(Later that day)
(New York City)
Maddie lay snuggled in the
oversized comforters in the hotel bed. She'd gotten a call from Wendy earlier
saying that she and Carson were going out to dinner 'and stuff'. Madison was
trying very hard not to think about what the 'and stuff' might entail. Romero
had stopped by to check on her. She hadn't felt like talking so he only stayed a
little while, for which she was grateful. Romero saw way too much. She wasn't
sure how she felt about the kiss and she didn't want Romero telling her before
she could figure it out for herself. The only other person she'd seen was the
bellhop who'd delivered her dinner. It really hadn't helped that the guy turned
out to have curly brown hair. He didn't look a thing like Justin but the hair
was enough.
She absentmindedly flipped through the channels. Her finger
stilled on the remote when Katie Wagner's familiar visage filled the screen. She
turned the volume up and sat up to listen to her friend's report.
"Hi,
this is Katie Wagner with the latest in music news. Teen heartthrob Justin
Timberlake of *NSYNC sent quite a shock wave out to the population of teenaged
girls in America when he revealed on Total Request Live of his crush on newcomer
Madison Morse. Here's footage of the guys with Carson Daly at the MTV Studios
earlier today."
The bottom half of the screen was filled with the
scrolling channel information; the top half was filled with six very familiar
faces.
"OK, so speaking of taking your breath away, here we have a
picture of you, do we have that picture, can we get it up on the monitor?"
"Of who?" Justin, clad in an orange t-shirt and khaki pants, his hair
covered by a tan paisley bandana, asked.
"Of you. This-ah, here we go."
Maddie watched, a sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach, as the
picture of her and Justin from the after party appeared on the TV screen.
"OK, so correct me if I'm wrong but isn't that you looking like you just
got bit by the love bug?" Carson teased.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah. I may have a
tiny crush on her."
Maddie's jaw dropped at this. It was one thing for
Justin's friends to know; it was another thing entirely for the world to know.
And thus far, Maddie had managed to avoid having to acknowledge that she knew
how Justin felt about her. Now she would have to discuss it with everyone she
met.
Katie's smiling face appeared on the screen again. "Hmm, I wonder
what Miss Maddie will do now that she knows that one of America's most sought
after bachelors is attracted to her. One thing I do now is that there are
thousands of girls who wish they were in her place."
Cut to Carson
staring into the camera, sarcastic grin in place: "There are, like, a million
girls in America right now who are probably extremely pissed at Madison Morse
right now."
"For the TV Guide Channel, I'm Katie Wagner and this is the
Music News."
Almost immediately after the last word had left Katie's
mouth, the phone rang. Maddie scrambled to answer it, already knowing who was at
the other end of the line.
"I'm coming down." Maddie put the receiver
back into the cradle and sat back.
'So that's what he meant.'
(A
week later)
(Houston, TX)
Maddie and Wendy pulled into the
driveway of Wendy's split level house.
"Be right back." Wendy dashed
into the house to get a change of clothes. The girls had spent the morning with
some friends that Maddie hadn't seen in a long time. It had been weird at first.
It was almost as if they thought that Maddie was a different person and should
be treated differently. Until she opened her mouth and they saw that Maddie was
still the same sarcastic bitch she had always been. Both girls had thoroughly
enjoyed the afternoon and were going to Maddie's house to get ready for a night
out on the town.
Maddie absently fiddled through the channels as she
waited. 'As if that girl doesn't have enough clothes at my house,' she thought.
Her hand on the radio dial stilled as the familiar opening beats of 'It's Gonna
Be Me' sang through her speakers. She paused for a moment to listen. Really
listen, not just jam along to the music like she normally did.
'You
might been hurt, babe
That ain't no lie
You seen em all come and
go'
Her heart swelled in her chest as she thought of how true-to-life
that was for her. Well, if not for her, at least for all the grown-ups and
parental figures she'd ever had.
'I remember you told me
That it made
you believe in
No man, no cry
Maybe that's why'
Justin's voice rang
out loud and clear to her. It was disconcerting for Madison to realize that she
could tell Justin's voice apart from his band mates. She wasn't a big *NSYNC
fan. She knew the songs, yeah, but before she met them, she wouldn't have been
able to tell who was who if her life depended on it. She was completely hooked
on their latest CD, though this was the first time she had consciously
recognized any one voice as belonging to any one guy. Except for Lance. She
could always pinpoint Lance's voice.
'Every little thing I do
Never
seems enough for you
You don't want to lose it again
But I'm not like
them
Baby when you finally
Get to love somebody
Guess what?
It's
gonna be m-"
Abruptly she snapped the radio off. She didn't want to hear
Justin singing about it being him or anything else. Part of her wanted to kick
his ass for all the trouble he put them through with his admission on TRL; the
bigger part of her wanted to pat him on the back for having the courage to say
what he felt, damn the consequences.
Since then, Romero and Maddie had
had about three conference calls, seven emails and four faxes about how to 'deal
with the situation' as Daniel put it. Already, the news had become fodder for
jokes from Jay Leno, David Letterman, Howard Stern and a host of others. The
*NSYNC fans were pissed. Strike that-the Justin fans were pissed. The buzz on
the Internet was that these girls were wondering exactly who the hell Madison
Morse was and why Justin liked her.
Ironically enough, Maddie found
herself on the same side as Justin. Both argued for the right to freely speak
their minds regardless of what the fans or anyone else would have to say about
it. As Justin so eloquently put it, 'The fans have been living my life for too
long. It's time for ME to live for me.'
Maddie never flat out said that
Justin's feelings were not reciprocated and she had the feeling that all the
bigwigs just assumed that they were. She hadn't had an interview since the
incident so no one had heard her side of it. She had a feeling they were all
going to be shocked when she said what she had to say. On the one hand, she had
to be true to herself and her heart and despite the kiss, despite her attraction
to him, she just didn't like him THAT WAY. Or so she thought. Her feelings on
this issue fluctuated on an almost daily basis. But the predominant feeling was
that she did not want to become romantically involved with anyone, much less
Justin. On the other, she had seen a lot into his character through the
conversations they'd had with Daniel and his PR team and he seemed to be a
really good guy and she didn't want to hurt his feelings. Jive had given her a
prepared statement to say. Romero had turned his head as Maddie 'accidentally'
ripped it in half. All she had to do was figure out a way to say that she
doesn't like him without making him look the ass. 'Riiiiggghhhttt.'
Maddie smiled as her best friend came bounding out of the house, garment
bag I hand. Ever since her date with Carson Daly, Wendy had been full of energy.
He'd called her twice in the week since they'd been back in Texas and Wendy was
in heaven. She climbed in the car and Maddie put it into reverse and pulled out
of the driveway.
Forty-five minutes and a trip to McDonald's later,
Maddie parked her car in front of her house.
"Whose car is that?" Wendy
asked, pointing at the black Navigator that was also parked in front of
Madison's house.
"No telling," Maddie said, grabbing her purse from
behind her seat. The two girls chatted about this and that as they made their
way into the house.
Maddie opened the door and stopped in her tracks.
Wendy nearly bumped into her. "What the hell?" She looked over Maddie's shoulder
to see what had made her stop so abruptly.
Maddie stepped to the side to
give Wendy an unobstructed view. They stood in the doorway, eyes taking in the
scene.
"Well, this is special," Maddie turned to her head to look at
Wendy.
"Yeah, really," Wendy replied back, both girls totally ignoring
the people in front of them.
"How many girls can actually say that this
happened to them?"
"Um, probably less than I could count on one hand?"
"I know, huh? It's like one of those games you play where you put a
quarter in and try to grab the stuffed animal."
"Yeah. How many people
manage to bag one of em? One in fifty? One in a hundred?"
"No, I'd say
the odds are higher than that. It's like when you-"
"What the hell are
y'all talking about?" Joey interrupted, laughing.
The two girls turned
to face their audience. "Oh, we're just discussing the odds of finding *NSYNC
chilling in your living room with your family," Wendy said drolly.
"They're pretty high," Maddie added.
"Ignore them, it's a
Wendy-Maddie thing," Ron said, walking over to the girls. He grabbed each one of
them by the hand and pulled them into the house. "Y'all are letting all the cool
air out," he said as he closed the door.
"What are y'all doing here?"
Maddie asked the group assembled before her.
Justin, Heather, Chris and
a big, burly black man that Maddie assumed must be a bodyguard took up the couch
against the far wall. Lance, Nicole, Travis and Mike occupied the other. Jake,
Maddie's other brother, Joey and another bodyguard sat in the loveseat.
Maddie counted in her head. "Who's missing?"
"JC took Jen out to
lunch," Heather said, undisguised jealousy in her voice.
"What?" Chris
entreated. "You wanna go out to lunch?"
"No." Heather crossed her arms
over her chest and turned away from her boyfriend.
Chris sighed and sat
back in his seat. He began to beat the back of his head against the wall behind
the couch: …thump…thump…thump…
"What are y'all doing here?" Wendy asked
and took a seat on the floor.
…thump…thump…thump…
"Passing
through to Louisiana so we decided to stop by," Joey grinned.
…thump…thump…thump…
"OK, that's random." Maddie looked at
Chris…thump…thump…thump…then at Wendy and launched into a 'Friday' imitation:
"What I'm trippin on is: how you gone sell bud…and you smokin' it?"
Flawlessly, Wendy stepped into the role. "I don't know…das my only
problem."
Chris stopped hitting his head against the wall to look at
them. "What are y'all talking about?"
Maddie turned to him. "Are you
high or something?"
"Cause something gotta be wrong for you to be
hitting your head like that," Wendy finished.
"You have to excuse these
two. They've seen too many movies together," Paul said.
"So y'all are
here for how long?" Wendy asked, ignoring Paul.
"Well, we don't have to
be in Baton Rouge until tomorrow night, so who knows."
"I told them they
could stay here," Ron informed his daughter.
"Stay here for what?"
Maddie asked.
Ron laughed. "For the night. Johnny was going to book a
hotel and I told them they could stay here."
Maddie didn't say anything.
She just stared at her father. Ron began to get a little apprehensive. He knew
his daughter and her silence was an ominous portent. He realized too late that
he should have OK'd it with her before making the offer. He had seen TRL and
what Justin had said and he'd listened to his daughter moan to Wendy about how
unfair it was that she was inevitably going to be painted the bad guy when word
got around that she didn't feel the same way he did. He looked to Wendy for
help.
"Maddie, come upstairs with me," Wendy stood and pulled on her
friend's arm.
"Why?"
"Just cause."
"I'm not going til
you tell me why," Maddie said as she allowed herself to be pulled upright.
"Cause she has a feeling that you're fixing to say something that you
shouldn't and we'd all like to avoid that at all costs," Jake answered for her
in total honesty.
"Oh. OK." Maddie turned and walked over to the
staircase. "Mmm, nope, I'm OK now." She turned back around and resumed her seat.
"You sure?"
"Mmhmm."
"You didn't have any plans for
tonight, did you?" Paul asked.
"Actually, we did. We were gonna go to
Metropolis."
"With who?" Travis asked.
"Kim, Michelle, Nicole,
John, George, Sam, a bunch of people," Wendy answered.
"So invite them
here instead," Ron suggested.
"Are you guys cool with that?" Nicole
asked, looking at Joey.
"Who, us? Yeah, it's whatever, it's your house."
"Well, OK then," Maddie said softly, sort of stunned by this turn of
events. She had managed to avoid speaking to Justin thus far. She didn't think
she'd fare as well at a party where she'd have to be the polite hostess and
introduce them to her friends. She sighed to herself. 'This is going to be an
interesting night.'