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November 28, 2000 It's been a really long time since I've really gone out…. I usually just go visit a friend and we talk or just sit around, but we really don't go out into public. My college life is pretty much just filled with class, house parties, and life in the dorm. I'm the Big/Little coordinator in my service fraternity, and I match up all the active brothers with the pledges. Dom was planning a little dinner with her little, and I decided to go with. It turned in Dom and her big, to her roommate Josie and her Big, and another pair. We were all going to go to dinner, but we just made it a movie. I took a little nap in Dom room after class, and by the time I decided to wake up…it was time for us to all leave. Josie's Big, Kelli, and Julia came to Dom's room. We left from there. Dom, Josie, and I went to the theater; Kelly and Julia picked up Julia's little. Oddly enough, when the girls and I got to the theather…guess who was standing inside of the doors….Cassandra's boyfriend. I haven't seen or heard from Cassandra in about three weeks, and my first week back in town…I see her boyfriend. Now, I don't know what the situation is, but I am assuming that she is still dating him, which means that she was going to show up at the theaters herself. I didn't want to make a big deal out of it, so I went into the theater and found a seat. I didn't see her all night, but I'm sure she's glad about it. There's no doubt in my mind that he told her that he saw me. I really feel that everything between her and I was blown out of proportion. I really cared about her, and I was really worried about her. From what I collect…she was only taking one class this semester…and I don't even know if she dropped out of that class. The last I heard, she wanted to go back to MN and go to school there….I guess I'll never know. Seeing her and talking to her is something that I really want to do...but I'm playing the games by her rules... I did as much as I could, it's really up to her to let me back in. Who knows if I'll ever get that chance, but this is a problem that I'm going to have to brave alone. Anyways….we all decided to see "Bounce." I really had no idea what the movie was about, but I know that Dom really wanted to see it. I must say that the movie was good. It wasn't the best movie, and it was a bit predictable…but worth the couple of bucks we spent to watch it. I must end with my fav quote from the movie… "It's not brave if you aren't scared…" 
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