Further Down the Spiral
piggy (nothing can stop me now)
the art of self detruction, part one
self destruction, part two
the downward spiral (the bottom)
hurt (quiet)
eraser (denial; realization)
at the heart of it all
eraser (polite)
self destruction, final
the beauty of being numb
erased, over, out
piggy (nothing can stop me now)
hey pig
yeah you
hey pig piggy pig pig pig
all of my fears came true
black and blue and broken bones you've left me here i'm all alone
my little piggy needed something new
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care
hey pig
nothing's turning out the way i planned
hey pig there's a lot of things i hoped you could help me understand
what am i supposed to do i lost my shit because of you
nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care
nothing can stop me now
the art of self destruction, part one
(i control you)
i am the voice inside your head
i am the lover in your bed
i am the sex that you provide
i am the hate you try to hide
(i control you)
self destruction, part two
i am the voice inside your head and i control you i am the lover in your bed and i control you i am the sex that you provide and i control you i am the hate you try to hide and i control you
i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct
i speak religion's message clear and i control you i am denial guilt and fear and i control you i am the prayers of the naive and i control you i am the lie that you believe and i control you
i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct
i am the needle in your vein and i control you i am the high you can't sustain and i control you i am the pusher i'm a whore and i control you i am the need in you for more and i control you
i am the bullet in the gun and i control you i am the truth from which you run and i control you i am the silencing machine and i control you i am the end of all your dreams and i control you
i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct
the downward spiral (the bottom)
(everything's blue in this world)
he couldn't believe how easy it was
he put the gun into his face
bang
so much blood for such a tiny little hole
problems do have solutions you know
a lifetime of fucking things up
fixed in one determined flash
everything's blue
everything's blue in this world
all fuzzy
spilling out of my head
hurt (quiet)
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt
i wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
i am still right here
what have i become my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way
eraser (denial; realization)
erase me
kill me
at the heart of it all
eraser (polite)
need you
dream you
find you
taste you
use you
scar you
fuck you
break you
self destruction, final
i am the voice inside your head and i control you i am the lover in your bed and i control you i am the sex that you provide and i control you i am the hate you try to hide and i control you
i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct
i speak religion's message clear and i control you i am denial guilt and fear and i control you i am the prayers of the naive and i control you i am the lie that you believe and i control you
i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct
i am the needle in your vein and i control you i am the high you can't sustain and i control you i am the pusher i'm a whore and i control you i am the need you have for more and i control you
i am the bullet in the gun and i control you i am the truth from which you run and i control you i am the silencing machine and i control you i am the end of all your dreams and i control you
i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct
i speak religion's message clear and i control you i am denial guilt and fear and i control you i am the prayers of the naive and i control you i am the lie that you believe and i control you
i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct
i am the bullet in the gun and i control you i am the truth from which you run and i control you i am the silencing machine and i control you i am the end of all your dreams and i control you
i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct
the beauty of being numb
erased, over, out
erase me