august 21, 1998
~ 8:30pm ~
there's
something i should have told you
listening to:
"rent"
album: "rent" soundtrack
fave song: all of 'em so far
feeling: *wrinkles forehead*
weather: hot, muggy
hello there, everyone.
i've been playing around with graphics and stuff like
that since i've been on here...i've made a new banner for
wind.html..
i got back from pennsylvania about two hours ago. i
went up there to look at juniata college, which had been
my main choice for a college, and it still is. it's right
up there with st. mary's college of maryland.
i'm so looking forward to college right now, but more
than that, this year...it's gonna be filled with a lot of
hard days and tough moments, but i'm gonna be pushing
myself to my limits, and i'm really gonna get to see how
well i can handle things.
i cannot wait!
let's see...what else is there to say? lots, i guess.
i don't know if you guys have noticed, but i've been
redoing a lot of stuff...first of all because i've
noticed myself going through a lot of mental changes, if
not physical ones. i dont' know how to explain all of it.
i think it started, not only at MLW, but also once i
talked about what was going on inside
of me about nathanael.
plus, the more i sit and think, and the more i get to
working on creative stuff, the better i feel -- the more
liberated from the chains of un-creativness that had been
draped over my shoulders. it was really really hard to
deal with that.
but, i have started redesigning, and i'm redoing my
bio section, so...
well, i'm gonna start working on my sister's bridal
shower gift...adios...
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