Mrs. Rayna Foss-Rose is my god. She is my everything. Her beauty, her imperfect life style, her music, and her wonderful attitude on life make me love her so much. She's also extremly nice. She's the self taught bassist of Coal Chamber, a GREAT band that I have been in love with since I got Coal Chamber about 3 years ago{maybe its 4 i dont remeber now damn its been a long time}. Rayna has a very cool outlook on life, she follows "treat other people how you want to be treated" which is something I firmly belive in {i cant apply it to my everything just yet, but im working on it ok!}.

I was given the ULTIMATE HONOR of meeting Mrs Rose at a concert Coal Chamber did here in feburary of '99. They did a WONDERFUL show {mmmm mmmm good}, and afterwards me and my friend went back by the busses to see if ya know they were hanging around. Dez was out there and it wasnt like i went screaming into the night, but we did run up there and get an autograph, Mikey then came out as Dez was goign in and signed autographs {i got my 5 secs of mikeys life by telling how much i didnt like Type O.}. And then it happened, Rayna came out. I finally got her autograph, and pulled up the courage to reaproach her and *sigh* ask for a hug. Now I have balls, i know this now because I asked this of the person I consider GOD. She smiled SO KINDLY and said "yea sure", and took me into her arms. I have never felt so good in all my life, i have never felt so whole, I have never felt so sane, and I have never felt like I belong like I did in her arms. I'm sure Rayna has forgotten about it, but I will NEVER forget it.

I admire Rayna for everything. Her presance is a constant reminder to not give up on life, because something better always comes. I couldn't begin to describe all that shes given me by doing nothing, and taking 20 seconds of my time for me. I love Rayna, and no one is ever going to come close to how much I love her.