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(Erick's note: Most
of the pages on my
site
are a bit goofy. Okay I'm goofy. Live with it. This group
of pages is more serious, though. These come strictly from
the
heart, which
I'm afraid still bleeds. Forgive me if the wounds are too
obvious).
This is the obligatory list of music and poetry that all newbies seem to have on their pages. Count me among them, if only because music is God's most perfect form of communication. Some of these are popular, some are obscure.
But they all speak to my soul...and to yours too, I hope.
Erick
This page is never complete.
Wild Montana Skies - John Denver
Dylan Thomas
1 Corinthians 13: The Love Chapter
The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock
Steve's well-documented demons are different from mine, but this songs speaks to me as if he wrote it especially to chronicle the rupture in my heart.
This is another Steve Earle song which I look at as being not about me, but about the kind of person I'm becoming ...maybe even though I shouldn't.
There's an old adage which says that all great things in life are simple. If so, what could be greater than eternal life...and what could be simpler than a child?
This is one of the best songs ever at recognizing those last dying embers. Lots bof personal meaning here... too painful to discuss just yet
A Eulogy
...it flows endlesly on...
I knew I was going to like Kentucky football coach Hal Mumme when I found out he was a Parrothead. Hal even closes his weekly TV show with a video of game footage set to a Jimmy Buffett song. As with many people, I became a fan after seeing him in concert in Nashville. For trivia's sake, I note that he mentioned that it was his first concert after breaking his leg, and having been out of the South for a while, he couldn't wait to go to Krystal. (Krystal on Hillsboro Road in Nasville used to be one of my hangouts... usually about 3am, when Krystals seem to taste better)
Lyrics To "It's Midnight And I'm Not Famous Yet"
This is another song about looking back, and feeling like a lone swimmer struggling against the current
Lots of personal meaning here... too painful to discuss just yet. Jackson Browne is about as close to perfect as songwriters get
Lyrics to "Did She Mention My Name?"
Lyrics to "The House You Live In"
Text of "The Force That Through The Green Fuse Drives The Flower"
Text of "And Death Shall Have No Dominion"
I suppose it's difficult to describe why I like this poem... probably because it's so optomistic. One must believe in happy endings in order to find them. And one must never cease to believe.
by t. s. eliot
Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question . . .
Oh, do not ask, 'What is it?'
Let us go and make our visit.
In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.
The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes,
The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window-panes,
Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening,
Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains,
Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys,
Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap,
And seeing that it was a soft October night,
Curled once about the house, and fell asleep.
And indeed there will be time
For the yellow smoke that slides along the street,
Rubbing its back upon the window-panes;
There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea.
In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.
And indeed there will be time
To wonder, 'Do I dare?' and, 'Do I dare?'
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald spot in the middle of my hair—
(they will say: 'How his hair is growing thin!')
My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin,
My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin—
(they will say: 'But how his arms and legs are thin!')
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.
For I have known them all already, known them all—
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
So how should I presume?
And I have known the eyes already, known them all—
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?
And I have known the arms already, known them all—
Arms that are braceleted and white and bare
(but in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!)
Is it perfume from a dress
That makes me so digress?
Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl.
And should I then presume?
And how should I begin?
Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows?
I should have been a pair of ragged claws
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.
And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
Smoothed by long fingers,
Asleep . . . tired . . . or it malingers
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
Though I have seen my head
(grown slightly bald)
brought in upon a platter
I am no prophet—and here's no great matter;
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat,
And snicker,
And in short,
I was afraid.
And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it toward some overwhelming question,
To say: 'I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all'—
If one, settling a pillow by her head,
Should say: 'That is not what I meant at all.
That is not it, at all.'
And would it have been worth it, after all,
Would it have been worth while,
After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets,
After the novels, after the teacups,
After the skirts that trail along the floor—
And this, and so much more?—
It is impossible to say just what I mean!
But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen:
Would it have been worth while
If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl,
And turning toward the window, should say:
'That is not it at all,
That is not what I meant at all.'
No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two
Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse;
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous—
Almost, at times, the Fool.
I grow old . . . I grow old . . .
I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled.
Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.
I do not think that they will sing to me.
I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.
We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.
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