august 26, 1998
~ 7:25am ~

and she's buying a stairway to heaven


listening to: n/a"
album: n/a
fave song: n/a
feeling: ???
weather: *shrugs*


some of you may wonder why my journal is draped in black. some of you may think it has to do with nathanael - no, it doesn't. right now, that boy is so far from my mind...

my godmother died this morning. my aunt mary.

she was such a strong, powerful lady, but she was one of those "she didn't say much, but she said it loud" persons. she was so giving, and very few people DID NOT take her for granted.

and she made a mean mexican meal.

i very rarely got to see her, and she's been sick for the past year and a half, but she's been in my prayers and thoughts for the longest time.

*looks up to sky*

i love you, aunt mary.

snippets of coherent insanity:

* i don't cry when people die, i just feel a piece of me go away.
* i wish i could carry the burden of the pain of my mom and sister.
* i'm emotional inside, not outside.

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