December 2000
12/28/00
Is There Anything To Hard For Me?
12/18/00
My children, many of you have struggled to go up this mountain that
you have been facing...you have been screaming for mercy from
heaven, to bring you out of this place that you are
facing. But I have brought you to these hard places for a
purpose in this hour, for my will to be done in you.
I want to remove all that is not of me in you, every last
drop that is left in you. For I will not have you mixed with
that with is not of me in this hour. I want to bring you
higher and higher now.
12/13/00
My children, for so many of you, lately, life seems to be unbearable in this hour, for the fiery trials seem to be unbearable at times. It appears to you that you are surrounded by insurmountable odds, and so many of you are at the place where you want to give up rather than to go through these fiery trials you face now. I say to you, you are ready to give up in this hour, to ASK ME, to carry you through. Ask me to carry you through in this hour of what seems to be unbearable fires, you are facing. I want you to carry you through the fiery inferno you are facing. But you do not ask me to carry you through, you hold on to your own will even this hour, and do not see that I want to break you of every last bit that is self in you through these trials. Oh, my beloved, I stand next to you, for you to ask me in the very hour of your greatest need, I want to carry you through this, but you do not ask.
"No Strings Attached" - Unconditional Love
12/4/00
Today the Father began to show me this heart of his, so tender and full of the love of heaven. A heart so full of love that my heart bubbled over with all the joy of heaven as He showed me his heart of love.
He loves each one of us on earth, both the loveable and the unlovable, as well as the godly and the ungodly on earth. He loves those that society rejects, the prostitutes, the homeless, the mentally ill, those that the world turns their eyes away...He loves us all alike, with the same heart of love that he loves his children. He loves the sinners of the world as much as the most obedient ones.. there is no dissimulation in his love, we are all equal in his eyes.. And He keeps telling me to love those who hate me, and who hurt me, because that is the true love of the Father on earth in this hour. If you hate your enemy, than how will that man ever know the love of the Father on earth. It is easy to love those who love us, but not so easy to love that guy you just screamed at you for no reason. Jesus loved his enemy's, even those who persecuted him, and spat at him, mocked him and shouted words of hate at him. He still loved that man up until the end. no matter what he had done to him, no matter how much pain he had to endure in their words against him, he still loved them. The Father said to me this past week, as the enemy came against me with terrible hurting words, I wanted to latch out at them, then the Father said, love them, they do not know what they are doing. so I did.. and it turned my heart away from the things which the enemy hopes to get us to do when we react in our flesh to hurts --rather than to act out of the spirit of love of our Father. It was a hard place to because I had not done anything to deserve it, yet, did Jesus deserve the pain he had to suffer for loving those of the earth.. No, He deserved to be showered with the love of the earth, but instead he was showered with the hate of the world, words that cut him to the heart, that made him hurt, and want to react out of his flesh, but he didn't. He instead acted out of the love of the Father's heart who filled his heart with joy overflowing.
Then the Father began to reveal to me, what Jesus had to suffer for each one of us on earth. From the moment he was born into this world to the moment he left this world, Jesus suffered more than any man would ever suffer on this earth, more than ever woman or man who had ever lived before him or after him. He was so hated by the world, that they would conspire to kill him, for doing nothing but to love them. He was sent to show the world the love of the Father's heart for few short years, his light was a beacon that would light the world for thousands of years later. A man who won worldwide fame until this day, without a computer, a newspaper, not even a T.V. show to show the world about this man who lived for a few short years on earth way back before there was even the net. His fame filled the earth with his story from the moment he was born to the time he died, until this day, his story is still being told all over the earth, as the living epistles of his testimony are seen and read on earth by all men. He is still the most talked about and controversial prophet even until this day, his fame still fills the earth with controversy as it did in the days that he walked the earth. True Love always exposes all the darkness that is there. His light did not bring peace, but brought controversy to those he met and spoke to. His light exposed the darkness in man's heart, and that will always cause controversy, anger, hatred to come forth out of those who are not of the light. Because of the love and light that shown out of Jesus, the world hated him more, for they knew him not.
All Jesus ever did was to love the unlovable ones on earth. Those that were hated by men, he loved them with unconditional love. He knew the hate of men, the unloving words of his family and brothers, as he grew up. He came into this world hated by men, by the church who was his family. They called him a bastard child. He was rejected by all men from the very minute he came into the earth as the savior for all men. Those who do not know Him, will always try to extinguish the light of this true love from the Father's heart. They want to put the light out, it hurts to see in this light, the ugliness of our souls and flesh are exposed in this light.
The flesh hates to die, so it will scream out to stop the pain the light is causing it to go through. It is a place of dying flesh, and true love and light of heaven.
Jesus knew the pain of very rejection. He lived with that every day of his life; he was rejected by men. He knew the pain of being one of the unlovable ones born into the earth.. His heart ached, and he longed to be loved just like we do.. His heart was so tender, and he hurt bad when they hated him and spoke evil words at him. His heart cried just like ours. He felt the pain of the man on the street, the pain of rejection he knew from birth to death. He longed to have some who would love him just like us. He was no different, a man of like passions and desires...no different me or you. In the human aspect, that is, He had to be like us to be able to take on that pain of rejection, all that hurt, all that sickness and things that had held man captive from the garden days. He had to be just like us.
Sometimes we forget he was just like us, hurting as much as we have hurt, feeling the same pain as a child, who was a disgrace to his family and his own kindred. It was a life of hell on earth. So if you think you have felt pain, think about our Jesus, and all he had to endure for that pain. He has felt our pain and worst, and He has taken it to the cross so we can be set free of that hurt. All He did was love. The only thing he received in return for that love was more pain and hate. The ones who loved him unconditionally were those who were the unlovable, the prostitute, those who were society's rejects, they loved Him unconditionally with all the love they had in their hearts. Jesus loves the unlovable, those who are thrown into life's garbage dump of life cause they are misfits, or not good enough to fit into society's guidelines.
The Father is speaking forth in this hour, the love of his throne room in heaven. Love unconditionally, without dissimulation and without any strings attached. Love those who society hates, with his love. He still loved them unconditionally without any strings attached. They didn't have to do anything to receive the love of heaven.
He loved them, unconditionally, not expecting anything back, not even to be loved back. The Lord has been teaching me about loving without conditions, giving your whole heart of love, and even if they don't love you back, it doesn't matter. It is not that kind of love. The love of heaven is not like the phileo love of our flesh. It is a pure love that is so tender.
Heaven's love has no a "no strings attached policy" attached that comes with the guarantee of unconditional love from the Father's heart. No conditions to meet, no strings attached, nothing to prove, or do to receive this package from heaven. You don't even have to love back. It is a love so pure, that is like the innocence of a child before that child has been exposed to the world. The innocent love of a child, whose loves is unconditional, and who doesn't know the pain of the earth yet.
His love is so pure, that not even a shadow can hide in it. It exposes all the shadows, and anything that is hidden in it. It has no tricks, no motives behind it.. there are no games that are played with it, no hurt or pain comes with it. It is the pure love of heaven. Jesus came and made it all possible here on earth.
He didn't come for the rich man, for that man who is just so together in life, he came for the misfits in life. For those that were rejected by man, who only knew the pain of life in their hearts up until that day that He touched them with his love. He was the hope to those who had never known hope in this world.
Jesus, then said to me, "Was I received into the world as the great declaration of my royal birth, or did I come in labeled with the label of a bastard child? I came into this world as the lowest of the lowest. I felt the hate of the earth as I entered the earth that day. I became the heart of every man who has been rejected on earth. I knew every one of their pains, and hurts. I felt the grieving of every man to ever be born into the world, an undesirable orphan child, every one who who is society's throw away child. I was rejected by all men. Every pain I felt, every hurtful word cut my heart like a deep sword as I lived in this earth. My heart was shattered with the hate that I felt in hearts of men around me.
I endured every pain of every man ever born on earth. I became that homeless man, that orphan child, that prostitute on the street of your town.
I say to you to love the unlovable, and you turn away, and reject me once again. I want my church to walk in the unity of my love, with the heart of their savior in them. Yet, many of them turn their ears, as if they cannot hear, and turn a deaf ear when I cry out from that homeless man in the street of your city.
Children, next time you pass that smelly guy on the street, all dirty and wretched pushing that shopping cart down the street; remember that could me me, disguised in him, waiting to see if you will reject me again in this hour, as I cry out for help. Will you hear the heart of your savior's cry from that man's heart tonight, that man with no home, no place to lay his head, or to eat? Will you remember me in the heart of that man in the street?
Who knows if that is an angel in disguise to see how you will treat that stranger on the street tonight? Or do you only flatter those who listen to you speak about love, yet your words are empty sounds without the love of the Father in your actions to those who are on the street? Who knows who that may be, in that homeless man's disguise, could be Jesus coming in for a surprise?
Come into the place that I have for you child tonight, to learn of what I have for you to receive. One of earth's treasures they lie there hidden under that cardboard house today, waiting for you to speak. My true heart beats in those who society hates.. My heart beats for that man in the street. That, my children, is the heart of your Savior.
December 3, 2000
For I, the Lord thy God, I am releasing this
day unto the earth a band of 3rd day Fiery Prayer Warriors sent to the earth
for this hour. They will walk in the fiery prayers of the
consuming fires of heaven prayed into the earth for this hour and for
this day. For it is for my purpose that they are being released now.
They are called to this hour, for this time, and for this work that is mine in
this earth now.
These special band of intercessors will be as none other before them.
They will usher in the things which I have for this hour. Their prayers
will cut through the darkness in the earth, as a fiery sword from heaven.
It will be the weapon of their warfare from heaven. Their prayers are out of
heaven, and they will move nations as they pray my will into the earth.
Nothing will be able to stop them -- for I will be the one who moves them into
the prayers that I will birth in their hearts. They will pray my will on
earth, as they are given the prayers of heaven to pray here in this hour.
They will desire nothing less then to please me and to do my perfect will. As
they pray, my will be done on earth as it is in heaven. These prayer warriors
are heaven's best for this hour, for the darkness of the earth will not be
able to stand against their prayers. The 3rd Day prayer warriors will be
unmovable and unshakable. They will only want to do and to pray in my
perfect will for this time. The chains of hell will be broken and fall
off as they pray. My glory will be all around them as they usher in my
will on earth for this day. I will set upon each of their hearts my
perfect will to be prayed for, and they will move as a mighty force of glory
across the earth. They will not be moved by soulish selfish prayers of
their own desires as they pray, but will pray only my perfect will and purpose
for this hour. They will seek only to please me as they pray. There only
desire will be to pray the prayers of heaven for this time that my will and
purposes will come forth in this hour. They will be moved only by my
spirit to pray and move for this time. This is their assignment for this
time. They will usher in the things I desire now to come forth in the earth.
The very depths of hell will not prevail against them as they move forward
with this fire that I have placed in their hearts to pray in this time and
season.