IT'S LAUGHABLE

Looking out my window I can see the pretty lights, I sit and watch the cars go by I do this every night. I take a look at my life there isn't much left. What would it be like if I had chose another path? Rich intentions, corporate job, greedy, selfish, fucked up slob. I wish I could see what they have in store for me.

I wonder why? I wonder why? Why I'm here.

I awake the next morning at a quarter to nine. I turn on the radio and watch the time fly by. It's almost one o'clock and I haven't got a call yet. I put on my shoes, walk out the door, I just want to get the hell out of that hole. I walk down the street and look up at the sky, and...

I used to have a girlfriend but she dumped me. I used to have a job but I quit. I used to be confident and have lots of friends, but thanks to my laziness I'll never see that life again.

Sometimes I wonder what It'd be like to be someone else. Because I sure as hell don't know who I'm supposed to be; and when I think of what I could have done. I feel like I could die,... tell me why, why, why!