I wanted to believe so badly,
That we’d be together,
That I’d be with Heather,
But I knew it’d end sadly
Everyday, the future looks dimmer,
Maybe she will ask him out,
The "maybe" is in my doubt,
Why do I still see hope’s glimmer?
The worst part is her reaction,
It doesn’t matter about us,
Whether I’m calm or in fuss,
Because he’s got a strong attraction
Singleness also seems more,
That what I can offer her,
She’d rather this occur,
I am not what she is looking for
I’m worse than alone,
I’ve taken so many to release,
Get my mind from this disease,
For my chance’s blown
-Chris "CMC" Lubinski
