Learning How to Smile
Entry #12
February 24, 2001-
Today's one of those bad days the counselor told me about. I don't think I can move I have the highest fever known to man and a throbbing headache on top of that. I woke up itching my arm and noticed that that rash I had there from before when I got tested is back. I'm sick of this physical and emotional rollar coaster. Dave said he'll be over in a little while to help me. I'm sure you can hear me straining to speak. I feel like someone's choking me. God, if I have to go through more days like this, please let AIDS attack my body now. I can't take this. I'm used to running around carefree now I'm just a lump of uselessness laying face down on my bed. I can't do this right now, I'll try to finish later. Peace.
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