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Acceptance
Yoshamai

 

 

Disclaimer: YAH, YAH, YAH...*scowls* Warning: IF YOU REALLY WANNA HEAR IT... LOOK AT THE FIRST CHAPTER!!!

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My breath became short as his hands roamed my lithe body, lifting my shirt to touch bare skin. I reached up and put both my hands on either side of his face. Breaking the fiery kiss, he looked up at me, desire dancing over his eyes. He trailed kisses over my cheeks and along my jawline.

"Who knew you were such a good kisser, Leonhart..." He said smirking. He stroked my cheek with the back of his hand

"Whatever," I weakly retorted. He chuckled, both hands now on either side of my body. "You're killing the moment..." I sighed, the sexual tension becoming exceedingly unbearable. I reached up and attempted to group that one stray hair with the rest. That one hair that made Seifer, who he was.....Seifer. Matron wanted to cut it off when we were younger, but even then, I adored him for it and many other odds and ends about himself. 'He's and oddball, that Seifer,' Matron used to say, ' but, he's one of a kind.' He was... arrogance and apprehension rolled into one....A beautiful little golden-haired angel he was, but he was alone. Alone and afraid. I remember particularly that he was afraid of the dark but I never knew why. I'd let him crawl into my bed late at night and snuggle up with me. I smiled at the thought, gazing intently at him, memorizing his face.

"I want you," I whispered, losing myself in his handsome, jade green eyes. I rubbed against the bulge in his pants with my knee.

"Are you sure you want to do this, Squall?" he said, regarding my actions, "I mean, you're not gonna freak out on me, are you? You know, with me being, well...me and all...."

"Of course, I wouldn't..." When he leaned in towards me, I closed my eyes and parted my lips just slightly. "Besides, I wanted this for too long to just back out now..." I said quietly through our mouths. He growled and closed the distance between our moist lips for only about 4 seconds, then began unbuckling my belt. Bringing me up onto his lap, he continued on my pants. He then pulled my boxers down a little and looked up at me, silently asking permission to go further. I nodded and at the same time, he wrapped his bulky fingers around my now freed erection. I gasped at the sudden movement.

"You're a virgin, babe?" I nodded, dumbly, completely embroiled in this wonderful world of remarkable pleasure. I was awestruck at how much more pleasure showered over me by his hand, than by mine own. I'd always imagined Seifer jerking me off, but I never expected this! It was astonishing. As he slowly stroked my arousal, I looked up at him, only slightly embarrassed, finding his eyes staring back at me. "Don't be afraid to explore... Touch me, Squall. Just mimic my movements."

He moved my hand from his shoulder to where his own hard cock rested pressed between our bodies. I looked down, never noticing when he set his firm member at liberty. Hesitantly, I gripped the base of Seifer's manhood, stroking upwards, listening as he groaned low in his throat. I chewed on my bottom lip while Seifer tucked his head in the crook of my neck, both of us moaning loudly. I wanted to please him, so I stroked his cock faster, with my other hand, I caressed his back. I watched as his face contorted with pleasure. God, he felt so good... This was sweet torture... "Don't stop, sweetheart, you're doing great..." Seifer breathed, followed by a soft moan as I continued on his erection.

"Oh, God Seifer," I whispered. I panted as his index finger massaged the head of my shaft, the tip of his finger sliding in the slit. I used my other hand to gently caress his balls, squeezing softly. He let out a choked moan and bit down onto my shoulder. I yelped out in pain. "Sorry," he huffed in a husky voice. He grinned at me sheepishly. An expression that was moments later replaced with a frown of pure ecstasy. We came at almost the same time. Slouching against one another, we tried to catch our breath. He tilted my head upwards and planted another sweet kiss on my slackened mouth. "You okay?" He whispered, nuzzling my cheek. I nodded, obviously out of it. I brought my attention to the pearly white substance gathered on my hand. Oblivious to Seifer's presence, I brought my cum-covered fist to my mouth and lapped at the sugary element. I languidly wrapped my lips around each of my fingers, trying to taste Seifer as much as I could. Licking my lips, I heard Seifer speak, "Damn Squall, you're gonna make me hard again."

I looked up at him only when my hand was clean and smiled. He leaned forward to kiss me again.

"You taste like me." he grinned

"You taste good," I smiled again. Seifer sighed, I knew he was fighting back the urge to just throw me down and fuck me like an animal... I, myself, wouldn't have minded.

"We'd better start heading back... We don't want them to send out a search party for their precious Lion..." Precious Lion... he'd always called me that.. only he never really meant it, or I didn't think he meant it.... even as kids he'd say it. We were closer then and he'd even kiss me from time to time, an expression of true friendship, nothing sexual, of course. I've always dreamt of a real kiss from him... one that made all the girls he dated swoon... I wanted that for myself. It was only his hands I wanted on my body, his eyes watching me, his cock impaling me, driving me to the ends of the earth... The funny thing is, is that even though I thought all this, never once had I actually thought of myself as gay... or I just never wanted to admit to it.....

"But, the sunset, it's---" I turned to look at the dark, star sprinkled sky. The sun had already gone down. "Looks like the sun went down without us." I smirked.

I stood, redoing my pants, allowing Seifer to do the same. He got up off the ground in time and took my hand, pulling me towards the road. We made our way back hand in hand.

A few moments of silence passed as we walked along the dusty road until I spoke, "Seifer, Can ask you something?" he stopped and looked me in the eye.

"What is it?"

"H-how long have you...liked me?" I shifted nervously, accidentally kicking up sand in my doings.

He smiled, "Ever since I first saw your darling little face at Matron's orphanage," he continued to walk, pulling me along gently, "You were scowling at me. And I loved you for it. You fucking hated my guts....and I loved you for it...The reason I always stayed around you, Squall, was because I'd hoped that one day you'd allow me to be your friend at least if nothing more... After a while you began to open up to me, letting me play with you, ecetera...It wasn't till puberty hit that I knew that I was sexually attracted to you, but you were straight and I didn't want to fuck up the small friendship I did have with you...." he trailed off, frowning a bit.

"Wow," He looked over at me. I knew I was blushing.

"Why are you blushing, love?"

"I- I just... Noone's ever told me anything like that before..."

"I'm sorry"

"No..no...I'm glad you told me, because, you see, I've always admired your body, Seifer. You were the first of any of the boys to even grow chest hair... I was embarrassed, I must say, I looked like a girl compared to you, but I was also intrigued at how a boy as young as 11, could grow up so fast. You are beautiful, Seifer...you always were and you always will be." My cheeks were burning by then.

He draped an arm over my shoulders and bent to kiss my neck.

Not long after, we made it back to Garden and we both snuggled in bed together, sharing kisses and whispering endearments to each other. Soon sleep overcame us and I finally felt at ease in the arms of my long awaited love.

To Be Continued...

**************************************************** Author's note: Uhhh....I'm pretty happy with this chapter... how 'bout you...huh? huh?...*grins*...It's coming along quite slowly, kids... *shrugs* But it's coming!!! Stay tuned folks... ^______^

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