may 3, 1998
~ 9.00pm ~

who could love my many sides?

listening to: earlier, Lilith Fair
album: Lilith Fair
fave song: all of them
feeling: *smiles*
weather: raining

so, here i sit, again, trying to think of relevant things to say. i talked to nathanael, which has really boosted my mood~not that i was in a bad mood or anything, but didn't really have anything to smile about. now, i seem to smile at everything.

i think my parents and sister would be happy about that, just coz they seem to like to see me smile. which, is a good thing. i like smiling. it's a good thing.

my sister is watching tv, and i'm working on here, wondering what to do with my page, and such like that. i've been so incredibly antsy and such the past few hours and i'm just not sure what to do with myself. feels like i just have so many things i want to do and can do, and i just can't think of what it is.

i stated reading this really interesting book, sybil, and it reminds me, vaguely, of the bell jar, which was by sylvia plath, and wasn't half bad. anyhow....

i don't have much else to say, so i'm gonna get going...

adios.