may 10, 1998
~ 1:45pm ~

i've only just met an old old friend

listening to: ani difranco
album: imperfectly
fave song: make them apologize
feeling: odd
weather: gloomy

hola! how is everyone? i'm doing okay. taking a break from working on my biology project. i should be doing web page work, but, ah well...

i'm doing my project on hookworms...oh, exciting...blah. if i have to hear any more about them after i finish this project, i'll scream!

i've been eating too much today. in fact, i have a frozen thingy sitting next to me, and i'm not even hungry. i made it just because. it's kind of frustrating. that's why i don't like the weekends~i eat way too much. some would say i'm just catching up for what i don't eat during the week. *shrugs*

i'm feeling somehwat better than i have in a few days. not as stressed, for some reason, although i still have so much to do. i dunno.

i'm listening to, as it says over on the left, imperfectly, and there's this one line in served faithfully which reminds me of nathanael and i..."i have only just met an old old friend we've been walking around holding hands i hope someday he can bend as far as it takes to understand and risk breaking open again..."

as i said a while ago, i have known nathanael for twelve years, but i never really gave him much thought. he was always just there...dinosaur boy (from second grade)...but, after a really interesting convesation before spring break (beginning of april), i couldn't stop thinking about him. now, it's like, he's so much a part of my life. i can't remember life before him. well, actually, i do, but don't want to recall it.

it's funny how you can be acquainted with someone for so long, but never really know them. it's like that with nathanael. i never knew him, and i'm so glad i finally have gotten to.

now, i'm listening to make them apologize, and i just love this song...well, i have to get back to work. i may be back on later.