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July 3, 2001

It's been a really long time since I've actually enjoyed a day of work…so I was really surprised that I was able to clock out with a smile still on my face. Although I still wasn't really training in Body…I enjoyed myself. Maybe it was because I got to interact with some of my favorite…I really don't know. The important thing was that there's still hope for this job.

Being the day before the 4th of July…I dressed for the occasion. There was still fitted women's t-shirt that everyone has been talking about….guys and girls. So, I thought that I'd be one of the first ones to wear it. So, on my break, I bought it, cut the sleeves off(I had to make it fashion forward), and I put it on. Everyone absolutely loved it on me…yeah!!

The day went by relatively fast. Oh my gosh…I forgot the most exciting part of my day. Before I left for work, my family's jeweler called to tell me that my watch came in today, and he wanted me to come in so that he could size it for my wrist. I asked my parents for a Movado watch, but when they actually said that they would get it…I didn't really believe they would because I was just joking when I asked. So, they let me choose the watch I wanted…which wasn't too hard because ever since forever…I have wanted the Valor. I love that Movado…

I went into the jewelry shop, and Dave…the jeweler…put it on my wrist. It looked so good…

So, after I got off work, I was going to go straight to pick up Tony, but I forgot my cell phone. So, I stopped home, and my dad had actually gone into the jeweler today to pick up my watch. It was turning out to be such a good day… So, I relaxed a little at home, and then I left to go pick Tony up from work. I had to stopped to get cigarettes…which ended up being buy one get one free… Could things get any better?!!

I got to Tony's work just in time before he clocked out. He told me that his car was fixed, so we drove over to pick it up. We dropped off his car, and then we drove to Megan's house… I was talking to my manager Zack today about this party…it's going to be a group of teenagers drinking (their parents are out of town…oooh). Tony's not a drinker…so I don't have to worry about looking after him.

We got to Megan's house, and we were the first one's there. A few more people that I already met got there, and we ordered some Chinese food. More and more people started to show. There was probably about 8 people. We all gathered in the living room talking…few people drinking…blah, blah, blah. So, the food came, we ate a little, and we smoked a lot. The only people not drinking were Tony and I…so there was a smoking break about every 15 minutes… I don't know what it is with being drunk and smoking a lot. I know that I've been there…but I still don't understand it. What was a bit disconcerting was that in one of the smoke breaks…it seemed like everyone was smoking marijuana. I mean, I know that I have tried it, but these kids did it habitually…and I really don't know how I feel being around it. All I can say is that they aren't my friends…and I only have to worry about them for tonight…

When the "kids" were drinking and playing their games, Tony brought me to the basement. He said that he wanted to get to know me…and so we talked a little…and we took the opportunity to make out a little.

Can I just say now that I am really falling for this boy.

We left the basement, and someone said that Tony's ex was here. I didn't know if I was ready to meet him. But, in the end it was all good. I was on my best behavior around the ex. But, I could see that he was really intimidated by me. He practically avoided me like the plague…but it's all good. The rest of the evening, I enjoyed Tony's friends…and Tony. It was a really feeling being able to kiss Tony in front of others. I want the world to know how much I like this boy.

Everyone started to get really tired. Everyone there, except for me, was sleeping over because they were all heading out to go to the Taste of Chicago tomorrow. As everyone was deciding on where to sleep, me and Tony were just laying together on the couch. I told him to walk me out to my car. Of course, we spent another thirty minutes next to my car talking and making out. I really didn't want to leave him this time. I can't say that I love this boy…because I just don't have those feelings yet…but I know that I do like him….a lot. He's becoming a special person in my life, and there are absolutely no complaints on my part…










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