To love you is to hate you To hate you is to love you Like a puppet dangling over the edge Sometimes she'll pull you up a little Mostly she'll just let you down You're always stuck in the middle You wish you could cut the strings You wish she was a bad dream or a figment of your mind Then you could wake up and she wouldn't be there
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Do you ever try to find yourself and there's nobody there? Then you become someone you're not and you can't go back because it's the wrong size. Then you're lost and alone and because noone likes the monster you've become and all the beautiful things turn ugly because life is ugly to you. I want to run away. I need to get away from the thoughts in my head, the tears that I shed, all the despair, the hope that's not there, the aching in my heart...it's tearing me apart...