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October 16, 2000 The word MEDIOCRITY rang in my head throughout the whole day. I look at myself and I see someone who just "gets by" in life. In high school, I felt that I was very accomplished, and I felt like I was ahead of others around me. I could list off so many of my achievements. But, now that I'm in college, I feel like everything that I did in high school means nothing now, and I am left just being your average Joe. Of course, there is nothing wrong with that, but I am just not accustomed to it. I don't know why this is hitting me this hard right now, but if I had to make an educated guess, it would be school. I don't know if it's just the wrong major for me, or if I'm just not happy, or if I just can't handle it. I don't know. I do know that I am sticking with the decision that I made at the beginning of college, which means that I am just going to have to work harder in my classes. There's no other choice. Just another thing to brighten my day was looking at my gpa. It's not bad by any means, but I am just disappointed by it. I know that I could have had a 4.0 gpa, but it's just not happening. I am truly disappointed with my status in school right now, and all I can say to myself is to get off my lazy high-horsed ass and so something about it. That's all that I can say to myself… 
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