I know what I want, what do you want?
It's hard to decipher after every stunt
Your actions confuse me, send me spinning
All the while fate's in the corner grinning
Laughing, scoffing at my lack of knowlege
As my mind constantly dwells on my lack of courage
Please tell me why you do the things you do
Please tell me how I can understand you
What is it that you desire? Where do you want to be?
Enemies? Friends? What exactly do you want of me?
I want to be your friend, I want to be more
but I know that closed is that door
You say you still want to be friends as well
but when you ignore me and avoid me, it's hard to tell
I'm stupid, we both know, so please clarify
what it is that you want, and please tell me why
I need to know so that I can get over it
So that I don't dwell and throw another fit
I'm angry now, much to my unhappiness
because the anger only adds to the stress
You can give me escape, but I need to know what you know
-Chris "CMC" Lubinski
