Learning How to Smile
Entry #13
February 25, 2001-
Feeling much better today, surprisingly enough. My muscles ache and that stupid rash is still there, but I'm dealing. At least I'm not dead, cause I seriously thought I was yesterday. Not dying...flat out dead. Dave told me not to be silly, I wouldn't be in pain if I was dead. True dat. See, back to my normal stupid self. Oh, so guess who called me today? Jackie, Brian's mom. Weird huh? She felt she should apologize for Brian's rude behavior and she told me that if I needed anything to not hesitate to call. Kinda hard to fathom that she brought him up to be understanding and patient and the bastard is still how he is. I guess there's a time in everyone's life where they learn they can either choose to listen to their parents, or to block it out. Brian chose the latter, I suppose. Kev called again today to. He wanted to remind me of this thing we have to do tonight. It's for a charity and stuff, so I agreed to go. I'm glad he called cause I would have totally forgotten otherwise. Basically we're just going to this children's hospital to sing and talk to kids and stuff. The only thing I'm worried about is Brian. Seeing him again may unleash the wild beast from within and I might accidently kick him in the face. Accidently of course. Oh yeah, I finally told Dave about what happened and he was upset, but he told me not to worry about it because even though Brian's being stupid, I still have Kevin and AJ...not to mention Dave and my family. And Howie? Well who knows about that kid. I haven't talked to him since...damn, I don't know. I expected him to call sometime after the incident at Brian's birthday party, but obviously not. I figure I should give him time to figure everything out and he'll come to me when he's ready. I don't want to push anyone into anything. Shit, doorbell. Be right back.
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