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On this page is a few poems that I wrote (ok, I'm a lil bit of a freak), and a few thougts bout black women... this section may be called Opaque but see if u can see me...

Random Chocolate City Thought #12

leather whips, rusty chains,

first a lil pleasure then a lil pain,

candle wax and melted Ice cubes,

shooting weed smoke thru blow-tubes,

whip cream and motion lotion,

makin waves like we in the ocean,

cummin hard in each other's mouths,

a sure sign our love has gone south...

Lazy

Sometimes, Im a lazy lover

9 out of 10 times I am proactive

Doing whatever possible to make my own personal star

Collapse on herself

But on time #10 I get lazy

And sit in my La-Z-Boy

Taking a nap on the sunniest of Sundays

Just wearing boxers as I half-read the paper

And Half listening to the Bulls lose another game

Slowly drifiting in and out of consciousness

I feel myself aroused by hands

And a voice not my own

I feel the heat of my star trying

To consume me, but I do not resist

I embrace my mini-apocalypse like a Bhuddist Monk,

Powerfully concentrated in my meditation

Until said meditation is fulfilled

And my star implodes once again

HATE

Have u ever noticed, the more we need love, the more HATE seems to be prevalent

And the amount of haters grow by the day

And the things they HATE on multiplies like so many roaches

Niggas will HATE on u for a good reason

Niggas will HATE for no reason

Niggas will HATE cuz u a balla

Niggas will HATE cuz u a bum

Niggas will HATE cuz u white

Niggas will HATE cuz u gay

Niggas will HATE cuz u have an overbite

Niggas will HATE cuz u r an independent woman

Niggas will HATE cuz u still at home wit yo momma

Niggas will HATE cuz u dont take they bullshit

Niggas will HATE cuz u a coward

Niggas will HATE cuz u dont like them cuz THEY pulled some shady shit on u, aint that wild?

Oh yeah, Niggas HATE hypocrites too

Niggas also HATE people who HATE

Niggas HATE cuz u get pussy, or dick, as the case may be, and they dont

Niggas will HATE if u dont get it and they do

This list could go on forever cuz like I said, Niggas will find any reason to HATE... and its the easy thing to do...

But if we can find all those reasons to HATE, I'm sure we can find at least one reason to LOVE.

Iceberg (people seem to like this one)

They say that beauty is only skin deep

With you its just the tip of the iceberg

And just like when said iceberg is taken from a glacier

And changed into its purest form as spring water

Such beauty is not obtained easily

The process is so painstaking that only the most

Patient can expect to capture a drop, much less

A whole glass, or a gallon, or all of the berg

Random Chocolate City Thought #1

it ain't about your lips

or those provoking-ass hips,

nor is it them thighs

or them pretty brown eyez,

nope not the round tits

or what lies below the clit,

but not the beautiful skin

that makes me wanna sin,

so what is it u ask

that makes me stay true?

you've attached your soul to mine,

and I'm incomplete without u boo...

A Paragraph on Black Women

Who understands what a black man goes thru more than a black woman? I cant think of no one. She sees her brothers and her uncles and her father go thru the same thing u do, and she handles it like your mother would. She loves more completely than any other woman, yet we as men kinda take it for granted, She has our babies and we give her no more respect than we give a dog who has puppies... She makes our Kool-aid ghetto sweet and our greens wit that lil bit of extra pork we know we shouldn't have, but she says its ok so we eat it n smile, She does twice the work we do, but she smiles twice as much, as long as her black man is happy, She is our everything, yet we don't think and treat her as nothing, Our black woman feels pain too, but we cant or wont see it cuz our eyez aren't open, but then maybe its not a matter of our eyez, but our hearts that need to open. And sometimes, I found this out, a black women just needs to talk, and sometimes she just needs u to hold her n let her cry, to my amazement, she doesn't always want dick, or sex.... just a sign u still love her like u did the day u proposed, or made her your earth. I know I'm rambling a lil bit, but thas just how I feel, and if a black queen passes by my square on tha chessboard again, best believe imma do my best to capture her....

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