may 5, 1998
~ 6.00pm ~

you want me to save the world? i'm just a little girl

listening to: news
album: n/a
fave song: "been it" by the cardigans
feeling: stressed/content (read my entry)
weather: rainy

so, how are things going? really good question. i'm not sure.

i'm worried about my history grade. with the AP US history test coming up in less than two weeks, SGA elections coming up at the end of the month, having to redo the SGA Constitution...i'm completely stressed out, but y'know, i love every minute of it, most days.

actually, i figured out my history grade, and it's a solid b, but i really really want an a. i know, it's only a grade, but so much is expected from me, you just don't understand.

in fact, today, at lunch, this guy robert asked me if i was going to be the class of 99's valedictorian, because i have to "represent". i would like nothing better than that, but the stress...

my god, the stress...

i need a mental health day, but that doesn't seem like it's going to be happening. those who need those the most, those are the ones who just can't get them! there are never enough hours in the day.

things with nathanael are going~sometimes, it's really weird, only because of my mind and the way it works, it's hard to explain, so i won't even try. i'll just say, once more, how very very wonderful he is to me, and i just cannot say enough stuff...

i just spilt water on a bunch of my disks...*sighs* can NOTHING go right???