that
you bring. I bow to you.
sahaja
11/8/99
autumn wind
Beloved One:
Thank you for your heart's words, so beautiful.
I have seen sahaja.com, and I am not affiliated with them.
Sahaja is sanskrit for spontaneous.
Perhaps I will find a photo to send to you. First, I'll have to
find out how to send it.
I live in the San Diego area.
If you are able to recognize love by looking into my eyes, then
why wait? Look into your mirror.
But I would love to find ourSelves lost in the heart's love as we
reflected that to each other through our eyes
What is there to tell about me? What I do? What I look like?
I am very boring. All I do is live in the silence of the heart
and feel the bliss of love. And just watch the Divine Beloved's play.
When we allow ourSelves to be identified with the outgoing
illusory producing mind, we allow the mind to take us to people, places
and things to find what bits of happiness that we believe are there.
The truth is, we are that happiness. Who we are is happiness ItSelf.
But since the mind's senses are all pointing outwardly, we rarely
go within to discover the greatest treasure, our own Hearts.
As long as we identify with our minds, we will be looking for
some kind of happiness in the world. If we could actually do that,
we would have found it there in a real way. But as you know, it is
all temporary.
When we are vigilantly letting go of all the
mind's diversions of thoughts, beliefs and the like, we begin to
discover something sweet, right within our own hearts. Eventually,
we realize that that sweetness is the only worthwhile experience
that isn't temporary. If one can let go of the mind's problems
and dive into the peace of the Heart, why leave that? There must
be a feeling in the Heart that calls us, then we stop dishonoring
ourSelves and just be, Love.
You know all of this, your heart knows. And when you see the truth,
your heart resonates with affirmation. What is there to tell about
me? I am like you. I choose love and happiness. There is only
Oneness, and you are That, I am That. And this is our Divine Lila.
When we truly wish to see our Beloved, we stop looking outside of
ourSelves. As we experience ourSelves as the Beloved Self, we see
everyone, everything as the Beloved. YOU are the One, Beloved
Beloved, YOU, not your mind but who you really are, in your Heart.
And the mind cannot go there, so you have to be willing to let
go of all the mind's problems, mentally. Then you rest into the
silence of the heart and you will find all the love that you have
ever wanted.
The truth is, I am yourSelf, there is no separation.
It is just the mind that creates the illusions of time, space
and separation. And when we believe in the mind, we believe that
we are humans and suffer accordingly. You are the Beloved Self.
The mind can never know this, only the Heart can know the Truth.
If you really want to be one with your Beloved, and make love
in the bliss of the Heart, just let go of the mind that makes us
believe in all of this limitation, separation, etc..
The Truth is, your heart is the most powerful place in the
universe, your spiritual heart, not your emotional heart.
If you let go of all the mind's problems, mentally, you will leave
the prison of the intellect and return to the real wisdom of Truth
in the Oneness of the Spiritual Heart. It is all so very simple.
But the mind makes it seem very complicated.
Meet me in the Heart,
let go and dive into your heart and just feel. As the mind continues
to try to trap you with thoughts and feelings, just let them go.
What doesn't leave, simply hold in your Heart. There is so much
power there Beloved. As I write to you now, my Heart is burning
with love, Bliss.
And you are That, Love, Bliss. Join me my
sweet Beloved. Let go of your mind's dreams of limitations, desires,
imaginations. I am waiting for you. This has nothing to do with
the mind. Put your hands on your chest and feel Gratitude, just
feel it. Gratitude will take you out of your head and into your
heart. As you feel Gratitude, your heart will open, enjoy the
love. Don't let the mind try to project it out to make you think
that love is to be found elsewhere. It is you, my Beloved, YOU
are pure unconditional Love. It is True. I am waiting for you
my Beloved. And there is no where to go, nothing to do, just
let go of the ego and feel Gratitude as you rest into your wonderful
Heart. It is all so wonderful, You are so wonderful.
Your Beloved
Heart is waiting to show you, teach you through intuition, give
you Bliss as you awaken to the Oneness of Truth.
I bow to you,
again and again, you are pure Love, and as I write to you, tuning
into your heart, I am intoxicated by its Bliss. Thank you my
Beloved, thank you for bringing to this planet such a beautiful
heart, and coming here to awaken, sharing its Bliss with all.
I love you with all of my Heart.
sahaja:)
11/4/99
exquisite essence
Beloved:
You know the Secret of the Heart
It is known through the stillness of silence
Where the Lover(mind)is fully devoted to the Beloved
How can I hide from you now, you know the Secret
Time and space melt away
Your light shines, Oneness
The illusions are not real
In your heart, the joys of Bliss
Holding you, loving you, from everywhere
Within you
I receive your love
awakening
Surrendering
Jewels of thought, offered to the Beloved
Emptiness
Love expands
Bliss
11/4/99
exquisite essence
Thank you Beloved:
Your heart is open, opening.
The light and love that you are touches me, I feel you, and I
welcome you with all of my Heart. The mind would blind us from
the Truth of who we are, living Bliss. You are my Beloved,
the Source of all Love, and you have been hiding in the mind.
It is time for Awakening Dear One. Just let go of the mind,
you are not that. Just have the willingness to let go of all
the mind's problems, mentally.
In Truth, there are no problems.
You will find me, and yourSelf, in the silence of your heart
as you empty the mind in surrender.
I feel you my sweet Beloved,
your light is most Blissful, you intoxicate me. I dive into
the Oneness of your heart and melt with you, there is only Love.
There is only Oneness. Surrender the mind, its illusions and
know yourSelf, the Truth; You are Pure Unconditional, Absolute
Love.
The mind can never know who you are. Surrender the mind
and all of its thoughts, beliefs and concepts. Rest into your
Source, through the Greatest Teacher, Silence. Your Heart is
your home. And I am waiting for your there, Always. I see you.
I feel you. Welcome home my Beloved. I am here with you now,
in the Silence of the Heart.
Loving you,
sahaja
Beloved self
Surrendering
Breathing into your heart
Forgetting everything else
Living in your heart
Bliss
Oneness
The illusions of the mind cannot exist in the transmuting flame
of your heart. Hold everything in your heart, surrender everything
into your heart. You will know yourSelf, your Bliss, your Oneness.
There is only Love, my Beloved, and you are that Love. When we
really want to awaken into Bliss as love, all we have to do is
to let go of everything, mentally, then we know that it is only
the mind that is giving us this Cosmic Dream Play, and you are
the Beloved Dreamer, awakening.
I love you with all of my Heart,
your Beloved
11/3/99
sweet beloved
Beloved:
You have looked for me in other people, places and things, and yet
you have not found me. I am right here, in the silence of your
heart. If you look for me with your mind, you will never find me.
If you can surrender your mind into the Oneness of your heart,
your heart's intuition will show you where I am. When you truly
wish to be one with your Beloved, there must be nothing left
of the ego that would look for me through the mind's eye.
I invite
you to meet me. You can meet me through the Oneness of our hearts.
Just surrender your mind into your Spiritual Heart. And through
your heart's silence, love, intuition, will allow us to touch.
Use your imagination to cut through the beliefs and concepts of
the mind. Yearn for me with all of your heart, I am waiting for
you, my sweet Beloved.
I wish to give you everything and nothing,
for I have nothing to give to you my Beloved, except my Heart.
You have the power to manifest anything that you wish with your
mind empty and your heart open. Then, as you see clearly through
your spiritual eye, you will intuitively know and feel me.
Just go into your heart and feel. Imagine that I am waiting for
you from my heart. In the heart there is only Oneness, so we
will be able to feel each other touching. Eventually, when the
mind is empty and the heart's love is flowing through it, the
power of our heart's magnetism will draw us together.
The mind
creates the illusions of time, space and separation. We are
not our minds. It is only through the Truth of our Being, in the
heart, that we can truly meet, love or touch, through these bodies.
Meeting you in the silence of the Heart,
sahaja
As you stay with it, you will start
to feel happiness, happiness for no reason. And as you continue
to honor your wonderful Heart and let go of the mind, you will
experience Bliss, there we will meet. But there is no goal to
meet me, this is all for YOU. I am nothing but your Self, playing
in this body. There is only Oneness, the Bliss and Ecstasy of
Oneness. I have a gift for you my Beloved. Meet me in the Silence
of the Heart, and receive It.
:)
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