august 21, 1998
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8:30pm ~

there's something i should have told you


listening to: "rent"
album:
"rent" soundtrack
fave song:
all of 'em so far
feeling:
*wrinkles forehead*
weather:
hot, muggy


hello there, everyone.

i've been playing around with graphics and stuff like that since i've been on here...i've made a new banner for wind.html..

i got back from pennsylvania about two hours ago. i went up there to look at juniata college, which had been my main choice for a college, and it still is. it's right up there with st. mary's college of maryland.

i'm so looking forward to college right now, but more than that, this year...it's gonna be filled with a lot of hard days and tough moments, but i'm gonna be pushing myself to my limits, and i'm really gonna get to see how well i can handle things.

i cannot wait!

let's see...what else is there to say? lots, i guess.

i don't know if you guys have noticed, but i've been redoing a lot of stuff...first of all because i've noticed myself going through a lot of mental changes, if not physical ones. i dont' know how to explain all of it. i think it started, not only at MLW, but also once i talked about what was going on inside of me about nathanael.

plus, the more i sit and think, and the more i get to working on creative stuff, the better i feel -- the more liberated from the chains of un-creativness that had been draped over my shoulders. it was really really hard to deal with that.

but, i have started redesigning, and i'm redoing my bio section, so...

well, i'm gonna start working on my sister's bridal shower gift...adios...

snippets of incoherent sanity:

* there's so much that i'm sheltered from and never have really realized it -- like diseases (AIDS, etc.), crime, harm...
* pennsylvania is so green...
* i miss my friends very much...
* tomorrow i need to get some stuff to start the journal/collage thing i want to start...
* i need to start my sister's bridal shower gift...

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