Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
And I don't know what I'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
And I don't know what I'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you
If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes would you believe me
If I said I am tired of this now here we go one more time
I tried to climb your steps I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way I tried to change this mind
You better believe I tried to beat this
When will this end it goes on and on and over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know it won't stop till I step down from this for good
I never thought I'd end up here I never thought I'd be standing
Where I am I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time
This is a sick cycle carousel, this is a sick cycle, yeah
This doubt is screaming in my face in this familiar place,
Sheltered and concealed
And if this night won't let me rest
Don't let me second guess what I know to be real
Put away all I know for tonight
And maybe I just might learn to let it go
Take my security from me and maybe finally I won't have to know everything
I am falling into grace to the unknown to where you are
And faith makes everybody scared it's the unknown,
The don't-know that keeps me hanging on to you
I got nothing left to defend
I cannot pretend that everything makes sense
But does it really matter now if I do not know how to figure this thing out
I am against myself again trying to fit these pieces in walking on a cloud of dust to get to you
This doubt is screaming in my face in this familiar place,
Sheltered and concealed
And if this night won't let me rest
Don't let me second guess what I know to be real
Put away all I know for tonight
And maybe I just might learn to let it go
Take my security from me and maybe finally I won't have to know everything
I am falling into grace to the unknown to where you are
And faith makes everybody scared it's the unknown,
The don't-know that keeps me hanging on to you
I got nothing left to defend
I cannot pretend that everything makes sense
But does it really matter now if I do not know how to figure this thing out
I am against myself again trying to fit these pieces in walking on a cloud of dust to get to you
Could you let down your hair
And be transparent for a while
Just a little while
See if your human after all
Honesty is a hard attribute to find
When we all want to seem like we've got it all figured out
I may be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
And god I pretend like I do just
Trying to find my way
Trying to find my way the best that I know how
Well I haven't memorized all the cute things to say
But I'm working on it
Maybe I'll master this art for today
I'd I quote all the line off the top of my head
And you'd be
I dont understand all of these things I've read
I’m just trying to find my way
Trying to find my way
Trying to find my way the best that I know how
Well I haven’t drawn it or figured out quite yet
But even if it takes my whole life
To get to where I need to be
And if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you
I'm trying to find my way
Trying to find my way
Oh, I'm trying to find my way
Trying to find my way
She's got a pretty smile it covers up the poison that she hides
She walks around in circles in my head waiting for a chance to take me a
Chance to break me a chance to take me down now I see this burden you gave me is too much to
Carry too much to bury inside I guess you're the only one that nobody changes
I guess you're the only one left standing when everything else goes down
You're still the only one, you're still the only one
It's all shallow and all so appealing I'm up to my ankles and I’m drowning
Anyway in a sea of sarcastic faces familiar places where everything looks
Quite the same here it's all confusingly amusing bitter and tainted
The picture you painted to me I guess you're the only one that nobody changes I guess you're
The only one left standing when everything else goes down you're still the only one
Who will never change faces I guess you're the only one left standing
When everything else goes down just 'cause it's all in your head
Doesn't mean it has to be in mine don't believe what you said still can't get it out of my mind
I've tried to find myself in approval I’ve already been there already done that it got me nowhere
It brought me nothing but a good place to hide in no one to confide in now
I guess you're the only one that nobody changes I guess you're the only one who will never
Change faces I guess you're the only one
Catch your breath hit the wall scream out loud as you start to crawl back in
Your cage the only place where they will leave you alone 'cause the weak will
Seek the weaker until they've broken them could you get it back again
Would it be the same fulfillment to their lack of strength
At your expense left you with no defense they tore it down and I have
Felt the same as you, I've felt the same as you, I've felt the same
Locked inside the only place where you feel sheltered where you feel safe
You lost yourself in your search to find something else to hide behind
The fearful always preyed upon your confidence
Did they see the consequence when they pushed you around
The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones
Breaking them 'til they've become just another crown
Refuse to feel, Anything at all refuse to slip, Refuse to
Fall can't be weak, Can't stand still you watch your back,
'Cause no one will you don't know why they had to go
This far traded your worth for these scars for your only
Company don't believe the lies that they told to you
Not one word was true you're alright, You're alright,
You're alright
Too many voices, It won't take long
Which one's right, which one's wrong
Yours is most likely to be misunderstood
Screaming in tongues
On the top of my lungs
'Til I find you, 'Til you found me
Somehow I always knew that you would
And I am contemplating matters
All this cling and clatter
In my head, and what you said
Is ringing, ringing faster
And it's all good if you would
Stop the world from making sense
And if I could just realize
It doesn't really matter
It doesn't really matter
It doesn't really matter
If I could touch
The sound of silence now
You know I would if I knew how
To make these intentions
Come around
I'm hearing without listening
And believing every word
You are not saying
Speaking without a sound
Trapped inside
Of these four walls
Walking brainless muppet dolls
Mushroom face
Beneath the tangles
Bleeding silhouette inside
Dancing like an angel would
I've found a long way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what I'm gonna do
When I get there...
Take a breath and hold on tight
And spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace
'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah
Where I wanna be...
I'm looking past the shadows in my mind
Into the truth and I'm
Trying to identify the voices in my head
God, I wish it were you
Let me feel one more time what it
Feels like to feel and
And break these calluses off of me one more time
'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside your door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah-ah...
I don't want a thing from you
I bet you're tired of me
Waiting for the scratch to fall off
Of your table to the ground...
'Cause I just wanna be here now...
'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah...
'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah
Where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be...
You could be right
And I'll be real
Honesty won't be a pain that you'll have to feel
'Cause I don't need your approval to find my worth
I've been trapped inside of my own mind
Afraid to open my eyes to what I'd find
I don't want to live like this anymore
There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them falling
'Cause this feeling that has no meaning
There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back
There it goes
Does it scare you that I can be something different than you
Would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't
You can't control me
You can't take away from me who I am
There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them falling
'Cause this feeling that has no meaning
There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back
There it goes
Have you ever felt like your only comfort was your cage
You're not alone
I have felt the same as you
Have you ever felt like your secrets give you away
You're not alone
I have been there, too
Everyone is looking
And everyone is laughing
But I think everyone feels the same
Everybody wants to feel okay
Everybody wants to
Everybody wants to feel
There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them falling
'Cause this feeling that has no meaning
There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back
There it goes
'Cause you can't change me
You can't break me
There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back
'Cause I don't want it
I can't be losing sleep over this, no I can't
And now I can not stop pacing
Give me a few hours, I'll have all this sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing
Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening
This is over my head but underneath my feet
Cuz by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy
Cuz I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real, and just a dream
What is real, and just a dream
What is real, and just a dream
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this
Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening
Cuz I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real, and just a dream
What is real, and just a dream
What is real, and just a dream
Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That is leading me to the place where I find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You are everything
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now
'Cause you're all I want
You are all I need
You are everything, everything