Here are some of my poems that I have written over time.  Some are good and some are not but at least I wrote them in whatever mood I was in at the time.  I will try and add more that I have when I find them laying around.  Please don't use them or say that you wrote them.  If you would like to use one please ask my permission.

Sorrow

I die a little more each day

As minutes pass the hands of time

My soul slowly fades away

My body becomes weak

As my blood turns to dust

As my once loving heart turns cold

My eyes see less as each day ends

Just as the trees tell the story of the Earth

My soul tells the story of my heart

As each piece of my cold heart breaks away

I die a little more each day

Until there is nothing left but

Heartbreak, sorrow and pain

Sept. 30, 2004

No Escape

The voices in my head

I can no longer control.

Pushing and pulling,

Right and left,

Forward and backward,

Twisting and turning,

I'm losing my mind!

Each wanting something

Each taking their toll.

Life seems endless

With no way out.

My cries of help go unheard

In the drowning sea of lonelyness.

Life seems so hollow.

Escape is useless

For the voices are in control now.

So I wait for this endless life

To wither and die.

For that will be my only escape

From all this possessed madness.

Feb. 12, 2001

BROKEN

My heart is now broken thanks to you

You said you would never leave me

I told you we would always be together

Then one day you never came

You played with my feelings

Mainly my love

I never thought I needed you this much

I still think of you

In my mind

In my heart

In my soul

I don’t know what I will do without you

My heart is broken, now and forever

Unknown date written (around Dec. 8, 1999 I believe or at least that's when I typed it up on my computer)

Closer

I see him across the room

I want him but I can not reach

He is hard to touch but I get close

Close to those eyes, those lips

I see him look at me

I want him when he smiles

He saw me

Closer I get

Those blue eyes call for me

Those soft lips call for me

Why is he so far

I want to get closer

He looks up again

Looking my way

He walks toward me

He comes closer

He stands in front of me

He holds my face

He kisses my lips

He gets even closer

I love his soft lips against mine

He holds me tight

When we stop, he looks in my eyes

He gets closer

His eyes melt me

His soft lips touch me

His arms rap around me

He gets even closer

Closer to my mind

Closer to my body

Closer to my feelings

Closer to my heart

As he comes even closer

I hear a sound

A sound I hate

My alarm clock wakes me up

I wish it wasn't a dream

I go to a party

I see him

I want to get close

Unknown date written (around Dec. 8, 1999 I believe or at least that's when I typed it up on my computer)