“Ok, AJ, don’t worry about it. We’ll be there by 6:30,” I said, a little annoyed with AJ calling me every two seconds. I was about to leave to go pick up Nick, for our romantic day alone. While he was gone, AJ would decorate his house. I was to lead Nick to believe we were going to get it on, lead him back to his house and have everyone surprise him. It was a easy way to get him home. I smiled as I hung up the phone and continued working on my hair.
When I was done, I left to go pick up Nick. When I got there, Nick was ready, so we left right away. First, we went to the beach and just sat and watched the water and then we ate a quick dinner while sitting on the dock. At 6:00, I decided to turn on the ‘Im horny mood’. Nick and I were just sitting on the beach, no one was around, which made this even easier.
I smiled at Nick and leaned over and kissed him. He smiled and pulled me between his legs and held me close to him. I was running my fingers up and down his bare legs (he was wearing shorts) and felt the goosebumps on his legs. He was holding my hands and I brought one up to my mouth and kissed it.
“You’ve been so lovey today,” Nick commented as he kissed my neck.
“I cant resist,” I smiled, looking up at him. I turned around and sat with my legs on either side of Nick and smiled down at him. I kissed him, turning a simple kiss into a quite passionate one. Nick was really getting into it. He slipped his hand up my tee shirt and he undid the bikini top I had on. I was starting to feel really nervous, just a few more minutes. What can happen in a few minutes? Nick’s hands moved to the front of my shirt and his hands brushed over my breasts. Nick hesitated before he cupped them in his hands, as if to see if I would object. When I didnt he moved his kisses down my neck.
“Let’s go to your place,” I whispered.
“Really? Are you sure?” Nick asked looking up at me.
“Yeah,” I replied. And to be completely honest, if Nick and I were really going home to do something, I think I would have. Nick has something special about him that makes me want him so bad, something I never felt with Will.
“Um, ok,” Nick said, I got up off him and helped him up. Nick wrapped his arms around my shoulders and pulled me close to him and kissed my forehead.
I smiled up at him and kissed his awaiting lips.
I looked down at my watch and saw it was 6:10. Ok, it’ll take ten minutes to get to Nick’s house.
“Oh, John called,” I said looking at my cell phone when we got in the car. I needed to call AJ and tell him we were on our way. Code, “I can make the shoot tomorrow.”
“Hello?” AJ answered.
“Hey, I can make the shoot tomorrow,” I said.
“OK, bye,” AJ said and hung up. I hung up the cell phone and looked at Nick who seemed to be in a hurry to go somewhere. I giggled and looked out the window. Nick pulled into his driveway, without a clue that there was a house full of people. AJ did a good job of hiding cars...
Nick grabbed my hand and we hurried up to the front door and he fumbled with the key and opened the door.
“SURPRISE!” a HUGE group of people shouted. Nick jumped and laughed.
“Whoa, what are you people doing here?” he asked.
“Cutest fellow under 20, Go Nicky,” AJ said dancing around.
“Oh man, you guys,” Nick whined, his face turning an interesting shade of pink.
“You knew about this?” Nick asked turning to me.
“Of course,” I said winking.
“Were you being serious at the beach?” he whispered in my ear.
“We’ll see tonight,” I whispered back and walked off towards where Chelsea was standing with a glass of some kind of alcohol in it.
“Hey,” I smiled, grabbing a cup and poured myself a soda.
“Hi,” she smiled back.
“What’s it like to fuck Nick?” she asked suddenly.
“Excuse me?” I asked, appalled by her attitude and bluntness.
“What’s he like? Is he really rough or soft?” she asked.
“I dont think thats any of your business,” I snapped.
“What’s wrong?” she asked.
I walked off to find Nick, when I bumped into AJ.
“Hey,” AJ said smiling.
“Hey,” I said smiling.
“Looks good huh?” he asked wiggling his eyebrows.
“Yeah, it looks great. The DJ sounds great,” I said smiling.
“Thanks,” he shrugged.
“Yeah, how about you go tell your girlfriend to go mind her own business while I go find Nick,” I said smiling.
“What are you talking about?” he asked.
“Ask her,” I said spotting Nick. He made eye contact with me and waved me over. I patted AJ’s shoulder and walked over to Nick and smiled up at him.
*The End Of The Night*
“Wow, tonight was fun,” I said smiling as Nick and I walked up to his room. Everyone had left, it was 4:30 in the morning and it was a struggle to get AJ and Chelsea to leave, they were busy about to get it on the living room floor. I dont think Chelsea told him what she said to me.
“So...” Nick said wrapping his arms around my waist. I smiled up at him, knowing exactly what was on his mind. All truth is, I wanted to really bad, but I wanted it to be romantic and special, not something that happened right after a party.
“So?” I asked smiling up at him.
“About earlier,” he said.
“Yeah,” I hesitated.
“You don’t want to?” he asked, pulling away.
“Is that a problem?” I asked, offended by him pulling away.
“No, not at all, it was just a question and I wanted to look you in the eyes,” he defended.
“Well, I do want to, but, I want it to be special. I want my first time to be the most romantic and memorable time ever,” I said.
“You’re a virgin?” Nick asked, shocked.
“Yeah, is it that hard to believe?” I asked.
“No, I just thought...” he trailed off.
“That’s the belief that Will didnt agree with,” I said.
“Oh, I see...” Nick nodded, “Well, I want to make your first time to be special to you. But I want you to make sure you are absolutely sure you want to do it. I want no regrets,” he said.
“Ok,” I said looking into his eyes. Nick smiled and kissed my forehead.
“Come on, let’s go to bed,” he whispered and kissed my forehead. We threw ourselves onto the bed and fell asleep immediately.
*A Few Days Later*
“Miranda, you haven’t called in weeks, what’s up?” my mother asked. I groaned and then sighed.
“Ma, Im sorry. I’ve just been really busy,” I said.
“Too busy to talk to your mother?” she asked.
“Ma, don’t say that. It’s just, Im starting to get people recognize me, and it’s really important for me to accept every invitation I receive,” I told her.
“I understand, but please. Take five minutes out of the day to call me sometime,” she told me.
“Ok, Ma, I will,” I said smiling.
“So, what’s up with this Nick Carter boy?” she asked.
“How’d you know about that?” I asked, shocked. Nick and I haven’t really announced us being together, although we haven’t done much to hide it, either.
“I read the tabloids,” she told me.
“Oh no, what does it say?” I sighed.
“It just talks about a Backstreet Boy’s new girlfriend,” she told me.
“Anything bad?” I asked.
“No, but there are a lot of pictures,” she said.
“Pictures?” I asked, a little nervous.
“Pictures, theres one here with you two on a beach, kissing, the only thing stopping you two from having sex is the clothes,” she replied.
“Ma!” I scolded.
“Then there is one with another boy and girl and one with Nick holding you over the ocean and you kissing him,” she said.
“Ma, stop looking at those!” I demanded.
“What happened to Will?” she asked, finally.
“Well, he wasnt very nice to me, and he dumped me,” I sighed.
“HE dumped YOU? Why?” she asked.
“Because I wouldn’t sleep with him,” I said.
“You’re kidding right?” she asked.
“No, he left a note,” I replied.
“That bastard,” she exclaimed.
“Yeah, but it’s ok, I’ve got Nick now,” I said, smiling.
“Are you two sexually active?” she blurted out.
“Ma!” I scolded again.
“What?” she defended herself.
“No, we’re not. I have to go now Ma, they want me in makeup,” I said looking over at John who was waving me over.
“Ok, call me later Miranda,” she told me.
“Ok, Ma, I love you,” I said.
“Love you too,” she said and we both hung up.
“Nick?” John asked bitterly as I followed him to the makeup room.
“No, actually, it was my mother,” I spat. I sat down in the chair and the man began to do my makeup. I was doing an interview with Teen People, but I had to do a shoot for them before I did the interview.
“Hey Miranda, you look great,” a photographer said as I stepped into the studio.
“Thanks,” I smiled.
“Now, we made it tradition, that everyone photographed in this room, must sign the Big Wall,” he said pointing to a wall, with thousands of autographs on it .
“Ok, got a marker?” I asked.
“Yeah, here you go,” he said smiling and handed me a black marker. I walked over to the wall and somehow found an empty space and signed it.
“There you go,” I said smiling.
“Thanks,” he said taking back the marker.
“Now, let’s get started,” he said smiling.
“Great,” I said moving to where he was pointing.
“Ok, think of Nick Carter,” he laughed. I laughed and he snapped away, ok...
“Ok, now that you’re done, it’s time to go get that interview,” he said after an hour of taking my picture.
“Ok,” I said as a different man led me to a room in the back of the studio.
After a long and annoying interview, I was able to leave.
“Nick called while you were in the interview,” John said handing me my cell phone.
“What did he want?” I asked as I grabbed my bag to leave.
“I dont know,” he shrugged.
I turned on my cell phone and dialed Nick’s phone number.
“Hey baby,” he said picking it up.
“Hey, John said you called,” I said and searched for my car keys as I walked to my car.
“Yeah, do you want to come over tonight and just hang out?” he asked.
“Yeah, but you’ll have to give me about an hour and a half to get over there. Im out in BFE,” I replied.
“Ok, thats cool. See you baby,” he said.
“Bye,” I said and hung up the cell phone.
“See you Miranda,” John waved and walked towards his car.
“Bye John,” I said and got into my car and started it up. I pulled out of the parking lot and was on my way.
*An Hour and Half Later*
“Nick!” I pounded on the door. I’ve been ringing the door bell and knocking for ten minutes.
“Sorry!” Nick said out of breath, as he opened the door. He was wearing slacks and a nice shirt.
“What were you doing? Taking a shower?” I replied.
“No, I was just upstairs doing something,” he said and took my hand and led me inside.
“What?” I asked, curious.
“You’ll find out later. Come on,” he said leading me to the kitchen where a beautiful dinner was set up.
“Oh Nicky! Did you do this yourself?” I asked, looking up at him, a bright smile on my face.
“With a little help from Chelsea,” he shrugged.
“Thank you,” I said smiling and pressing my lips to his. He smiled and then pulled out a seat for me.
“Perfect gentlemen,” I said smiling.
“Always for the perfect lady,” he winked and sat down and looked at me.
“It looks great Nick,” I said smiling.
Nick and I ate in silence, a comfortable silence.
“Now, let’s move on,” Nick said.
“Huh?” I asked, unsure of what he meant by that.
“To my next surprise,” he said standing up.
“Oh, ok,” I said, shaking the worry from my head. Why would he go out of his way to dump me?
I smiled as he took my hand and led me to the living room, where he turned on the radio and LSG’s ‘My Body’ seeped through the speakers. I giggled as he held out his hand, “May I have this dance?”
“Certainly,” I said putting my hand in his. He wrapped his left arm around my waist and my right hand rested on his shoulder and we held hands with our other hands.
“This is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me, Nick,” I said looking up at him.
“Well, Im glad you like it,” he smiled.
He moved his body closer to mine and kissed my ear. I shivered, but didnt object to the soft kisses he was placing on my neck. He moved his hand up to the side of my face and looked me in the eyes.
“I want to make love to you tonight,” he whispered.
I don’t know what was in Nick’s eyes, but it was something so real and pure that I couldn’t resist him, even if I wanted to.
“Will you let me make love to you?” he asked.
“Yes,” I said, barely audible. He smiled and moved his lips to mine and kissed me softly.
He moved his hands to my waist and pulled me closer to him. His hands moved up and underneath my shirt, where he carefully unclasped my bra and moved his hands to the front and brushed his hands over my breast.
“Mmm,” I moaned and ran my hands down his back and then to the hem of his shirt, where I lifted it and pulled it over his head. I ran my fingers over his smooth, muscular skin. Nick then moved his hands down to the hem of my shirt and slowly discarded it. He pulled me close to him and pressed his lips against mine and took off my bra as he kissed me.
“You are so beautiful,” Nick whispered as he looked down at me. I smiled and brushed a piece of hair out of his eye.
Nick slowly led me over to the couch and gently pushed me down and then laid on top of me, resting his body between my legs. My heart started pounding and I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do this. I knew I wanted to, but I didn’t want Nick to be disappointed. Well, we’d end up doing it one day or another, why not now?
Nick kissed my neck and moved down to my breast and my fingers unconsciously got tangled in Nick’s hair.
“Let’s go upstairs,” Nick whispered and stood up and helped me up.
Just then there was a knock at the front door. I looked at Nick and he shrugged. He handed me his tee shirt and I slipped it on and we went to the door.
Nick swung it open and Ginger burst into the door.
“What are you doing here?” Nick spat at her.
“Nice to see you too Nick. I was in the neighborhood and decided to stop by. I see you’re still with her,” she said looking at me.
“Why wouldn’t I be?” Nick asked, irritated.
“I dont know... Nick, you might as well dump her now. You know we’re going to be getting back together,” she shrugged.
I couldn’t believe she just said that, right in front of me.
“He’s happy with who he has, so why dont you accept that he doesnt want you?” I snapped, getting angry.
“He wants me,” she said getting closer to me.
“If he wanted you, he’d be with you. But he’s not, he’s with me. So why dont you carry your skank ass out of this house,” I growled. Nick chuckled and Ginger snapped her attention to Nick.
“You’re going to let her talk to me like that?” she yelled at him.
“Hell yeah,” Nick laughed.
“Fucking bitch!” she yelled at me and went to swing at me. I ducked and she fell.
Nick grabbed her, kicking and screaming, and threw her outside and shut and locked the door before she could come back in.
“Are you ok,” Nick asked, wrapping his arms around me.
“Yeah, I just wasn’t expecting for her to come after me,” I laughed.
“Yeah, she’s psycho, Im so sorry about her,” Nick said looking into my eyes.
“Its ok,” I said. Just then there was banging on the door and yelling outside. I looked at Nick, worried, but he shrugged and picked up the phone and called the police.
“She won’t leave until she either gets in or the police come,” Nick shrugged.
“Oh, and what if she gets in?” I asked.
“Huh? Oh... maybe we should go lock some doors,” Nick said, rushing off to lock windows and door. I made sure windows and doors were locked too, this is crazy that we have to do this. Finally, we heard the banging stop and it was completely silent.
“Well, I want to show you something,” Nick said taking my hand and leading me upstairs.
“What?” I questioned, curious.
“You’ll see,” he smiled.
When we got upstairs there were candles lit everywhere and on the green satin comforter there were red rose petals carelessly strewn across the bed.
“Oh Nick! This is so romantic,” I exclaimed wrapping my arms around his neck.
“I wanted this to be special for you,” he told me.
I smiled and looked up at him. He leaned down and pressed his soft, carnation pink lips to mine and let me taste the sweetness of his mouth. Slowly, he opened his mouth and I opened mine and our tongues were reintroduced.
Nick slowly moved his hand down my back and lifted the tee shirt I had thrown on, off of me and kissed my neck. He moved his hands down to the button of the shorts I was wearing and slowly unbuttoned them, then unzipped them. I moved my fingers up his stomach, to his chest, tracing every indent of his muscles and kissed his neck. He moved me closer to the bed and gently pushed me to lay on the bed, so my legs were hanging off the edge and he kissed my lips, then moved down my body, not missing a single spot. I started to get extremely nervous, no one had ever gone down on me and I was afraid.
“Dont be afraid baby. This is going to feel good,” Nick whispered, noticing me tensing up.
I relaxed and felt Nick kiss my inner thigh. I felt a tingling in my core and knew I wanted him to kiss me there. He lightly kissed my clit and then started to suck on it, I moaned, loving the feeling he was giving me.
“Oh Nick,” I said as I moved my body closer to his mouth. I gasped, I cant believe I did that. Nick chuckled and slammed his tongue into my body, causing me to cry out in pleasure. Nick moved his tongue at a steady pace in and out of me, while rubbing my clit at the same pace.
“Oh, Nick,” I cried out as I felt my orgasm building, then it exploded and Nick lapped up all my juices. I closed my eyes and tried my best to catch my breath.
“That felt so good Nick,” I whispered as he leaned in and kissed me, allowing me to taste myself on his lips and tongue.
“I can make you feel better,” he assured me and moved me up, so I was laying on the pillows. He quickly took off his pants and kissed his way up my body.
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