july 19, 1998
~ 8:20pm ~

give us hell, give us dreams

listening to: dar williams
album: end of the summer
fave song: what do you hear in these sounds?
feeling: don't ask, won't tell
weather: hot, muggy, icky

well then, hello. don't ask me how i am or i'm gonna scream. i'm feeling awful today and i don't know why. i feel really really empty inside and i don't know why.

i talked to nathanael today and he told me that he was worried about me.

in all honesty, i'm worried about me too.

it's one of those things i really can't explain except as awful and dark and just not something i'd wish on anyone...

*sighs* let me go away before i depress someone...

rambles sometimes help us figure things out