gave up
wish
happiness in slavery
throw this away
fist fuck
screaming slave

gave up

give it to me i throw it away
give it to me i throw it away

covered with hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole that used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become

give it to me i throw it away
give it to me i throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

wish

i want to but i can't turn back
i want to but i can't turn back
i want to but i can't turn back
i want to but i can't turn back
i want to but i can't turn back
i want to but i can't turn back
i want to

this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay the last thing left
i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do

wish there was something real
wish there was something true
wish there was something real
in this world full of you

i'm the one without a soul
i'm the one with this big fucking hole
no new tale to tell
twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist f**k
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone

wish there was something real
wish there was something true
wish there was something real
in this world full of you

i want to but i can't turn back

i want to but i can't turn back

i want to but i can't turn back

i want to but i can't turn back

this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay the last thing left
i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do

wish there was something real
wish there was something true
wish there was something real
in this world full of you

wish there was something real
wish there was something true
wish there was something real
in this world full of you

wish there was something real
wish there was something true
wish there was something real
in this world full of you

this world full of you

this world full of you

this world full of you

happiness in slavery

slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery

throw this away

i am so dirty on the inside

i am so dirty on the inside

i am so dirty on the inside

i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away

fist fuck

drift within
this is your body
can you flow
the fire blood through each tissued corridor
drown into the pulse of life
let your heart pump you
out old red tongue
"can you drink the blood? tell us what's the red tongue"
a stream into its own chamber
"can you let your heart become central?"
help help
i'm drowning into the lake

"help help...i'm drowning...get me out of here"

drift to the center
drift to the center

"i'm drowning...i need some help"

the center of this heart fire will go up
let your heart beat your whole life

"alleviate, screw, penetrate...you'll go deeper"

burst
"burst"

greet on
"greet on"

complete death
"communicate"

my blood
"life...blood"

startling

"oh you just wish you could feel that way too"
"i'll bet you will someday"

"help help...let go of me...get me out of here"

screaming slave

happiness...it controls you

happiness...it controls you

happiness in slavery

happiness in slavery

slavery

happiness

happiness

happiness

happiness

happiness

slavery
slavery
it controls you
slavery
it controls you
slavery
slavery

"he's dead"
"what's that?"
"he's dead"

slavery

slavery

slavery

happiness

happiness

happiness

controls
it controls you
controls
it controls you