Acceptance
Yoshamai
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HEAR IT... LOOK AT THE FIRST CHAPTER!!!
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My breath became short as his hands roamed my lithe body, lifting my shirt
to touch bare skin. I reached up and put both my hands on either side of
his face. Breaking the fiery kiss, he looked up at me, desire dancing over
his eyes. He trailed kisses over my cheeks and along my jawline.
"Who knew you were such a good kisser, Leonhart..." He said smirking. He
stroked my cheek with the back of his hand
"Whatever," I weakly retorted. He chuckled, both hands now on either side
of my body. "You're killing the moment..." I sighed, the sexual tension
becoming exceedingly unbearable. I reached up and attempted to group that
one stray hair with the rest. That one hair that made Seifer, who he
was.....Seifer. Matron wanted to cut it off when we were younger, but even
then, I adored him for it and many other odds and ends about himself.
'He's and oddball, that Seifer,' Matron used to say, ' but, he's one of a
kind.' He was... arrogance and apprehension rolled into one....A beautiful
little golden-haired angel he was, but he was alone. Alone and afraid. I
remember particularly that he was afraid of the dark but I never knew why.
I'd let him crawl into my bed late at night and snuggle up with me. I
smiled at the thought, gazing intently at him, memorizing his face.
"I want you," I whispered, losing myself in his handsome, jade green eyes.
I rubbed against the bulge in his pants with my knee.
"Are you sure you want to do this, Squall?" he said, regarding my actions,
"I mean, you're not gonna freak out on me, are you? You know, with me
being, well...me and all...."
"Of course, I wouldn't..." When he leaned in towards me, I closed my eyes
and parted my lips just slightly. "Besides, I wanted this for too long to
just back out now..." I said quietly through our mouths. He growled and
closed the distance between our moist lips for only about 4 seconds, then
began unbuckling my belt. Bringing me up onto his lap, he continued on my
pants. He then pulled my boxers down a little and looked up at me,
silently asking permission to go further. I nodded and at the same time,
he wrapped his bulky fingers around my now freed erection. I gasped at the
sudden movement.
"You're a virgin, babe?" I nodded, dumbly, completely embroiled in this
wonderful world of remarkable pleasure. I was awestruck at how much more
pleasure showered over me by his hand, than by mine own. I'd always
imagined Seifer jerking me off, but I never expected this! It was
astonishing. As he slowly stroked my arousal, I looked up at him, only
slightly embarrassed, finding his eyes staring back at me. "Don't be
afraid to explore... Touch me, Squall. Just mimic my movements."
He moved my hand from his shoulder to where his own hard cock rested
pressed between our bodies. I looked down, never noticing when he set his
firm member at liberty. Hesitantly, I gripped the base of Seifer's
manhood, stroking upwards, listening as he groaned low in his throat. I
chewed on my bottom lip while Seifer tucked his head in the crook of my
neck, both of us moaning loudly. I wanted to please him, so I stroked his
cock faster, with my other hand, I caressed his back. I watched as his
face contorted with pleasure. God, he felt so good... This was sweet
torture... "Don't stop, sweetheart, you're doing great..." Seifer
breathed, followed by a soft moan as I continued on his erection.
"Oh, God Seifer," I whispered. I panted as his index finger massaged the
head of my shaft, the tip of his finger sliding in the slit. I used my
other hand to gently caress his balls, squeezing softly. He let out a
choked moan and bit down onto my shoulder. I yelped out in pain. "Sorry,"
he huffed in a husky voice. He grinned at me sheepishly. An expression
that was moments later replaced with a frown of pure ecstasy. We came at
almost the same time. Slouching against one another, we tried to catch our
breath. He tilted my head upwards and planted another sweet kiss on my
slackened mouth. "You okay?" He whispered, nuzzling my cheek. I nodded,
obviously out of it. I brought my attention to the pearly white substance
gathered on my hand. Oblivious to Seifer's presence, I brought my
cum-covered fist to my mouth and lapped at the sugary element. I languidly
wrapped my lips around each of my fingers, trying to taste Seifer as much
as I could. Licking my lips, I heard Seifer speak, "Damn Squall, you're
gonna make me hard again."
I looked up at him only when my hand was clean and smiled. He leaned
forward to kiss me again.
"You taste like me."
he grinned
"You taste good," I smiled again. Seifer sighed, I knew he was fighting
back the urge to just throw me down and fuck me like an animal... I,
myself, wouldn't have minded.
"We'd better start heading back... We don't want them to send out a search
party for their precious Lion..." Precious Lion... he'd always called me
that.. only he never really meant it, or I didn't think he meant it....
even as kids he'd say it. We were closer then and he'd even kiss me from
time to time, an expression of true friendship, nothing sexual, of course.
I've always dreamt of a real kiss from him... one that made all the girls
he dated swoon... I wanted that for myself. It was only his hands I wanted
on my body, his eyes watching me, his cock impaling me, driving me to the
ends of the earth... The funny thing is, is that even though I thought all
this, never once had I actually thought of myself as gay... or I just
never wanted to admit to it.....
"But, the sunset, it's---" I turned to look at the dark, star sprinkled
sky. The sun had already gone down. "Looks like the sun went down without
us." I smirked.
I stood, redoing my pants, allowing Seifer to do the same. He got up off
the ground in time and took my hand, pulling me towards the road. We made
our way back hand in hand.
A few moments of silence passed as we walked along the dusty road until I
spoke, "Seifer, Can ask you something?" he stopped and looked me in the
eye.
"What is it?"
"H-how long have you...liked me?" I shifted nervously, accidentally
kicking up sand in my doings.
He smiled, "Ever since I first saw your darling little face at Matron's
orphanage," he continued to walk, pulling me along gently, "You were
scowling at me. And I loved you for it. You fucking hated my guts....and I
loved you for it...The reason I always stayed around you, Squall, was
because I'd hoped that one day you'd allow me to be your friend at least
if nothing more... After a while you began to open up to me, letting me
play with you, ecetera...It wasn't till puberty hit that I knew that I was
sexually attracted to you, but you were straight and I didn't want to fuck
up the small friendship I did have with you...." he trailed off, frowning
a bit.
"Wow," He looked over at me. I knew I was blushing.
"Why are you blushing, love?"
"I- I just... Noone's ever told me anything like that before..."
"I'm sorry"
"No..no...I'm glad you told me, because, you see, I've always admired your
body, Seifer. You were the first of any of the boys to even grow chest
hair... I was embarrassed, I must say, I looked like a girl compared to
you, but I was also intrigued at how a boy as young as 11, could grow up
so fast. You are beautiful, Seifer...you always were and you always will
be." My cheeks were burning by then.
He draped an arm over my shoulders and bent to kiss my neck.
Not long after, we made it back to Garden and we both snuggled in bed
together, sharing kisses and whispering endearments to each other. Soon
sleep overcame us and I finally felt at ease in the arms of my long
awaited love.
To Be Continued...
**************************************************** Author's note: Uhhh....I'm
pretty happy with this chapter... how 'bout you...huh?
huh?...*grins*...It's coming along quite slowly, kids... *shrugs* But it's
coming!!! Stay tuned folks... ^______^