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When we were together, I couldn’t really say
that I loved you because at that time I
really didn’t know what
love was, and how it felt like for
another person that isn’t
related to me.
But when that which was one became
two and was no more,
something happened; something that
I never felt before. A pain,
an emotional, physical void in my
heart that no material thing
could take it’s place.
I didn’t realize what this throbbing,
unrelenting pain in my
chest was when I was younger.
But now I know this feeling is
now, and I still feel the same
unforgiving pain in my chest
every time I think about you and
the way you loved me, the way I
broke your heart and left you in the cold.
Every night I close my eyes.
I think about you and I, saying my
what if’s and shoulda, coulda, woulda’s.
Saying to myself if
only I had one more chance,
I know I can make things right again.
But, the same love that you say
you have for me is not as strong
as it was when we were together,
and after we were apart.
Sometimes it seems to me that
you have forgotten about what we had and me,
but I try not to think about the negative.
I try to keep myself thinking about
you and the love that I have for you.
Thinking to myself that you still love
me the same way you did when we first went out together.
Me… I have never forgot about you.
I’ve always loved you,
even though there were times that
it seemed like I didn’t.
I want to say that I’m sorry that
I made you feel like I didn’t love you.
I know that sometimes you felt
as if I didn’t know how it felt
to be thinking of someone that y
ou can’t go with and love anymore.
But I did feel that way every time
I saw you or heard that you were w
ith someone else at that time.
It hurts, it hurts to hear that
the person you love is or with somebody.
That’s when you start thinking that
that very person doesn’t love you anymore.
So, believe me when I tell you
that I do feel, and go through
the same pains of love that you do.
Just like you said to me once
“When you’re hurt, I feel the pain and
when I’m hurt, you feel the same.”
